Kathy's Life Stories....

Day 1 (w/o u)

2010-08-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

Today is day 1 my life totally w/o ur news...

As expected, I really cant used to this... as I tried to overcome this unwanted feelings... my solution is : sleep...

Today as usual I allowed myself to wake up 'naturally' (w/o alarm) den send my car to workshop for repair...

Noon go facial... I know u sure scold me y I keep on spend on unnecessary things but it's wat I feel I wan to do...

Nite watch tv n try to do some revision... I totally out of mood to study... wondering wat's will b happen in my coming exam in Nov...

What's wrong with this....

2010-08-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

I getting more n more blur about our relations.... I try to trust n believe that "It is" still exist in btw of us... but recently, I found out the fact doesnt same as wat I hav believed... Again, am I too naive or too stubborn to do wat I'm suppose to do (which I dun hope it wil happen).

Our line is getting blur and I lost my sight to c the border... In my heart, there is no border but it is a wonderful memories... I always though that our relations will remain wit those memories... But I hardly to feel the existence of "u"....

I'm sure u know wat I'm thinking in my heart... For sure, I wil nvr give up to remain n improve this... wat I need jus a little co-operation frm u...

I dun wishes u wil c this post n big probability that u edi forget my blog...

Speed Trap Pic

2010-01-12T21:42:00.002+08:00

Unfortunately, I kena speed trap summon by police last year... the highway onli allow car speed up to 80km/h onli... but I speed up 91km/h ( jus exceed abit onli ) oso kena summon... RM300 ler... so innocent... my cousin oso kena same summon as me since he oso went to the same highway as me in same day... his speed oso 91km/h... so coincidence rite??? I m doubt n suspecting duno we r the victim of the speed trap jus like mouse die in mouse trap...

Currently, they offer discount RM100 ( RM300 - RM100 = RM200 ). I til need to pay RM200... I m thinking to request for photo to c whether they really shot my pic o not... but duno need to pay how much fees for such request??

Virus Growing....

2010-01-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

I been seeking for full time for more than 1month... been went for 3times interviews... n failed in all interviews... really unbelievable...

1) Location: Damansara Utama, SS20
Failed Reason : As followed my fren's advice, I wrote RM2.5k (negotiable) in the column of
expected salary ( the salary really scare them away ) n end up interviewer
asked me what is my minimum salary? I answer RM1.xk....

2) Location : Bandar Botanic
Failed Reason : They aspect me to do audit job n I didnt pro in taxation all tat... I m wondering
company secretary assistant need taxation basis n do audit job??

3) Location : Damansara Intan, Tropicana City
Failed Reason : Unknown ( since I didnt put my expected salary n asked what they can offer
me, they said wil called me let me know soon but no news after tat... )

I getting tired n fed up to attend the interview... duno wat the employers' mind thinking... r they trying to dig 'cheap labour' b4 CNY o the ecomonic really bad rite now... I no idea what is happening rite now...

Cheong Sam~ ~

2009-12-28T12:26:00.003+08:00

CNY is near the corner... as we can c alot of CheongSam slowly appear in d market... actually I wish to hav 1 pc of tis... til finding coz adult 1 mus choose the size which really suit to u... if not wil look quite aunt or ugly... ==

But for kids... they r so flexible... they can fit any type n any size of it... C how it is work on Meh Meh... ( she is quite fat recently )...

Traditional type...

Modern Type...

She looked good in both type but I prefer modern type... wil not look so aunt... I think is better than male 1... coz really look so 'kolot'... so guys better dun wear CheongSam... later scare ppl away frm u... :P

Mini World...

2009-12-28T12:04:00.002+08:00

Frens which r know me well... sure know I like to D.I.Y thing... mayb tis wil b boring hobby for some ppl... :P Tis D.I.Y mini room... I duno wat is the actual name is tis thing... == so I jus called tis mini world... actually is mine 1st attempt to do tis...

I bought tis at Gurney Plaza, Penang around RM35 plus at InQBox shop... I forgot to snap photo of the box... actually they hav many designs 1 like mini living hall, mini sushi shop and more... but I choose mini sewing room coz my mom is a tailor so thinking wan to give her as birthday present ma...

The process of making tis actually quite test ur patient n ur skill... both of the requirement I oso dun hav... :( luckily my hubby help me abit lo... coz when purhcase tis... it comes like many pieces of wood, wires, cloth, papers, glue, paint n more... the manual cannot tell all d thing to you... so hav to refer to d manual n think how to fix d think frm nthg to something...

Here is the final result...

I used around few days to completed tis... coz I cannot complete in one shot since I m so impatient of doing tis... left I lazy go to frame tis thing... Haha...

Free Nando's Voucher

2009-12-28T11:52:00.005+08:00

Tat day, when I was working in Tesco Klang.. My fren was selling F&N soft drinks was giving out the free Nando's voucher ( 1/4 chicken wit 2 sidelines ) by no terms n conditions required... to get tis vouhcer u need to purchase 3 bottles of the soft drinks den u can get liao...

Like me a GREEDY person, I definitely wil purchase without doubt... n 25Dec ( Christmas Day )... I redeem those voucher wit family in Sunway Pyramid... I quite disappointed wit the service thr... the stuffs like so racist... serve some ppl so nicely n ignore me so obviously... thinking wan to complaint to their manager but disagree by my family... :( co they wan keep low proflie dun wan lebih lebih... haizz...

Meh Meh... now she is pretty gal edi... 7years old liao... last time onli 2years old...

She tried to step the stuff who is annoying me...

Overall, the food is satisfaction n proven that there was "free lunch" in this world... Hee...

My Blog Alive!!!!

2009-12-28T11:45:00.002+08:00

Now view back my previous posts n reliaze I abandon my blog for 5months plus... quite sad actually... coz previously I really dun hav time to update my blog... really mis back my coll life... which can msn everynite, update blog everyday... is my LIFE... but now I cant go back tis LIFE again... :(

All is d study fault... Coz I m pursuing ICSA course which I felt quite tension since 100% is exam n my english is so poor... so I need to put extra effort than others ppl...

Now is my study break... quite bored actually... weekdays onli catch TVB drama n weekends working as promoter... n recently quite lots of public holidays fall on fri... n I mis d precious time celebrate wit my hubby... eg like Chirstmas... although I m not Christian but I like tis day coz like quite romantic day... if can at Western Countries like UK den lagi best coz got snow ma... can play snow flight, make snowman... bla bla bla...

Jusco's Bear....

2009-07-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

This is a Jusco's Bear... which wil b launch monthly from July to Dec within tis year... I jus bought myself July Bear... it is onli cost Rm5.90 n the size n the material is ok... worth to buy it I wil said tis...

The background of the pic is my hubby's new house... hehe... purposely taking the pic in tis background... the bear is looks cool rite... ^-^....

My first epilator....

2009-07-17T22:12:00.004+08:00

In the preview post, I was mentioned the epilator which is the "god" for girls... n I jus bought tis last few days ago... After searching whole PJ .... finally I found out Aeon in BR is the best model n the best price...

According to the forum, Braun's epilator is the best among others... but the price really killing me... The cheapest 1 is RM149 with no smart light no others functions.... no massager roller all tat... not a good choice for first triar...
I chosen the model 5270 pink... which come wit smart light, massager rollers, trimmer and shaver head, opti attrachment and pouch... cost me RM299.... ~~ really sweat...

Looks like quite scary... when u operate the epilator the sound really scary.... sound like the machine cutting grass...

The opti attrachment... is the best assistant when u going to do the underarm n bikini line epilation...

The shaver n trimmer head...

The user manual is brief n clear... it really help me a lot... but the epilation process is so scary for the first time user... my hand is shaking n cold when I did the epilation... but after tat I m satisfy wit the result... although the process is a little bit painful but it is worth to do so... coz after epilation, my skin become more smooth n no hairy legs and arms anymore... =)

Epilator ???

2009-07-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

I m feel shy to tis... now I onli know the product which can remove unwanted hair easily -- Epilator.. it is totally different from shaver... Shaver jus can remove hair from the skin surface while epilator is remove hair root from our skin... the result jus like u pluck it manually... of coz epilator is faster n less pain if compared wit the traditiional way of remove unwanted hair such as legs, underarm and others...

Today, I went to shopping mall n search for tis product... the price was killing me... refer to the beauty forum the epliator in brand Braun is less less pain if compared wit others... but the price is so expensive le... around 200 -400 ++ ... the more expensive the less painless u wil suffer o.... so which one u wil choose???

I'm prefering the expensive 1 coz I scared of pain... but the epilator was a bit out of my budget... :( tis month n last month like over spend a bit...

Tis is a basic and simple one.... cost RM100+++ not sure the actual price...

Tis one is look cute in pink colour n is more gentle one... price is above RM200+++

National Eye Hospital

2009-07-06T14:50:00.009+08:00

Last few months, my eyes was suffered the seriously itchiness... Before tis, I had went to pharmacy bought some eye drop but tis symptom til persist n become more worse... So I went to the National Eye Hospital or known as Tun Hussein Onn Eye Specialist... Before that, I though it was a government hospital but after I went to the counter to pay for my bill n drug it cost me RM150 ++. For me it is expensive... 3weeks later, I went for second appointment... tis time cost me Rm180 ++... walau le... it really killing me... n the eye drops which doctor recommend jus control my itchy n cant cure wholly...

My eyes is depend on eye drops daily... n it is troublesome since every 3hours need to put the eye drops once n I cant wear contact lens anymore... :(

The outlook of the hospital...

The interior was looks great and pro... but the doctor's skill is "so so"...

Haiz... I need to wear spec everyday everytime as advice by doctor???? No way...

Next month, I m planning to go to UM hospital... coz the National Eyes hospital was taken off my confidence n trust to them... from registration to medicine... all they wanted is money and money and money again.... :(

3K Swim Pool....

2009-06-18T13:44:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, me n hubby bring MehMeh together go to 3K swim pool located at usj... the facility in thr doesnt impressed meat all.... the pool is deep enough but is quite small... whereby the kid's pool is so small... if compared wit the Shah Alam Aquatic Pool... thr is better n huge...

However, since we r thr so we jus go in n have fun of it...

I looked ugly wearing the swim cap... :(

Since thr is required to wear the cap for long hair swimmer.... hate tis...

After swimming sesssion, we went for our snack... donuts... we ordered the durian queen... coz is my favourite too... n Meh Meh n hubby prefer chocolate 1....

Sorry... some photos hav been delete from tis post... coz my hubby complaining I m using his pic... :(

Princess n Prince....

2009-06-18T13:20:00.010+08:00

Princess n Prince finally met up....

Sorry for delay updating this post which should be post on last two weeks ago... hehe... tat day 06/06/09 2.30pm I went to KLIA to pick up my hubby.... tis was my first time drove alone to thr... wit the help of google map of coz... around 45 minutes journey from my home... finally I reached thr...
I was wait my hubby in the international departure hall... thr were huge of crowds awaiting for their frens or family too... it's like fans waiting for their idol that kind... fuh... around 1hour plus... my hubby finally settle all d laggage thing n we finally meet... hehe...

