Clever o Stupid???

I bought the car jet last sat in Jusco, Klg. But after when back, I dunno how to use to ler... Den 2day I go there n find the stuff to fix for me lo...

This is pic which the stuff is trying to read the manual n operate the jet... The manual does not have any pictures o... jus all words o... I think this stuff hav been try for 15minutes like tat but til cant operate...


After that, got 1guy black t-shirt 1... he is a supplier lo but not for tis product la... the stuff ask him to help lo... n he manage to operate jus within a minute... wtf... beside him is my bf lo... he try to learn from him lo... actually is easy to operate... but we dunno from whr to unlock the pump thing ma...

I b the side viewer lo... haha.... but I know how to operate la... if next time my car types spoil den I can use tis to change the tyres lo.... hopefully lo... but touch wood ler... I dont hope tis incident wil happen on me lo.... :P

I hate revision o... want to go mad edi so many words n theory... I prefer calculation lo... easy to revision ma... :P

Belief

My mum always tell me that cannot work with the relative, especially the one who closer... But I dun believe of tis... So... Now I suffer lo... Last few days, I cal my cousin n ask her about my salary n pc fair thing... She said wil cal me by tis week... But 2day I did not receive any call from her... She totally try to ignore me... But pls give me salary ler... She though I so rich meh... I pay the toll n parking when working with her in advance ler... She so sux... Now I feel hate her a bit ler...

Somemore, my mum said cannot judge ppl by face o... Last time I went to make a new spec ma n ask tat guy the contact lens price... He said 6months need rm220... Den jus now I went out wit mum n ask other shop... the girl said onli need rm190 ler.... wtf.... rm30 different ler... b4 that I so trust tat guy ler... look like honest onli... who know wan con me... hate hate hate la.... last time psp oso like tat... now contact lens oso like tat... but lucikly I dun buy from tat guy yet... :) so I til can go survey in different shop lo....

So... mus listen what the older ppl said lo... they more experiences ma... we til young ma.... but around 1month later is year 2008 ma... I going to b 21years old edi ler... so old... I dun wan 21years old ler not good... coz my age wil start counting beginning at 2 tis number edi... so bu she de sweet 20 right now.... :(

2day I mus finish revision 1subject lo... Now til leave half gua.. I mus jia you jia you lo... Next fri going to malacca with family ma... I wan go eat satay steamboat, chicken rice ball n buy the pineapple pie which I like... only malacca can buy that pineapple pie ler coz special n nice o... Thr can buy oso buy very expensive lo... 1small pie need around rm1.50 like tat lo... thr more cheap n handmade on the spot ler... So I waiting the next fri coming lo...

Abandon

Finally 2day I cant control myself edi... I went out hiao at noon lo... I went to 1Utama... Go around n look for 1shop which called what IQ Box shop... The concept they used are quite new n can worked on it as I think... coz as a small entrepreneur u just can rent a small box of place to display ur goods... is such a good way to realize the little dream of small entrepreneur... actually I m quite interest to rent 1box n try my lucky... but I think I will do it after my exam gua since I dun ask the rental yet... If affordable... I would like to give a try o...

Abandon... I almost b abandon... Problems without solutions... Guess it wil last how long??? I til wonder... I dunno is my behavior o attitude problems o others ppl problem... The thing I know is I dislike lie to my closer ppls... I nvr lie on them... I jus wan b myself... tell them all the truth... Jus say, if they cannot accept the truth... den gone case... How matter how they forced me... I til wil tell the truth... N 1thing.... I hate ppl threaten me o forced me to do something... It really make me feel like I b control... it really hurt ppl... Pls bare in mind...

The best conclusion for my 2day life is... I like riding in the roller coaster... I didnt expected when it wil falls... n when it wil stop... such a crazy game... which make my heart pump faster...

But life til going... 2moro morning my bro wil back... n I mus mus need start revision lo... cant always feel lazy ler... if not tis sem my result wil drop seriously... but I really dun look good at tis sem result... since every of my assign... I jus do it at last minute without checking at the end... haiz... whatever la... I dun care tis anymore... feel sien edi ma...

Make a Wish

I really wish I can make a wish... Coz I really wan realize something but is impossible to me to realize... I leave few of regret in my life within tis 20 years... When I recall back... it feel really guilty n sad... I though I am a strong n independent girl... But when the big problem come... I m useless girl... My mood is ok now... but dunno y think want to write all tis nonsense in my blog... Maybe I jus feel very bore til wan crazy edi... Since tis few days I totally separate from my pc n my loving bed.. :(

Privacy... I wan privacy.......................................................................

I totally cant do my revision 2day ler... My mind is thinking something when I hold my notes... Haiz... dunno how ler... Feel no mood to do revision... next week til go n settle something might be take whole day time ler... 2moro cannot go out hiao... I wil b crazy ler close myself in house few days nvr go outside... Haiz...