Emm... a bit strange for me when c him for first time.... but tis feeling slowly disappear when time passed by... hehe... tat day we went to shopping mall n pasar malam.... eat the food which he was missed for long time...

He bought me mini can of coke... actually it is very common in uk... but quite rare in m'sia...

He oso bought tis... popcorn popper... I can DIY popcorn on myself lo... :)

The next day morning... we view the sun rise together when driving heading to his house....

KLCC Aquaria...

2009-06-11T16:44:00.007+08:00

Yesterday I jus went to KLCC Aquaria... emm stupid signboard on the road... make my hubby caught in jam... the 45minutes journey become double time of it... :( Kl really jam like shit... coz the traffic light was turn from green to red so fast...

The entrance fee is quite cheap for student is around RM20... if oversea student is RM25... but inside actually is quite small.... the aquaria is great but the fish jus few types onli... :( is the place to hang out but no for second time....

Me n hubby

The aquaria behind was look great but the colour is a bit dark... since inside cannot take pics wit flash light...

Nightmare finally over...

2009-06-09T14:37:00.002+08:00

Yuhoo.... last friday I jus finished my nightmare --- ICSA exam... is my first time taking this type of prof exam n I took 4 papers in one shot... coz wan to finish afap... but is not easy n tension for few months... I hav to satisfy a lots... cut all of my entertainment like blogging, msn, facebook... except for skype... coz I need to chat wit my bf every nite b4 I go to sleep... :)

Now I back to my life... start enjoying my entertainment n go movies wit my bf... he jus back on sat... hehe... 8 months without him... now he is back.... when picked up him at airport... I feeling a bit of strange at first.... after that chit chat wit him... den my feeling is back lo... haha... time really can steal ur feeling 1... it is truth but time can also can recall back ur feeling if both parties wan to do that...

I break my record....

2009-04-20T21:11:00.007+08:00

Today, initially I jus plan buy a pair of heel to attend my cousin wedding dinner in May... den the promotion really trap me... I jus need one pair but I bought two n more pairs... since the promotion said second pair is 50% but they wil choose the lowest price 1 for 50% discounts... as usual girl wil buy two pairs... coz in our mind is cheap ma... den like tat I bought two pairs at first...

Tis pair of heel I plan to wear when attend d dinner wit my white dinner dress... :)

Is around 2 or 3 inches high gua... nvr wear so high 1... is time to learn... coz when c girl wear heel really so attractive o...

Tis 1 is the second pair which get 50% discounts... not so like is jus ok for me onli....

After that, I saw got Thai fair around... den go hav a look... den buy again 3 pairs of shoes coz the price is quite cheap n the material of shoes quite soft...

Tis is a imitate product of Cros... jus around 30bucks... but if u r the Cros fans u wil notice tis is imitate product... if ori 1 tis pair is cause RM130 like tat....

I like tis design coz the cloth like the blanket I used to be use when I m small... hehe...

Normal black cover shoe plan to transform it into full black n wear for my part time work...

It is really hectic coz one pair of shoe jus can last 3months.... or max. 6months onli... all d shoes no quality nowadays... guys not girl like to buy new shoes is te shoes cannot last for long... for instance, my working shoe which I hav to wear every weekends.... min. 2 pairs per year.... so pokai liao jus work working shoe.... :(

All together is 5 pairs lo.... Unbelievable I did it in a day

Coming soon.... bring OSIM u-Squeeze home... since now they hav promotion on display set... place order edi... wil coming on tis thurs... cant wait for it... :) but every month need pay around 67bucks for it... but is useful to my family since I can share wit my mum... hehe...

Alone in the dark....

2009-04-15T12:14:00.002+08:00

Alone in the dark jus like tis cat...

I didnt meant me alone in the dark... jus feel pity of tis cat which quite similar wit my neighbor... last sunday... her daughter run away from house... tis girl edi 22years old jus like me... the reason she dun wan back to home is she said tat house is not human stay 1.... so rude rite... n the funny n childish thing is... she not follow her bf o guy... she follow is the old unmarried aunt... who is her colleague... nor matter how her parents go n adivce her go back home... tat stubborn girl til insist... n go report police tat her mom try to poison her wit food... wtf... like tat excuse her mom oso can... whr is her heart... she always claim tat she is above age of majority edi... we cannot force her.... 22years old means can forget ur family... no such thing rite...

The big prob is that old unmarried aunt like got physiologic prob... in work place no 1 dare to fren wit her jus the girl... now her mom always wash face wit her tears... wish her daugther wil change her mind in 1day soon... coz family is our buddy forever... whatever we did... family to the station which always wil encourage us n forgive us... when we feel tire... family or home is the best place for us to rest b4 continue the next long journey...

50 bucks....

2009-04-15T12:02:00.003+08:00

Tat day in the early morning.... Meh Meh suddenly bring RM50 comes my house... of coz I shocked of tis... I asked her y bring tis... she said I told her b4... if she got RM50 den I wil bring her go to Sunway Lagoon.... den I hav a big laugh... I did said tis b4... but dunno she is so serious of tis... I asked her return the real Rm50 to her parents... n draw the fake Rm50 for me is enough edi... n c wat she did... is really cute...

50 bucks wit left hand side is my bf n right hand side is me.... yea tis is me... :)

Again... Meh Meh like to draw the happy family pic... Tis time she wrote her chinese name as well... can c kids really can learn thing fast....

Stop!!!!!

2009-04-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

Recently I m sleepless... I m too stress on my studies.... left around 8weeks exam wil b coming... nor matter how late or how I make myself tire... I til sleepless... it is really terrible... tis hav been continues few days edi.... :(

What the use of cucumber???

2009-04-10T23:39:00.004+08:00

I heard ppl said cucumber can relief eyes tired long times ago... but den havent give myself a try... when I m trying, the result is so so onli... not impress me at all... but tis young kid have a fun of tis cucumber mask...

Who is her???

Closer a bit... can guess is who???

Is Meh Meh la...

Happy Family...

2009-04-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

Tis is draw by Meh Meh.... chen n me n Meh Meh in d centre...

Sometimes I really wish Meh Meh is my baby den I dun need to pregnant for 9months n give birth... dun need so xin ku... but tis jus for my imagination... wont happen in real life...

Recently... very busy everyday revision n revision... like kinda prepare wan to go for war... I nvr experience such bad n stress time like tis b4... it really stress n sometime I m wondering y I chosen the course so difficult to study 1 torture me... watever life is goes on... jus hope d war wil come faster n end faster... :(

Changes...

2009-03-23T11:21:00.002+08:00

Ppl really wil change by time... by other reasons... I hate ppl changing especially in their attitude... obviously last time is the best coz we cannot go back to tat time tat type of ppl u recognized b4... jus a part of our memory n oso as a guideline for us to compare now n previous... quite sad but true...

What I m believing in last time... now all gone n I wake up from tat dream n force myself to drive back to the reality... hard to accept but hav to accept... is it tis is a true of life??? is it the better way to accept is close one of our eye n cheat urself tat nthg happen... all is til good... sometime I really dun wan to accept tis stupid assumption.... life is not perfect y I shud agree tat life is perfect?? I know I cant solve tis dilemma... I know tat I really cant... no idea who m I now... if I accept the assumption... I not myself anymore... I am the other person who change myself coz other ppl changing themselves oso... so I force to change... if I m remain static den I wil lose u completely... I knew tat wil happen to me... :(

Money is important???

2009-03-20T02:04:00.002+08:00

Izit money is so important to us? Almost every week I oso work part time in weekends... I nvr give up my weekends without earn money... at least rm160 I wil earn in the weekends... but 28 march I couldnt work cost me lost around rm720.... since 1day is rm120.... suddenly all figure pop-out of my mind... in btw money n studies... which side shud I choose... shud I skip my class n chase for money... or shud me focus on my studies more important???

Actually I almost cheated by money... since my supervisor called me twice for the attractive project... I really wan to say I can fulfill the whole project... but at last I think that class is more important... although I not really like to it... but I mus attend if not I wil completely lost... fuhh... like tis I lost rm720 - 3weekends blank... til 11 of april onli got new project...

Sometimes I felt that y I so stupid... previously I having my sweet time for 2years when I studying for my first diploma course... now onli start to chase for money... izit too late for me??? I think is yes... but I really like to b promoter... coz is more fun than become an officer in future... n easy earn money oso especially for gals... but mus sacrified of our legs lo... since hav to stand for whole day ma... :)

Puzzle finally reveal...

2009-03-12T14:57:00.006+08:00

Last two days is my 22nd birthday... when I getting older I dislike to celebrate birthday again... scare the fact that I become older.... haha... actually I jus wan celebrate wit my bf... others I dun hav such mood celebrate wit them.... but my bf promise when he back he will celebrate back wit me again... hehe... I m waiting...

The week b4 my birthday my bf told me that he wil post my present to me... today onli I received... late 2days... but I til very surprise n happy when receive...

Get the parcel from postman at noon....
When I tear off the parcel inside is my present... in box size...

Yea tis is my 22nd birthday present from him...

When I tear off the whapper... is a lover's mp3.... 2Gb....

Is a half heart shape mp3 player.... wit touch pad...

Honestly, it is my first mp3... previously I didnt own any mp3 player coz I think I dun need it... but now since everyday I oso travel by train to coll... den my bf think I shud hav tis... n he bought a pair of heart shape mp3... he owns a half... I own a half... when he back den we can combine together... haha... tis is a concept of lover's mp3... n 1more feature... it can b become a necklace oso...

Philosophy...

2009-03-06T00:44:00.005+08:00

I jus received the email from one of my fren n that email was written few of the philosophy.... den I jus picked two of them which I think quite meaningful...

1)When u keep saying u r busy, den u r nvr free.... When u keep saying u hav no time, den u wil never hav time.... When u keep saying that u wil do it 2moro, den ur 2moro wil nvr come...

2)We make them cry who care for us... We cry for those who nvr care for us... n we care for those who wil nvr cry for us... this is the truth of life, its strange but it is true...

Recently I really busy... the endless of busy... now I jus realise that study is not easy as last time I in the sux coll.... previously I can revision on last minutes n most of the time in class stil can enjoy some "honeymoon" time... but now... is so big different.... I hav to give up blogging soon as I guess... coz no time for blogging... but I wil try my best to post as much as I can... if really cant, den I may give up in one of the day coming...

Recall back... I did cry a lot for the unnecessary thing before... y I so emotional... am I too sensitive... I no ideas of it... ppl learn from the time passing... from depedent changes to independent... from childish changes to mature... now I feel I m independent enough but not mature enough...

--又少了--

2009-03-02T16:40:00.003+08:00

刚刚知道。。。以后跟老公相处的时间会少了。。。他找到了一份PART TIME。。。在他放学过后他就会去那上班。。。我听了。。。傻了一会儿。。。他问我会替他高兴吗?我说我觉得我们相处的时间又少了。。。两个不同地方的人，想谈一场浪漫的恋爱的确又点辛苦。。。

第一，我们需要互相配合对方的时间SKYPE。。。第二，我们要对对方很有信心，相信对方不会对你出轨。。。第三，我们需要没收自己的感觉。。。因为当你很需要他的陪伴时，他不会在你的身边。。。当你很伤心时，他不会出现在你的身边安慰你。。。当你受到委屈时，他不能听你诉苦。。。很多很多事情。。。你需要一个人面对。。。一个人伤心。。。一个人在深夜时掉泪。。。一个人得生活。。。

虽然，还有三个月他就会回来，大约还有十一个礼拜吧。。。当我有一种不祥的预感。。。有事会发生。。。我不希望我的预感是真的。。。真的很害怕。。。

--女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方‏--

2009-03-02T00:44:00.001+08:00

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

--为什么--

2009-03-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

很想知道为什么老公一个机会也不给我。。。我只想他给我一个能跟他好好沟通的机会。。。己经有三天我们没有好好的谈了。。。刚刚我们只谈了一会儿。。。他约束了我的话题。。。我只想知道他的一点一滴。。。可是他却不喜欢我太过介意他的私生活。。。我真的很在意他。。。

也许，男生真的不喜欢，女生过问太多。。。但是，我的好奇心特别强。。。我很想很清楚的知道每一间事情的发生过程。。。我很想知道他今天过得好不好。。。可是，他好像嫌我烦。。。嫌我罗嗦。。。我真的不懂如何是好。。。

老公，很想告诉你。。。我今天发现我给人骗了钱。。。买了货不对的东西。。。我很伤心。。。觉得自己很笨。。。你可以安慰我一下吗?真的希望你可以现在给我安慰的话。。。可是是不可能的。。。你在忙着。。。:(

ATM Incident....

2009-02-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

Today, as usual I went to ATM machine n plan to withdraw 1k.... like normal I press n confirm the amount I would like to withdraw den follow by the machine return d my ATM card to me... n wait for a while for the cash withdraw n follow by receipt... but after I took my ATM card... the machine like hang... it written "Transaction in the process. Please wait..." for few minutes... den suddenly the ATM machine's screen turn into black...

In my heart thinking tis time 'cham' lo... dunno my money got stuck into machine or my transaction is being cancel... so I went to the ATM beside me n check for d balance... I m shocked my balance really less edi... but I not yet receive my money... so I run to the customer service nearby coz I m inside Jusco... den ask for help... they said is nthg do wit Jusco... they asked me to cal customer helpline of Maybank... den I cal up n their stuff was so sux... nvr talk in nice manner n act like so slow... said bank cannot do anything mus wait until 3hours den onli can recover my balance if they confirmed I didnt take d money...

Wtf..... 3hours is so long for me man... den suddenly the ATM machine screen recover like normal... den I push in my ATM card again... tis time lagi teruk... my card stuck in the hole... cant in cant out... I cal helpline oso useless... they said they wont send technicial for me... asked me try to pull out if cant den jus try to push in... if the machine 'swallow' my card oso wil b alright... of coz I try to pull out my card but cant do it by my finger... so I asked the customer service counter's stuff in Jusco to help me... they use fingerclip to help me pull out the card luckily...

Now jus left the balance prob... although I wan to recover my cash now but I cant do anything... impossible I wait in front of the ATM machine... no point oso... since d machine like down edi... so I went back home... n feel worry coz is 1k ler... not 100... so I cal d Maybank helpline again... tis time is another stuff serve me... he more pro that jus now the previous sux stuff... he ask for my account verification... n said that bank recover my balance to ori 1 edi mean add back d 1k which I plan to withdraw jus now... n ask me go to check my account now... he wil normally tis kind of case the balance wil b recover like normal within few minutes.... NOT 3hours... den I went out to ATM machine n check again... thanks god... I get back my balance...

Although I get a new lesson for my life refer to tis case but it's really make me so panic n scare by tat time... so helpless n dunno wat to do... but now I know wat to do if next time I encounter tis type of prob agian... :)

--情敌--

2009-02-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

无意中我发现了，人生中我可能需要面对的情敌。。。有可能。。。我不望我的直觉是真的。。因为我不想被情敌打败。。。不想失去我爱的人。。。昨天老公说有个女子为了他所说的一句话，而去改变了自己。。。情人节前夕，给了他莫名其妙的东西-香水样本。。。凭我的直觉。。。。我想有暗恋他的人了。。。我的第一个情敌即将诞生了。。。

突然我觉得自己被威胁了。。。很怕会失去老公。。。因为一路以来有了老公的陪伴。。。习惯了有他的陪伴。。。有他的可爱有帅气的笑脸。。。有他耐心的聆听我的心声。。。除了他，谁我都不要。。。他是我的终站和目标。。。:)

Too many savings???

2009-02-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to bank update my Fixed Deposit (FD) n realise that the interest rate was dropped dramatically... from 3.7% per year to 3.0% onli... tis showed that too many ppl savings... n less ppl wan to borrow money from bank... so that the interest rates wil b drop... before this, I wan felt wthat FD interest rates was so low... n try to divert my money into other investment... but now since the economic downturn... investment is not the best time... so better to keep n save it...

Dunno y... M'sian hard to feel the recession of d economic... many of my relatives til progress their travel plan... 1year go few countries travel... n my mum start to join their trip in tis year.... since globally everyone was trying to spend less save more... but M'sian til so naive... spent without control... spent wit ignore of recession... mayb the level of awareness was low in M'sia... but I think is time for us to save more spend less... I know tat tis way wont help economic... the method which can help economic is spend more... so that economic can grow like usual... but everyone was start to keep their money in bank n u r spend unlimited... sounds u like a bit stupid rite... mayb different ppl got different thinking... for me I wil choose to save more spend less...

--原来岁月不留人--

2009-02-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

今天晚上，我像以往那样和妈妈去商场逛逛。。。我们去了书局买了一些文具。。。然后，当我准备离开时，我的妈妈问我认识那个男生吗?我望了一下。。。他是个年轻的。。。长像还不错。。。不过，我好像不认识他哦。。。他一直对我微笑。。。我心里想他应该对别人微笑吧。。。我忽略他。。。从他的身旁擦身而过。。。他突然顶住我。。。我真的吓了一跳。。。他开口说话了。。。他说:"你还记得我吗?"。我回答:"你是谁?我们认识吗?"。

他说他是某某人。。。我记起了。。。他是我以前老板粮的儿子。。。以前我刚中五毕业时的第一份工。。。我还记得以前他胖胖的。。。声带还没有发育。。。现在他的确变了很多。。。我依然没什么变。。。他突然问我我已经有几年没在那边做工了。。。我想了想有四年那么久了。。。岁月真的不留人。。。突然我觉得自己老了。。。=/

--虚惊一场--

2009-02-15T16:05:00.002+08:00

今天我像平时一样，上网等待权醒来，跟我讲话。。。英国七点过去了，我以为权应该累了，所以让他多睡一会儿。。。我望着时间在发呆。。。不知为什么我不想做其他的事，可能是生病的原故吧。。。我傻傻的希望权快点醒来。。。时间滴答滴答的走。。。英国八点了。。。我再次看权上网了没有。。。他还是没醒。。。

我开始担心他了。。。想起昨天他说过的话。。。他说:"他怕出去，他怕被小孩子丢雪粒。。。"可是，昨天他真的出去了，跟他的朋友去买东西。。。我觉得好像有点不对劲。。。我开始打他的手提。。他没接。。我又打了几次，他没接。。。我慌了。。以为权出事了。。。

过了好长的半个钟。。。他回复了。。。幸好他没事。。。担心他会出事。。原来担心一个人可以那么的紧张。。原来他在我的心目中的地位又提高了。。

Happy Valentine'09....

2009-02-14T18:34:00.006+08:00

This year Valentine I alone again... my hubby is at overseas, United Kingdom... not onli tis year next year I wil b alone again... need to wait until 2010 den onli can celebrate wit him... really long time din celebrate for tis festival... I til remember first time celebrate valentine wit my hubby in year 2005... the feeling was so sweet... n den following year 2006... year 2007... n last time mis the celebration again... jus 3times celebrate wit him...

He gave me two suprises for this year valentine... initially I tot is flowers but is not... is a pacel... n photos...

This is a pacel I received few days ago...
When I opened n c.... is smthg like tis...

I was no idea wat was it... until I tear off d plastic... is a hot water bottle... hehe... M'sia no winter time tis hot water bottle is use for other purpose... he so caring... thanks chen...

And today he tagged me in his facebook wit this two photos...

"Lian, I love u"... he written in mandarin on d ice ground...

The next photo... he lay on d ice ground beside my name... I really hope I can beside him by d time...

But I cant smile again... I been haunted by sick for six days edi... fever, flu, cough, sore throat... all I kena... initially tot can recover by today.... but fever again now... tis time I nvr go visit doctor... I jus eat panadol n "tembak" some chinese medicine... hope they really worked... actually I hate medicine from clinic... so bitter... since I need to make them into powder b4 I swallow... so it's a challenge for me...

My valentine time day wil b end like tis... sick n alone... =( but thanks for d technology... I can skype wit my hubby... celebrate valentine wit him... although we r separate by distances now... he wil b back soon... waiting for tat day o... =)

暧昧

2009-02-11T11:55:00.000+08:00

Chap Goh Mei...

2009-02-10T02:02:00.007+08:00

Tonite is the CNY last day... so fast CNY hav passed liao... tis year CNY like normal onli... nthg excited thing... hmmm... mayb I old edi not like small kids like to celebrate CNY liao... as usual... tonite is Chap Goh Mei... every year I wil b celebrate wit family n relatives...

Without doubt, Port Klang is the best place for celebrate Chap Goh Mei in klg... around 30minutes drive den arrive the Port... n pay RM5 per person to ride on the ship which wil go around d view in Port Klang... guys or gals looked for partner can write their name n phone number on d mandarin orange... if wish to own house den need to throw stone... if wish to kena lottery den banana is the need... haha... dunno tis is true o not... but according to the olders said...

Of coz tis not the ship fetching ppl...
Me n mum on the ship...

Haha c wat I throw... I choose to throw stone... is big stone ler... hehe...

After that, den we go to the Tanjung Harapan... tis is a famous place to 'pak tou' last time... coz the view of sea n the seafoods... we go thr jus for 1purpose onli... is to write our wishes on the lattern which they called "Kong Ming Teng"... big 1 is around Rm36 each... small 1 is around RM16 each... we bought big 1 coz can share wit whole family... 1 family 1... n write our wishes wit permanent marker pen of coz... hehe...

When trying to hold the lattern while other guy help us to light the fire...

Actually lighting the lattern required certain skill... if no skill the lattern wil b fall down... after light the latter mus wait the lattern to obtain enough air... when u feel the lattern like "kembang" a bit... like wan to fly off... den onli let go d lattern... the process was fun n jus can make a wish once a year... so if u nvr try it shud hav a try of it... :)

Dong Chang Shi....

2009-02-08T13:05:00.006+08:00

Yesterday I jus went to Dong Chang Shi in Jenjarom, Banting wit my family... obviously it wil b a huge jam in thr since tis is a second famous temple to visit after Tian Hou Kong... emm every year DCS wil be decorate wit lots of fresh flowers n colourful light to attract ppl go thr... tis time when I went thr, they hav improve a lot... n more halls n exhibition for ppl to visit... n dun forget to donate money n pray god sincerely...