Summary

Tis few days I not able to update my blog really feel "xin ku".. as I said b4 I had been addicted to writing blog everyday... although the way I written in my blog is like broken english... but tat is true of me... I dun wan pretend anything o lie anything in my blog...

Wed is the last class n end of tis sem edi... Yesterday I hav been watching dvd n try to highlight some points for some subject regrading to the tips which lecturers given... Yesterday is deepavali ma... mostly my neighbors in my are is Indian... but tis year like quite quiet o... Mayb all the things' price had been rise... But I try get the butter biscuit which I like... I finish all in yesterday lo... so 2day feel a bit sore throat lo... coz eat too many biscuit yesterday ma...

Tis is butter biscuit which a bit similar to my favorite 1... but tis 1 in packing 1 taste not nice ler... I prefer handmade 1... so regret nvr take photo for tat o... coz when I look on them.. I terus eat all of them lo... :)

I jus changes my facial cleanser to tis brand... dunno good o not... but tis ettusains seen like very soft than the tea tree oil I used b4.

Haha... Tis is a very spicy prawn mee I ate in Klang Parade last few days lo... Look delicious ler..

My bro wil b going to malacca on 2nite den come back again on Sun... haiz... I mis to online, msn, blog... but hav to leave it temporary gua since next week I mus start to revision again o...

Haiz..

Sometime I really dunno wat I wan... Cannot make the clear guideline for my life... The line getting blur n blur... Haiz.. Sometime I feel my life simple but happy... sometime I feel in the opposite way... Since recently... my social life is getting worse n worse dunno how to solve... the unsolvable relations edi... so on wit my father's side of relatives... Now I jus hope finish my exam n can relax... Really need a space to breath...

Recently rain a lot, the cold environment really make ppl feel lazy n sleepy ler... Tis thurs is Happy Deepavali lo... Half of my neighbours is Indian so I can get the biscuit from them... I like the Indian biscuit got 1is using butter made 1 ler very nice o...

Tis wed is the last class for tis sem edi... Tis sem is the most dynamic sem for me... since my friendship hav change a lot... such an unbelievable... like a nightmare gua... Whatever happened, life til need to go on... I til hav 2sems to go in next year... Exam coming soon which wil start on 19 nov til 27 nov... Jus now I jus start to make up some notes to revision... Tis sem is more difficult a bit lo since 2subjects the lecturer didn't teach so well so I hav to put more efford on these sub... Tis sem hav 5subjects need to exam... including 2subjects which hav a lot of calculations n formula... Haiz.. During tis period my bro wil coming back edi... Mayb during exam period need go malacca fetch him since he wil change to new hostel during end of sem... After he back... same thing although I in study break but oso cant online so frequent... I wait him buying the laptop den wil b better...

Pictures....

Tis is a pic which I took in Mid Valley....

The actual background is like tis.... Of coz.... in The Garden hav the large "kolam" but I didnt take tat pic...

Hehe... I eating "Kenny Roger"... actually quite full ler... I cant finished all ler......

Study Break

Yeah... study break begin lo.... but need revision for exam ler.... feel lazy to revision ler.... since tis sem subject like not interesting at all.... all feel like bore bore 1... Study break, wat can I do in the study break ler.... I til wonder ler.... Haiz, dun think it 1.... better think after exam den hav more mood to relax ma...

Til hav 2 sem to go then wil graduate from diploma studies.... later on I think most probably I wil continue to study.... but dunno either choose back business course or change to other course.... til thinking lo....

2day I went to my cousin office thr wan to take salary but she not around.... den I jus pass all the stuff to her clerk... but she actions nowadays.... not even cal me said received my stuff n when can give me my salary.... nothing.... wtf.... she changes so fast as I expect... Dunno y our relationship wil become like tat.... cant same wit last time edi.... so sad.... :(

Dream

Recently, I manage to remember some dreams after I wake up.... but the dream is like very real.... I dunno y ppl wil dream of? wat is the source for our dream? I blur.... but my dream mostly related to my thinking n my daily life.... like something i dun dare to do in real life.... I wil do in dream.... something I imagine in real life wil happen in my dream....

Dream is indicated the prediction or the opposition of the real life? I til wonder.... As long there is a sweet dream den is ok for me..... so nightmare pls keep away from me.... if I hav nightmare.... the next day.... I wil act very weird edi.... dunno y...

End of Assign

Tis week I hav been busy wit few assign now finally did all..... but simply do onli since no hav good mood to do it nicely... mayb tis sem my result wil b drop... I dun care about tis anymore... result is not everything....

Next week til hav few classes in coll although it suppose to start the study break.... Tis sat my house wil b add 2more kids.... since they parent wil go some where else so need my mum take care of them... Mus b very fan for me.... Haiz... feel wan to escape from them... they wil stay from sat til next tue ler... scare they touch my thing all tat la....

Yesterday mid night, something surprise thing happened on me... is the sad night i nvr wil b forget....