But one thing may make u feel frustration is the traffic... is always very jam... when go thr actually from my house to thr jus need around 45minutes if no jam... but jam make me suffer 1 n more hour to arrive thr... so tat when back oso facing the same thing... luckily I not a driver if not I sure "blood vomit"...

Hehe it is a wishing card... which u write ur wish n hang it as high as possible on d tree...

For more pics, can visit to my facebook as the link here http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=62988&l=52ce4&id=759339299. Coz I lazy to upload twice... hehe... emm 2moro going to celebrate Chap Goh Mei wit my family in Port Klang again... time passing so fast... I til remember last year Chap Goh Mei's celebration wit them... now already 1year edi... so mis d pass...

24 hours not enough ler...

2009-02-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

After the 7days of celebrating CNY now I back to class... n facing lots of pressure... since exam jus left 4months... 24hours definitely not enough for me to do revision... one day I jus hav few hours to do d revision... not onli revision... I oso need to read english newspapers... is not my pro... reading words by words really killing me... hmm... thinking got alternative way except of reading news...

Now my lifestyle was completely changed if compared with last year... last year I til very relaxing n can drive car go to class... life so easy n can do whatever thing I wan to do... like playing msn, blogging... but now I hav to take train to class... lesser time for myself to play msn and blogging... really long time dint chat wit frens in msn edi... I hope I got more than 24hours in a day... but it really impossible...

Camerom Highland Trip

2009-01-30T12:18:00.007+08:00

Last two days, I went to Cameron Highland wit my family n relatives... Tis was my first time go to Cameron Highland... obviously the old road is very narrow n snake... luckily I m not a driver... I stay at Star Regency Hotel which near to the night market... the weather over thr is around 11C at night time while day time is much warmer...

Clearly, Cameron Highland is the place full wit strawberry... like strawberry fruit, strawberry pillow, strawberry umbrella n bla bla bla... the road over thr is very narrow n jam during d CNY time... so we r stuck in jam around few hours... :( somemore raining... so d trip didnt as happy as I tot...

Variety of cactus in cactus valley nearby d hotel I stayed...

BOH tea factory... wat is the feeling drinking tea in d high mountain... the answer is scary... coz the road to d factory is very very narrow... jus 1 car distance onli... so before u enjoy a cup of hot tea... u wil like in the roller coaster drive... even scary than tat...

The view when drinking BOH tea... beside me is my aunt...

Souvenir shop which full of plants.... veges... n more... some of d price is cheap but some of them is expensive...

Actually, Cameron Highland is nthg special place... but since is my first time go thr... so I post it in my blog... n guys dun go during festival season coz u wil stuck in jam since d road n so so narrow... I much preferred Genting Highland tat Cameron... hehe... coz I wil die if without entertainment thing.... especially internet... :P

Happy CNY 2009....

2009-01-27T15:21:00.003+08:00

Soli... I been missing for few days coz busying preparing for CNY lo... tidy house n on the same time working part time oso... so my schedule was full in last few days... today onli free...

Yesterday is CNY first day... as usual I went to relatives house take ang pow n play cards... quite bored since every year oso repeating the same thing... less excited thing oso... nite time I went for movie wit family... cinema less ppl oso... but the movie is so so lo...

Now I shud grab some time for my studies lo... since d course I taken is not easy to score... n no time for revision oso... class end on 29may but exam is on 2june... so I really push myself in d revision mood... somemore in bus. law a lots of acts need to memory as well as cases... now is the time to test how "big" is my memory in my brain... :(

Emm... tis year CNY I celebrate without my bf... so mis him... til left 4months den he wil b back lo... waiting tat day coming soon.... :)

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手‏‏

2009-01-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，

你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，

不论做什么事情，

只要能一起，就是好的，

但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点，

於是问题一个接著一个发生，

你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

她适合你，那你又适合她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，

或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，

但是记住人是有弹性的，

很多事情是可以改变的，

只要你有心、有勇气，

与其到处去捡未知的石头，

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，

所以人才会变得懒惰。

错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才会变淡的。

有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？

其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！

懂了吗？

当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。

那并不代表你会选择他。

我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，

你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

MPH book reserve...

2009-01-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

Tis was my first time try the telephone book reserve of MPH... initially I jus tot that they wil ignore which book I wanted them to reserve or check the avaibility for d book... today I jus try n call their customer service hotline... n asked them to check for the availabilty of d books I wanted urgently... n they did the good job...

Firstly, they said that MPH pymraid hav the books I wanted as showed in their computer system.. but they need to call n confirm with the outlet 1... before they can do the reserve thing... so I asked them to make the calls faster coz it was really urgent for me... coz I need to use it by tis wed... n after half an hour... they called n said that the books I wanted was confirmed by the outlet n they reserve for me edi... so I jus went to thr n take it... haha... so happy... didnt expected that they so efficient... :)

Tis is those books which I wanted... all r m'sia act books...

Childish vs. Mature

2009-01-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

Lately, I was found out that the way I converse with other ppl r so childish n very broken english which got la, meh, ler... all that... now I'm trying to correct it... since majority of my coursemates r working ppl... so they wont speak in cihlidsh way... in opposite... they speak in very fluent english in d mature way... the mature I meant is the topic they r discussing r serious matters such as discussing their working life, philosophy all tat... they wont talk non-sense like I did... I noticed that promoters in d supermarket can accept me if I talking non-sense... but my coursemates they may not accept it... they wil think I so childish n wont talk wit me... But the topic they disccusing really not suit to me... like so bored... no jokes at all... their face all looked so serious...

Emm... I m thinking izzit when u r working u wil less playing fun or no fun in their life edi??? Work wil kill fun??? I hope not... :(

Is time to upgrading myself....

2009-01-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

Recently I jus started my classes of professional course... fuhh... it's not as easy as I tot... majority of my course mates r part timer jus few of them r full time studies like me... I did asked some of d seniors... they said that d exam is out of expected... u nvr know wat wil b in d exam paper... everytime they read d exam paper... they wil b surprised... some of them did failed few times for d same paper...

Now I really feel like no time edi... since I jus hav 18classes for each subjects... now I need to force myself to read business news in thestar online... memories business law's section by section n cases as well... do exercises on accounting n etc... emm... is time to force myself to do smthg I dislike such as reading news... I hate words... but force to... :(

Honest ppl til existing.... :)

2009-01-14T01:06:00.003+08:00

Today I almost lost few K... K = money.... initially I plan to go bank n renew my FD... n replace my ATM card since it spoil edi... den I jus bring my FD together wit my bank book n bills which need to be pay in pos office... together wit d cash around hundreds buck...

After I get my new debit card... den I went to kopitiam having my lunch n den head to Carrefour to pay bill... I bring those bill n bank slip n FD cert in my file.... n go shop in Carrefour b4 heading to pay d bills... after that, suddenly I realize that I lost my file... dunno whr I drop edi ler... tat time I so panic... I finding around d area I shop inside Carrefour n went to car find d file izit dtop inside my car....

Den got one malay guy is calling me... n I saw him holding my file... he asking me izit tis is my file... I said yes n take over d file... den he reask again izit tat file is mine? I can c tat he doubt of me... den I pull out d FD cert n show him my driving license's name is same... den onli he trust me... luckily he return d file to me... n his wife beside him ask me to double check izit all my thing is inside... n I m checking my cash til inside o... they r so honest... didnt take out my cash... thanks god...

I asked them whr they found my file... they said is at entrance of d Carrefour... n his wife said that they r finding for d file's owner but like cant find n thinking wan send to information counter edi... den suddenly saw me rushing to car park n searching smthg... den his husband onli come n ask me... :) hehe... luckily they so kind n honest o... honest ppl til existing in tis world o... cant believe that... now I believe lo... :)

Searching for past memory... :)

2009-01-10T00:29:00.004+08:00

CNY is around the corner... jus now I tidy my messy room lo... 1year jus "deep" clean 1time o... chinese ppl obviously is busy n lazy... 1year onli do 1time cleaning house... I means "deep" clean... den I throw many things which I felt "bu she de" throw previously... now I mus throw them since they r useless for me edi keep oso wasting my space onli... so jus throw... Den I suddenly found back last time memory... hehe... accidently... found back the "love dog", love greeting cards, love letter n my personal diary... that diary is I wrote it when I went to national service after completed my form 5 studies... now looked back felt tat time I so so childish o... hehe...

Den the love letters r when during me national service that time... My bf wrote to me ler... coz I saw my fren who "L" wrote many times "I Love U" to her gf... I felt very sweet so I asked my bf wrote for me as well... abit like forcing him lo... But I really wanted ma... Other than that, some letters r my bf wrote to me when he studies at Perak. Just the beginnning onli.... now no more love letters lo... since now d technology so "canggih" edi... the more "canggih" d technology... the less romantic wil b...

Now looked back to the past suddenly felt I very old edi ler... but so far I hav go through many things wit my bf which are happy n unhappy things... he is the onli 1 who wil always support me... thanks hubby... :)

A box which full with pass memory... inside got love letters... entrance tickets... key chains... bus tickets and others... while movies tickets were kept by my bf... his room's drawer r full of it... hehe..

Read back d love letters...

The "love dog" looked like dirty a bit... last time I used to hang it on my hp... coz it is magnet 1 wor... my bf oso got 1... :)

Friendship r so fake....

2009-01-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

When I looked at my hp phone book finding who is my true fren... I not even can find one!!! My contact did adding more n more frens... but nope of them r sincere fren wit me... I dunno y... friendship always wil b attach wit utilization... I m fed up of tis... from last time until now I being tied wit frens wearing "mask".... ppl I tot can b trust n sincere fren wit them... but they dun think I deserve for it... give me negative response...

Emm... dunno y today I feel so moody... feel the world is so "dark"... izit friendship jus can b temporary n cannot b last... I not request forever frienship but at least long term tat temporary a bit... I know tat no such thing forever in tis world... including marriage... suddenly felt tat marriage is quite fragile thing... my aunt jus divorce wit her husband... n they got kid who 6years old... the reason is her husband got other gal at outside... now my aunt carry up the burden to take care of her kid... looked at her... I feel so unbelievable... I saw my aunt n her husband dating for few years den onli marry n give birth to their baby... before that they r loving each others... but now one side is changing his heart... he no more love her n dun wan to take the responsibility... I know guy hate tis... obviously guy wil become betrayer when they got money... Money is evil thing... but every gals oso wish to marry wit rich guy not poor guy... how many rich guy wil b loyal to them??? I m finding the answer too...

OSIM - U Squeeze

2009-01-07T01:26:00.002+08:00

Did anyone try OSIM U-Squeeze b4? I assumed that ppl when experience tis foot massage b4 definitely wil like tis machine... coz me oso a fan of OSIM... previously they launch the i-Squeeze... but that time I dint buy it coz wait the price decrease... but after that they replace i-Squeeze wit U-Squeeze which can massage ur foot 360 degree... three positions which u can place ur foot n massage... but the price is expensive a bit lo... now the market price is RM1788...

Tat day I went to OSIM outlet n try d machine again... I really felt wan to buy it wit the installment plan... but my mum asked me to wait the price drop... emmm dunno when the price wil b drop ler.... coz every weekends I oso need to stand for long hours for d part time job... so I felt I really need the U-Squeeze to massage my toes all tat...

The pic was taken by Meh Meh... c I was "termenung" coz the salesman is so "leng chai" o... :P no la actually I not interested at wat he explaining... I jus interested on the experience on trying d machine... haha... I not a good listener... but I like to throw Q to them n wil not patient to listen their explaination...

I really need ur support....

2009-01-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

Recently I work the project under Jolly shandy... actually tis is a quite sensitive project since it contains alcohol but on the same time it required me to carry the wet sampling... so I did facing lots of trouble from d management... :( they like forcing me to pack up my booth n limit my movement for wet sampling...

When the time I facing problem n felt very down... I wil think about my bf... although he is at uk now... I m thinking if he at M'sia... I definitely wil find him after I worked... but since he not here den I onli can try to calm down at first n wait I reach home den onli skype wit him... Ppl really need ppl support when they facing prob...

So far... I felt that long distance relationship is not easy to maintain but I got confidence me n my bf wil overcome tis challenge... now I jus focus on my part time jobs n study while waiting my bf back to M'sia in 5months time... I wil proof to others ppl long distance relationship is not as fragile as they tot... Thanks to my frens who supporting me n temporary replace my bf place... hehe... :)

Beware of PDA Expert....

2009-01-06T01:31:00.002+08:00

Last two months, I been working under PDA Expert company which is the reseller for P1 Wimax... n the girl who incharge break her promise... her name is Trisya, she driving Honda City around 23++ years old girl long hair... beware of her... she delay my payment n pay lesser that she promise n delay d commission as well... tat day I need to purposely drive n went to her office n take d payment n she said d commission not yet calculate... wtf... before I went n take my payment... when I called her... she wil not answer... if I keep calling her den she wil sms saying tat she in meeting rite now...

But at last luckily she give me the basic payment for me 1... actually tis was my second time worked under d agency which I not familiar... the first 1 is ok... payment all they jus bank in to me... but tis second time... different agency n not a good agency oso... delay payment n less ppl payment... dishonest at all...

Goodbye Year 2008....

2009-01-02T17:34:00.004+08:00

Actually I m glad that year 2008 had been passed edi... since now I m hoping time wil b going faster a bit coz til left 5more months den my bf wil b back to M'sia lo... hehe... he cannot back on CNY coz he has exam nearly CNY ler... a bit sad he cant accompany me celebrate CNY... but exam is more important that everything for him... wish he good luck in his exam coming soon o... I sure u can score... =)

Emm recap back to the year 2008... of the beginning of the year which means from Jan til June I m til having classes n study in coll for my diploma course... after that I m assumed that I m "graduate" edi... in the end of the half year I m filled up my time wit part time jobs... different field of promoting jobs... n last few weeks as I posted in my blog I m officially graduate... today I counted back the end of the half year I have earned about 10K... hehe... of coz I m happy I m earning my first 10K in my life.... but the more I earned, the more I spent ler... coz my saving ac actually not that much left... :(

Anyway, Year 2009 will be the better year that last time.... =)

CNY atmosphere is around d corner....

2008-12-30T23:12:00.007+08:00

Hmm today quite weird o... although is weekday but shopping mall are start c d crowd... ppl buying new year clothes n new year stuffs... but today is end of month o... mayb is d promotion on d cash debate... coz every tuesday Carrefour wil b given 10% cashg debate for Maybank credit card user....

As usual wil c the CNY stuff like mandarin oranges n plants... but tis year d lucky bamboo plant like quite special o... n the limau tree oso all comes wit green... all stuffs make u feel like CNY is so so near edi... emmm around one more month lo... but tis year CNY I dun feel wan to celebrate o... coz mayb I wil b working on CNY... since my bf not around n now I m trying to focus on money more... gain more money for myself... n spent time wit working wil b definately faster that spend time sitting at home n do nthg...

In ship form bamboo was display like a ship.... but d price oso so "special" lo.... :P

Those bamboo r display very nicely n did attract u to bring them home....

Some even decorate wit new year lattern...

Haha... I m trying d "Chong sam"... but quite big for me since S size finish edi o... so sad... :(

C Meh Meh oso wearing "Chong Sam" o... n she looked pretty n cute...

"Stone Rice"....

2008-12-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

Recently, I went to Kim Gary Restaurant n ordered d "Stone Rice"... which including lots of sushi's lover foods such as Unagi, Octopus, Sotong, "Mata Kerbau", and of coz rice wit stone bowl lo... it comes wit package which include soup n drink as well... jus RM16.90++... it is so valueable n yummy... tis weekends I went thr for twice edi... although I wil feel "xin tong" d expensive price but willing paid for it since today is my last day for d Huggies Ultra project n other frens oso ends their project as well... :)

But today before go to work den my fren called me n said that nowadays Jusco outlet need to put d hair net on d bun on d hair... it wil look like a bit weird n kolot of coz... but if we dint do it den we cannot get d promoter pass n cannot go in n work... so at the end after four of us discussing den decide we force to buy d ugly hair net n put it on our hair... yuckss... I cannot imagine that if my relatives or frens c tis... it is so ugly... but after few hours den we get to use edi... coz everyone in d supermarket oso wear d same thing like us... some even got big ribbon wit d hair net... :P it really terrible... luckily our 1 jus 1small hair net n not so visible... haha... so kolot ler dunno y Jusco suddenly implement tis law ler... all promoters oso put d hair net unwillingly... :(

Lavendar in Aeon Bt...

2008-12-25T01:01:00.005+08:00

Lavendar is a bread shop which their bread r fresh every time when u purchased it... but d price wil b slightly expensive that Bee's of coz... but d softness n freshness of d bread n egg tart worth for d price u paid for.... My favorite bread is their hk style egg tart.... :)

Actually their kitchen r transparent view... so u can c through the process of d bread being made... n d side cafe did a nice place for couple to pak tou.... since it was decorate in d very romantic environment... n d price of d food n beverage is acceptable... n I willing paid for it... haha but not always la... if not all my hard earn salary wil become 0 lo...

D environment of d side cafe in Lavendat was decorate wit romantic feel... which each table was light by small candle n whole cafe is orange light... so romantic if go wit couple... hehe...

C tis is one of d cake display on d rack... it looks so cute...

Tis is a love shape coffee which offered by my fren... I dunno he wil drink it fast or jus take enough pics den onli drink... haha coz it look really nice...

Convo in Seri Pacific Hotel....

2008-12-22T13:02:00.008+08:00

Last Sat I went to my diploma convo in Seri Pacific Hotel, KL... actually I m forcing to go to d convo since d convo is so expensive which cost RM370 while 1guest is RM130.... so I didnt bring my family go wit me... I jus went wit gang of coursemates... they r forcing to go oso... since d chancellor sounds like treathen us... said if we didnt go for d convo... our scholarship wil b void... haiz...

The convo is going quite fast n we jus given free photosession for group photo... n d individual photo we need to pay as least RM45 per photo ler... doesnt make sense n really expensive if compared wit other ppl convo... tis coll really terrible n cheat student a lot... including convo... I so hate them... unethical at all... luckily I graduate edi if not sure need to suffer a lot... I mean in monetary term...

Group pic before wearing d glown...

Hehe... c d background look so nice rite... tis is a place which invidual pic going on...

Group pic in d hall while waiting for rehersal...

Name tag which we going to hold when go to d stage take d fake "cert"...

D lunch buffer was so cheap n d food taste was so terrible...

Actually got lot of pics which I wil upload in my facebook... all pics r taken wit my new camera o... hehe... d quality of pics not bad o... after convo I rush back to my workplace n felt tis convo jus like a dream... which mean nthg to me at all... mayb too sux edi gua...

Long Distance Relationship...

2008-12-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really lost my direction in the long distance relationship... I mean in btw my bf n me... he in UK but I in m'sia... totally two different edi... Different environment wil make d ppl changing faster... I m doubting is it tis is my bf??? or the other person.... suddenly I feel so strange of him... his behaviour... his gang of new frens... previously he not tat kind of person who fren orientated... but now... frens is his first place... n I no place at all... something that I dun allow he do... he did it... n when tell him wat I think... den we start to argue... at the end of the day... I jus force to accept it wit d injure heart... my heart was broken... but he til insist to do wat he think is right... I really felt that he doesnt stand on my side n think about me...

I felt so sad when think wat he is doing in UK... but I really felt myself cant lose him... so dilemma right now ler... sometime I felt that myself broken tis relationship coz agree to let him go uk... if I nvr let him go den nthg wil b happen I guess... but now is the truth... no more "if"... time cannot turned back... I felt I not a happy person in tislong distance relationship...

New Camera...

2008-12-18T23:47:00.003+08:00

Haha today jus bought a new camera... eventually I tot wan to buy casio ex-z9 but after walk around... I m considering either panasonic lumix or canon... finally I choose Canon which got pink colour 1... now til charging d battery... as usual need charge for 8hours... so cant play around wit d camera yet...

Actually I nvr survey very detail about tis camera jus c the price is ok n the spec is ok n the colour is pink... den jus take it... hope I wont choose the wrong brand... haha... The meaning of camera in my dictionary is capture those sweet n happy moments wit family, frens, n of coz wit my hubby... I til waiting for his back next year... really hope tis camera wil b use on tat time when he back... yesterday is his brithday but felt so sad cant celebrate wit him since every year I oso wil celebrate wit him... when he back den I onli ganti back 3 celebration to him... haha y is 3 not 1??? 1 is his birthday, 1 is valentine, 1 is our five years anniversary... but til hav around 6months to go.... counting down everyday... hehe...

My new pink camera... hehe... the pink look so soft... I like it very much... :)

The 2.7' LCD screen... hehe...

Majolica Majorca....

2008-12-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

Recently Watson was retailing the Majolica Majorca cosmetic which selling like a hot cake in Japan n Taiwan... but jus selected Watson onli... today I went to Pyramid n saw d selling counter n bought d mascara... the packaging n design was look so great... unfortunately the tester was dry edi... so I couldnt test d mascara... but I bought it... coz I trust d magazine reviews... After that, I try to apply it on my eyelash but it seem like nothing... no fibre at all... because fibre can make d eyelash grow longer temporary... haiz... I wasted the unnecessary money again... before that I tried fibrewig which popular in Japan but the result oso same... Emm... So far... Maybelle is the best n affordable mascara in d market n most of my frens oso used that...

The packaging of d mascara which cost RM45++

The design on d mascara look so nice... but d result jus so so onli...

My First E-card

2008-12-17T00:22:00.004+08:00

Tis is my first e-card... of coz I not tat expert until can create tis nice e-card... tis e-card is my bf sent to me 1... can considered that the first e-card I hav reveal it after received... it is so sweet... hehe... but in btw e-card n real greeting card... I felt that real greeting card more meaningful... since it can keep n touch n see it... means like more solid... but e-card like more abstract... so I prefer the real greeting card more...

I still remember when I studies in primary skool last time... it is a trend to give ur frens a cny cards... but sometime we jus compared wit other frens the amount of cards we received n didnt realise the meaning of sending those cards oso... it sounds like competition more that greeting ppl...

But right now... lesser n lesser ppl using greeting card edi... I still practise that... but I jus bought it n send to my bf onli... others than that I dun care lo... since now the greeting cards quite expensive if we want to get the creative n nice design such as cards from Memory Lane is my first choice... although expensive a bit but I think is worth for it...

Christmas @ Pyramid....

2008-12-16T23:30:00.010+08:00

Today went back to the college n paid for convo thing n filled up some useless form in order to get my cert in 2weeks time after convo... hope they keep their promise... after that I hang out wit my fren... we siao po whole day in Sunway Pyramid shoppping n shopping around 7hours at thr... so siao rite... basically we went to Waston n Guardian n few of the comestic shop n test for d comestic thing for so long... haha... actually I knew tis girl when I worked n she jus worked wit me jus 4days den when hang out we like old fren... a lot of topic we can chat... hehe... mayb we got a lot of similarity so we can b so fren lo... hehe...

Taking pic in the new wing main enterance...

Taking pic wit the clown... haha... so lucky he willing to take wit us....

Wit snowman... hehe...

Actually behind is the mini-size fortune wheel... for small kids onli... hehe

My favorite snack food - Tako... of coz tis 1 is fake 1 (sample onli)

Tako in d pizza form... look so nice nvr try b4 o...

Actually I almost bought tis camera back today... but after cal n ask my mum... den force to cancel my plan... she dun allow me buy coz she said camera cannot b used as often as hp... she suggest me buy hp wit higher megapixels camera... but I really wan d real camera ler... haiz...

When Enemy Become Fren.... Fren Become Enemy...

2008-12-15T00:43:00.002+08:00

Actually I really not sure who wil b my fren forever n who wil b my enemy forever... for me no such word forever in my dictionary... I dint trust thing wil b last forever... for me family is forever tat all... coz whatever how bad or how good am me... my family wil always stand on my side n support me... :)

But fren wil different... it is the uncertainty on fren... recently I found tat the ppl who last time I treat them as enemy... now is my fren back... I til wonder how it thing could b happen... no reason... n without notice by me as well... it happen very naturally... but I m glad tat now my enemy list is null... but soon wil b new member in my list.... :(

The science of LOVE....

2008-12-10T22:16:00.004+08:00

Haha jus wan to share wit ur guys I jus get the science of LOVE theory from one of my fren... after I heard them I felt it very true and same as wat happened on me... along the way of relationship wit my hubby chen... haha...

Stage 1 - First few weeks of the beginning of the relationship, both of gal and boy are in love because their sex hormon is increasing... as a result, they dun mind or care anything including their weaknesses... and commonly we called tis stage as love is blind... since they cannot c other ppl around them... in their eyes jus can c their lover onli...

Stage 2 - After few months... they start their first fight because the hormon is decreasing by time and they start can see each other weaknesses... such as last time saw very handsome / pretty now no more... haha... it quite true...

Stage 3 - When the hormon completely out den u wil feel whether u r really belong together or u wil start doubting. This is the most dangerous stage in the relationship... coz this stage whr the gal/ boy might flirt with others... the onli thing that they wont separate because they feel responsible to each other and they wil feel very wasted to break up...

Stage 4 - Is the crucial part whr tis wil determine whether u might b break o not... here, the communication level play a big part in it... if u really understand each other, den u might stay together... however, if u cant trust and another person felt u r very annoying and cannot even communicate wit u and starting avoiding u.... den means the end of the relationship...

Conclusion, first few weeks usually very fun n sweet 1 go dating la... everyday chatting til very late night cant wait to see each other la... everyday missing each other la... talking sweet and buying gifts... but when the chemistry is gone den u have to depend on ur logic because tat feel is no longer exist n simply because of ur hormon is no more surging... every couple is the same... tis is biology so u can c y parents or older couple they jus like normal fren onli... coz simply they dun hav the chemistry bond anymore... so if u feel like suddenly like a person... tis is because of ur hormon... mayb it is smart to wait for the hormon go away first and let the logic to decide...

Haha... I so love tis science of love... coz it really true n happened on me as well... guess wat... now I jus passing my stage 4... haha... so now my relationship wit my bf is very stable edi... from my experience communication is very important... if lack of communication tat relationship most probably cannot b maintain anymore... thanks my fren Joshua for providing me those info which he read from Reader Digest... haha... :)

My Convo...

2008-12-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

My diploma convocation wil b held in tis 20dec... but I not going... coz I wil b working on tat day somemore the cost of participation for d convo is too expensive edi... n no ppl wil accompany me going if I wanted to go oso since my bf is at uk now... but anyways I wil b going for my bf convo in year2010... I hope tat time we til r couple... hehe...

I felt relief edi since my diploma course which taken 3years to complete due to the stupid management n exam thing finally the "nightmare" ends... but after tis diploma... I wil b continue my study in somewhr... actually I like the time being student... coz working is not smthg fun... working smthg is so bored coz u wil repeat the same thing again n again n hav to face lots of tensions...

Play time wit Huggies Ultra...

2008-12-04T22:58:00.005+08:00

Tis whole dec I wil b working under the project of Huggies Ultra... actually tis was my first time of selling diapers without parenting experiences... hmm... basically I jus need to explain the key benefits of Huggies Ultra if comapred with other competitors... since Huggies Ultra is at the premium level in the diapers market so it's not easy to persuavive customers to buy d diapers... besides that I oso need to show the simple experiment to the customers so that they can actually felt n c the diaper is breathable n of coz value for money...

Actually when consumers purchased Huggies Ultra den they wil entitled for d lucky draw... n the prizes wil b the bedroom set or sample of Huggies Ultra... the prizes quite attractive n awaiting for the winner to grab back...

But today the supermarket is less crowd if compared wit weekends... sometimes half hour onli few ppl passed by... as ur guys know Huggies is under KImberly Clark company... they required sales target per day... if didnt make any sales in the day... mayb they wil b change other promoter edi ler... so I mus b aggressive in pushing sales... luckily today got sales when nearly closing time...

The block display that showed the bedroom set which waiting for the winner to grab them home...

The clinically experiment proven by the 3 Major University in U.S....

Before the experiment...

After pump the thing... den the bloop come out...

Saw Nissan - Fair Lady car when on the way driving home... it's so cool... I hope I'm d owner in future time...

说好的幸福呢???

2008-12-02T21:27:00.004+08:00

最近我很喜欢听周杰伦的这一首歌-说好的幸福呢? 有时我觉得做人真的会有矛盾的时候。以前的我总是把事情想的很简单，很天真。也把人看得很简单。幸福真的可以永久吗?幸福真的需要自己去争取吗?我一直再等待不会降临的幸福，一直等待别人眼中不会降临的幸福。也许，双鱼座的我真的很爱去幻想自己渴望的幸福。。。。

瞬间觉得幸福离我好远好远。。。也许我是得不到幸福的人。。。。

Speechless...

2008-12-02T20:29:00.003+08:00

Recently I felt myself like speechless in my blog... if compared wit last time... now I really seldom updating my blog... suddenly felt my life is so bored n less funny thing to share around wit others... since now my mood so "grey"... so when read my blog... I definitely wil make ur guys felt so down so negative... I hope I dun hav those negative influence lo...

Sometimes I really felt lazy o no mood to talk wit ppl oso when I was very tired or jus wake up... I think my social skill hav decreased by time... sometimes I felt that the more I talk... the more I felt myself very fake... especially when making new frens... I hate to being fake... but it is reality... I force to be fake... since majority of them oso acted very fake... n utilization happened everyday when I m working as part time promoter... they wan me to fetch them... wtf... I not their driver oso... first time c him/her den wan me fetch liao... if very close edi den different case la... so now I wont tell the first meet fren how I went to work... if they really keep on asking den my answer wil b I no transport n I walk to work... I think is the answer can cut down the chance they utilize me... I hate being utilize by others so that I wont utilize ppl... I wont depend on them... it is better to become independent when lost the person u can depend....

Wat can I do....

2008-11-28T13:37:00.004+08:00

Today is the worst day in my life... I'm quite shock when log in to my facebook n saw those pics... my bf wit other gals pics when go clubbing in uk... I really really cannot accept those pics... I did trust him before he went to uk... but now every week I oso got suprise wit those pics... every week u know... everytime I told myself to b trust him... but when saw those pics... I really felt my heart broken... I need to trust him with those pics??? I think I cannot do tis at tis moment...

I really felt hopeless... M I too naive for tis relationship or I really is a idiot... I really try my hard to b trust u... but when saw those pics I really cannot b trust u anymore... I not able to force myself to trust u again... I really regret to let u go uk study... right now regret oso useless... since u been thr edi n wont back again... It is nearly to the end our 4years plus relationship... I really felt "bu she de"... but wat can I do anymore... I guess no anymore...

Pimple far far away from me....

2008-11-27T18:46:00.003+08:00

Today coz too bored at home den looked back my pics in the past... n realize that my pimple gone long long time ago after get the consultation from the skin care doctor... emmm... it takes around 6months to heal my pimple n scar all tat... I felt satisfied wit the result now... since each month jus need to spend around Rm200 den can prevent pimple growing in my face... :)

This is the pic before get treatment... c so terrible rite....

This is now... :) c clearly hav lot of improvement rite...

So ppl who hav pimple skin dun give up... u stil hav chance to take ur pimple away as long as u dun give up... recap back last time I did used lots of method to remove d pimple from my face but it's stil failed... although lots of money had been spent but no result coming out... I think get the skin care doctor for consultation better much that we try n error on new product and so on...

It is btw trust or betray...

2008-11-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

In between trust or betray tis two words which u wil choose at first??? For common situation, most of the ppl wil choose trust... but how long wil the trust lasting??? Wil it last forever if ignorance is taking place together??? Nobody wil know perhaps...

Now my situation is I moving opposite the flow of the river... which needs to spend more enegry that usual n time as well... I dunno it wil works at the last or not... although most of the ppl told me that it is impossible but I til insist wat I'm doing now... bcoz I m trusting him....

Think future... if trust doesnt exist anymore den betray wil b taking place... the opposite of trust is betray... of coz I dun hope betray tis thing wil happen in my life... I hate being betray by others... so that I dislike as betrayer... betray didnt bring any benefit whereas it brings harmful onli... once u become betrayer... ur image wil gone...

Really hope myself r in the right road... time cannot return back so that ppl cannot return to the past... once u missed out the opportunity den no chance anymore... soli guys, tis post was quite blur actually... I oso dunno wat I'm trying to write... I jus try to express out my feeling in indirect way...

P1 Wimax roadshow...

2008-11-22T22:03:00.007+08:00

Now dun need pay any upfront n can take the modem home n go online wit wimax...

This few days I was working under reseller for P1 wimax roadshow in Klang... before that I tot the job jus around few promoters oso... who knows there are 16 promoters including 2reseller inside... Unexpected I was the ppl who got power to guard n lead the team... this was actually putting the test for my leadership skills.... it is very hard if dealing wit the troublesome team members... they r very agressive n each others was fight for their commission... n I m the person who wil arrange for the on-site demo for them... since some of the areas in Klang may not in coverage... so it is better to do the on-site demo b4 asking the customers to sign up...

This roadshow is smthg like pc fair... very busy until sometime whole day jus eat 1meal onli... but beside work I oso having fun wit gang of new frens... but majority of them r from kl... so after tis roadshow mayb we wont c each others again...

First day in the roadshow....

Yy n me...

Wat tis guy try to do??? He actually try to pose to steal the flyers.... he dare to do tis since tat time all shop r close edi...

Left few of us onli since other team members were going for on-site demo n we r waiting for they back in the very silent mall... since is late nite edi... all shops r close...

Boring day...

2008-11-17T23:10:00.006+08:00

Today I felt so relief since exam finish edi n easy to do as well so dun need worry wil failed again lo... before tis I'm so no mood to do revision... revision a while den rest again read magazine or newspapers... besides that, I oso watch cartoon wit Meh Meh in tv9 1 - 4.30pm got 1 cartoon very funny 1 the title of the cartoon is catdog... they r stick together most of the time n do the funny stupid thing... so quite nice to watch... although is in malay language...

C I've did to Meh Meh's hand... coz I too bored edi den stretch on her hand...

Left 1 is my bf... central 1 is Meh Meh... right 1 is me lo... cute ler...

Ask her to pose so that I can take pic but now c back tis pic her mouth like weird weird a bit o...

Tis pic I was asked her try to pose wit her big alluring eyes... :P

C how big Meh Meh eyes can b go... very very big rite... haha...

New look of PSP....

2008-11-17T20:19:00.004+08:00

Before I own PSP I m so wanted to get it... but after I got it I feel like sien sien a bit lo... less play d games oso since I nvr buy the cd for install d games since most of the time my bf wil download new games for me... but now he not here den I ma no games to play lo... now after one n half year... d charger spoil edi ler... so force to buy new charger ap 1 lo since ori 1 quite expensive ma...

Change new pouch as well... c the different the top 1 n bottom 1.... obviously top 1 very dirty :P since I nvr wash...

New strip oso... since they in 1set come wit pouch...

C all brand new pouch n my PSP is charging... =) since few days no battery cannot play music when I'm driving coz my car radio spoil edi but lazy go n repair...

My car went to "hospital"....

2008-11-13T12:06:00.006+08:00

Yesterday I jus sent my car for repair... the foreman looked like very busy n unprofessional at all... but I forced to send my car to thr n repair since the foreman is my uncle's fren so the charge wil b lower at the market price...

Actually I oso dunno wat happen to my car... coz the timing wil goes very low if I put the gear at D but when I put the gear at N normal back... den the foreman oso dunno wat happen to my car n said need my car need to "stay" thr for few days coz need to wait when he free onli checked for me... now I mis my car ler... n worry my spongebob n patrick wil b missing... hmm... I shud take them home together wit me yesterday now so regret edi...

C except my car stil hav other cars r waiting thr... n other car owner - uncle oso waiting thr oso...

Me n Meh Meh again.... coz too bored waiting thr so we jus play wit camera... :P

Tis pic is Meh Meh using my hp capture 1... she is smart??? Haha...

Emo Emo Emo...

2008-11-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

I emo again during my work yesterday... again I fight wit the ppl in the workplace... tis time the ppl I fight wit is the security... wtf rite... they r too racist edi... they asked me to cut my lovely finger nails which I have been keep for 2months n just do my manicure recently... of coz I dun wan la... coz I didnt do any sampling in the place... I jus stand thr onli ma... but they insist wan me to cut of if not they wont let me in... At the end, I'm lose... I force to force myself to cut the finger nails unwillingly... n I too emo edi n cry a bit... den the another security guard try to console n argue wit his collegue at well... he using too long time to fight for my right... it's too late edi when other guards said can let me in wit my long finger nails... sighh... I so so so "bu she de" my finger nails... ppl who know me sure know I like my nails very much... I have to cut my nails wit the scissor doesnt make sense rite...

After that, I go into the outlet n starting emo... my collegues were so shocked n try to asked me what happened... but I too emo edi n cant tell them wat happened... den my team leader said ask me go inside n have a short break if necessary... so I went inside n break a while... after that I managed to calm down myself den I onli went out n continue my work... during lunch time I told my collagues what's had been happened n they said security is memang racist... to avoid boycott by the outlet... I have to obey to them... haiz... although I really dun feel like it but force to accept it...

Today I think back the yesterday event felt that sometime I really very emo until almost spoil my career... but luckily tis time my team leader was so good give me time to claim down myself and make sure I'm ok before he goes... haha... thanks Kim... u r such a nice team leader... :) next time I wil try to control my emo... cannot emo again la... if not sure ppl around me wil feel me so "scary"...

Blankness....

2008-11-05T19:40:00.004+08:00

I was mentally blankness right now when take out all the notes and prepare to do my second time revision for business math which I was failed in my last sem... If the lecturer is normal den I wont failed and need to force myself to do the second time revision on the same thing... since I forgot all the thing after exam edi... ==' luckily my spm foundation is quite ok so did help me right now... actually I really dun plan to do the revision since my mood is not thr oso... emmm another 11days den the exam wil be take place... nope should deducte out weekends... is around 7days exam wil be come... sighh... hope I wil pass for the exam... since I confirm I cant score A anymore...

I listed out the chapters which I need to go through in order to cover all the exam areas....

C my form 5 add math book and my coll study manual... 2 in 1... since the coll study manual no in detail enough...

Cute side of animals.....

2008-11-03T15:58:00.007+08:00

Today I surf through net n saw those cute pics from Yahoo!.... actually long time I didnt went to petting zoo or zoo negara to c those animals... sometimes animals can b very cute... especially when they r in infant stage...

The baby panda ( new born for few weeks )....

After a month... grow bigger a bit liao...

When panda sleeping... so cute...

This frog was so cute and make me think about u.... chen... coz ur face expression quite same wit this frog :P...

Orangutan wearing slipper and underwear... the way it walks same like human...

Tired of friendship

2008-11-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I felt very tire of making frens den ciao after finished the part time work... nor matter how nice or how good they r... they jus temporary frens... although we exchange the phone number but I sure we wont call or sms again... jus the emergency case like about salary or others den we wil contact if not... very hard to go out gather liao...

In this few months, I have met lots of frens during part time work... some really very nice person... while some is utilize ppl type... but during working in a big group is really fun... play play n chit chat... but after change to new location... den get to know new frens again... I m so tiring of tis friendship cycle... no meaning at all... jus play play n having temporary fun...

At the last onli alone... I dun trust frens wil accompany u forever.. no such thing in the world... or I should said it is very rare or limited...

Anti "K" mission.......

2008-11-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

As I mentioned in my previous post... my supervisor - "K" was sucker... he limited the team leader to given out project for me... if u r work under certain recruitment agency in klg u sure know who is "K"... luckily today other area team leader called me n asked me work but at last minutes... after that when I on the half way going to my working place den klg team leader calling me... he asking me for replacement... but I on the half way edi so reject liao... I hope "K" will not able find other replacement...

Now I gather other promoters as well to anti "K"... now two of the promoters join my team edi... haha... although sounds a little childish but this is the onli way I can get back wat I wanted without blocking by anyone... anyone who try to block me wil "kill" by me...

The main reason I so hate "K" coz he tolds other ppl as well to boycott me... dun give me any project... wtf... so kecil hati 1.... if he being dump by his gf in future time... he sure wil go suicide... cant think in open-minded way...

Saw V

2008-10-28T21:51:00.008+08:00

So excited ler Saw V today showing in uk liao... my bf jus told me... but m'sia sure cannot show in cinema 1... I finding the source to downloading tis movie... but like hard to get... since is quite new so jus hav the trailer onli... I dunno how the story plot wil be go since in Saw IV the old guy died edi... but same wit previous one in Saw V can c a lot of very cruel punishment...

This is one of the cruel punishment in Saw V...

This is the old guy who died in Saw IV.... I dunno he til got appear in Saw V o not... but the mask he wearing is so cool...

In between three of the different version of poster... I prefer tis 1... coz is the most scary 1...

Emotional Intelligence ( EQ )

2008-10-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

I hate the ppl lack of emotional intelligence... no EQ somemore is guy... ppl who wit low EQ definitely not suitable to become a leader... I experience tis right now... I didnt aspect that my supervisor wil b such hot temper person wit low EQ or no EQ at all... he rather wear skrit... Although I hav been apologize few times to him but he wont accept at all... he said he need sometime to accept it... wei come on la... now wat thing so serious... I not murder ur parents or do anything harm to do... it jus some matter... y u make it so big issue... I pity ur future gf seriously...

I so bad luck encounter those leader who wil no EQ at all... now u mayb higher position that me... I swear within this five years I wil b higher position that u...

Wow... Nike shoe....

2008-10-24T23:55:00.004+08:00

Nike shoe in uk is much cheaper in m'sia... so that other electronic applications such as handphone... such as HTC touch diamond only Rm1,899 in uk after converted according to the m'sia curreny... so I thinking wan ask my bf to buy lots of things when he back... =)

This is the colour which I like but look like mature a bit o...

This is the white colour which looked nicer but easy to get dirty....

So that the Reebox shoe... tis wan is for guy 1... but cheaper than m'sia sell...

Is thr any hope???

2008-10-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.... lots of problem arising in btw my studies n part time as well... I dun mind resit for the subject I failed in last sem but now I jus knew that my internship project is no value at all... mayb wil b rejected by the coll... since we nvr get the update from other coursemate... other than that is I hope to continue my degree study in next year but in btw needed the letter of completion from my previous coll so that I can go in the degree course... worry dunno whether I can get the letter o not...

Whereas in working part time in one of the recruitment agency... now I seem like boycott by the supervisor sooner... coz there are arguement in btw me n him in yesterday... when I emo n call him he make me lagi emo n worse... haiz... I felt I like too emo edi until I cut off my part time job which can support for my further study... now I have to find the back up job... in case the supervisor really anti me edi... :(

Jay Chow new songs...

2008-10-22T13:12:00.001+08:00

Jay Chou Album just launch out recently... this is the song which I like in btw... the song so nice... so that the mv...

New Atmosphere....

2008-10-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

Fuhh... I so tire... been working non-stop since last sat... monday I worked in Giant Klang... the place thr so terrible... especially guard department... there are certain time the staff entrance will lock n wont let the staff go out... so let said u pack early before the time u suppose to back u oso cant go out from the gate... somemore when u go toilet u oso need to record now in the book... so siao ler... the most worse part is the cago which keep the booth accessories was located at higher place... which need use ladder to climb up n get the booth... very heavy n difficult when take n keep the booth... haiz... very terrible... tis was my last time worked in Giant Klang... next time I wont work thr edi...

I felt very hard to adapt to the new atmosphere in Giant Klang... since I been get to used in Tesco... almost the staffs n guard I oso know edi... thr like more freedom... I can go out n go in anytime... but both outlet oso same... cannot bring in hp n drinking water.....

The Day in KLIA....

2008-10-17T13:07:00.004+08:00

Those pictures are the day which I accompany my bf to the airport... sorry for late posted in the blog since I just received them recently... Guess now I start to get to used the day without my bf liao... Eight months later u will be back edi... so I wil wait u back... :)

His family members...

Chen n Me.... this is the time which he wanted to go...

His gang of frens.... the right hand side white shirt 1 is my "competitor".... since he always hang out a lot wit my bf...

I get back wat I wanted....

2008-10-17T13:02:00.003+08:00

Hard to believe that I get back the job which I mentioned in last few post... haha... n 1more funny thing is I close back with my team leader in the recruitment agency who last time no topic talk with him before... yesterday we msn n talk alot... I felt hard to believe oso... didnt expect that we will be fren back...

Emm... today I feel so relief since I just completed my internship assignment on yesterday nite... now enjoying myself with play games... I have been download lots of games from reflexive... n yet I manage to patch all the games... haha... so I dun need to pay but on the same time I can play in full version... now I am playing the Farm Freezy 2... it is something like Harvest Moon... feed the animal n den sell it... once u play u definately wil get addicted on it... :)

Y u so cruel???

2008-10-16T01:10:00.003+08:00

I didnt understand what u thinking about.... sometime I felt happy and glad can b wit u... but sometime I felt like lost... y u treat me so differently according to ur mood... I guess u nvr read my blog frequently oso... U dun hav tat feeling to wan know how am I now... I didnt request u for anything... I jus wan to be simple girl... love by u... but u cant give me the simple feeling that u r loving me...

Every day when I turn on my pc, first thing I wil do is to check my email inbox... everytime u did disappointed me... I didnt c ur email... u wil reply when I email u ... sometime u wont reply oso... I feel disappointed on u...

I missed the chance....

2008-10-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

Haiz I jus missed the chance to work in 14days n can get RM1440... fuhh... jus now I get the call from my recruitment team leader... he asked the availability for next two weeks to be giving out sampling in Giant Klang... unfortunately... currently my milk powder project not ended yet... initially he said can find buffet to replace me for next week... but after that, the field executive who is tat bitch said cannot find buffet replace me all tat lame excuse la... den I missed the chance to grab the money edi...

But think positive mayb it is good for me oso... since last two weeks I been argue with one merchadiser who got power in Giant Klang... if I worked thr... sure she wil kena me... somemore I heard other promoter said the cage in thr is very high need to use ladder to climb up and keep ur booth all tat... so mayb not the good n easy job oso... haiz... :(

Need ppl attention...

2008-10-13T12:06:00.001+08:00

Yea I needed ppl attention right now... I dunno what I trying to proof I m lost... sadly to say I didnt plan for my future like what other ppl did... I m blind in choosing the right road to walk in... I think this happened is most probably when u r gone from my life... when saw ppl couple in the shopping mall... I felt jealous on them... c them hand by hand all tat... looked at them so sweet can always together... the love passion wil b reducing when they get married n pregnant or having baby or kids edi... tis is what I can observe when I worked in baby department selling milk powder for kids... some of them might argue of the milk powder prices... diapers prices all tat... love is not two person matter onli... when it comes to marry stage... it become a responsiblity...

Jus now accidently I chat wit my cousin who I argue wit her before in msn... she didnt put her name jus left the message so I tot is other ppl... after chat for a while den I onli realise is her... initiallly she asked me wan work in pc fair o not in tis coming dec... I asked her about salary all tat n said now my salary for my part time job is higher than the salary she offered... den she like angry a bit... den I onli realise is her... haiz... den I turned back the sentences again... said I enjoy working in pc fair more than normal part time job... but the question is working wit her is not smthg fun... since she quite bossy all tat... on the other point... I prefer the working environment in pc fair... lots of promoter all tat... it is totally different standing in hypermarket n group with the aunties all tat...

After that, she asking for my bf... I told her he went uk all tat... den she said I so good got rich bf all tat... not onli her... the ppl around me like my relatives all tat... all oso said that... in the point of view of outsider... it may seem so nice having a bright future bf... but for me... it is not amthg very nice... since I hav to suffer the time being alone for around 9 months... after he graduate... he will b working in oversea... again either I followed him or waiting him again...

Waiting didnt mean put the full stop on this relationship... I believe my decision... believe if I pay more, the more return I wil get at the end of the day... honestly to say, everyone oso hope the return they wil get once they put in effort... I understand tat sometimes life didnt perfect as we thought... as what I said last time... let it happened naturally... whatever the result goes out... I jus need to accept it...

Genting Trip again...

2008-10-10T12:01:00.019+08:00

This year is my fourth time went to Genting Highland and stay three time at thr edi... wat so interesting at thr... actually nothing jus feel bored den ma go thr lo.. since now the hotel rate is at affordable price n the go Genting package is cheap... so it another place for me to hang out when I m free... haha... this time I jus went wit one of my secondary fren... jus two of us onli lo... although the trip maybe a little bit bored but we did enjoy ourselves since lots of the time we can hav girl talk...

I book for the standard view room which the view was so terrible... jus can view old buidling n mountains onli... n my hp is no coverage at all... like stay in prison more than hotel...

The sunrise view from this terrible view room....

Compared with this standard view room... big different rite... this room is face the theme park... but quite noisy lo.. since can heard lots of ppl screaming sounds... haha...

This is one of the outdoor game which I nvr try b4 because it onli one person to sit on this thing n turn like "siao lan"... quite excited la this game but y jus one time one person n limit the weight of the person oso... minimum 35kg and maximum is 75kg....

Whr is this place.... ??? I guess ur guys sure know rite... the onli place for midnite entertainment...

Haha... this is my first time went to this place n having alcohol drink...

Emm.. initially tot can having fun at thr... but the DJ was so sux... play all the old n lame english songs onli... :(

Chew Hoiew n me... in the room... do nothing but capture lots of siao po pics... my face look so kayu rite since we capture in front of the mirror...

This is the buddha with lots of hands...

This is the Goh Tong Hall... inside jus hav toilet n upstair is the observation hall... emm... dunno what the purpose of this hall oso.... =='

Overall this trip is ok lo... since my fren oso in her sem break... but cannot went into casino o... since my fren is not yet pass her birthday... haiz... if not sure more interesting I guess...

Habit...

2008-10-06T19:40:00.006+08:00

Initially I wan to type in chinese words so that can express my feeling more accurate but after that my software like got some problem... cant type in chinese so I forced to type in english lo...

Like what Rainie Yang sing in this song "Xi Guan" I already get to used the life without him... eat alone... go out alone... no more date... try to fulfill up my empty life with others thing... luckily recently I jus met up with some of the secondary classmates... thanks for them accompany me... go yam cha... hang out shopping... without ur guys my life sure very dry... I feel very glad when someone told me that I can always find them if I felt very bored or got problem... thanks... I didnt espect that the day without my bf but till got frens support... when got bf I always tends to forgot the exist of them... now when conflict come... they r the one always support me...

Anything about the relationship... jus let it go as it planned... I wont forced u again... good luck in ur study o...

U forget me...

2008-10-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

I could not expect that my bf wil forget me... he email me ask me wait him for webcam... I wait him til midnite although i m tire but i dun dare to sleep... after waiting him for 1hour plus plus i cal him tot him got wat incident happened... den he told me he forgot the time webcam wit me... I cant accept it really... chen I dun trust u anymore b4 that I so trust u n believe our far distance relationship... now u spoil it... n hurt me as well... I dunno y I so stupid keep on believe wrong person... do stupid thing... all tat... conclusion I m IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Template...

2008-10-02T18:00:00.002+08:00

I been spent hour more to change my blog template to new 1... now is testing c can work o not... in fact, changing template is not as easy as I though since it involved to backup ur old template and old links as well... it was my second time to change my blog template... everytime when I m very unhappy n look for a new life I will change template... emm quite need some editing to make my blog look better...

Losing U....

2008-10-02T15:52:00.001+08:00

This week I start to losing u... losing the time sms wit u... losing the time chatting wit u...all the thing which I can did wit u last time... now all gone... gone very fast... I really cant accept my life style like tis now... very weird for me... now almost everyday I was sitting at home do nothing... felt myself very useless... study the diploma dunno when will graduate... no career at all... not eligible to be entrepreneur oso... I so sux... I failed in my life!!!

Love not enough....

2008-10-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

Recently I watching the TVB hottest drama - Jia Hou Yuet Yun... this is a end theme song for the drama... actually this song is story about let it go if love not enough... mayb can b til fren... is the sad song...

I b abandon!!!

2008-10-01T12:41:00.002+08:00

I b abandon... today is public holiday n yet I sitting at home alone only... no ppl accompany me at all ler... my bro went to vocation edi.. my mum going out since early morning edi... frens go pak tou edi... left me alone n face to the pc... what's going on??? I'm thinking m I b abandon edi??? Y no ppl try to console me o accompany me when I really need them... izit when my bf around I m too "lan C" to them edi??? My attitute wrong??? I cant think anymore edi.. more I think more I hurt...

R u working???

2008-09-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

Tonite went to the relative wedding party nearby my house thr... obviously when we arrived thr... lots of ppl r standing around since no enough table n chair for them... so sux rite the party... so we jus took the food n stand n eat... wtf... my cousins they oso feel so malu... first time in our life time we standing n eat in front of so many ppl... so siao rite... den all my aunties asked about my bf... whr is him all tat... n asked me whr I work??? work o study??? y study till so long till cant graduate all tat... so fan... since I have to keep on repeat my answer more than 3times to different auntie... anyway gathering with family is something great since can chit chat a lot with each others...

Good Bye...

2008-09-29T15:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I did what I wanted to do which is accompany my bf go to KLIA airport send him to the flight... thanks to him wait me finish my job first n bring me go with him... around half of hour from my house and we arrived thr... unbelievable rite... coz his bro n his sis bf drive very very fast... 140km++.... when arrived thr need check in the baggage first... the maximum weight is only 30kg if over the limit... need to pay extra... if not mistaken 1kg is RM100 for international flight... actually can online check in the baggage oso so u dun need to queue when arrived thr...

After that, his friends oso come... around 1hour extra we can chit chat n take photos all tat... coz need to check in before 20minutes the flight go... when he go down from the escalator... I felt want to cry edi but luckily his friends n sister like joke joke a bit... if not really feel sad when c he go... unfortunately... the lane for the visitor to c the passagers go to the flight have closed after time 0000 if not sure can c him in the boarding thr... Will be post the pics when he sent to me... now he still in the plane... tonite malaysia time 8.00 he will arrive new castle... hope he will be fine thr...

"Happy Family"???

2008-09-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

This is a picture which drawn by my bf and colour by Meh Meh... sometimes I like some kids drawing coz the way their draw and colour is so "pretty"... the "pretty I meant here is they are very naive and cute... after coloured by Meh Meh... I gave this to my bf so tat he can keep inside his wallet n bring to uk... is a happy family which everyone dream for... nothing is important that family... coz u may lose frens but u wont lose ur family coz they r always with u... so appreciate the moment with ur family... the more mature we grow... the communicate with the family will be less... as what as shown in "Money Not Enough 2"... when I watched this show... I recap back my grandma who has been passed away this year... the scenario really very real and always happened in our life... is quite sad to watch it oso...