Changes...

Ppl really wil change by time... by other reasons... I hate ppl changing especially in their attitude... obviously last time is the best coz we cannot go back to tat time tat type of ppl u recognized b4... jus a part of our memory n oso as a guideline for us to compare now n previous... quite sad but true...

What I m believing in last time... now all gone n I wake up from tat dream n force myself to drive back to the reality... hard to accept but hav to accept... is it tis is a true of life??? is it the better way to accept is close one of our eye n cheat urself tat nthg happen... all is til good... sometime I really dun wan to accept tis stupid assumption.... life is not perfect y I shud agree tat life is perfect?? I know I cant solve tis dilemma... I know tat I really cant... no idea who m I now... if I accept the assumption... I not myself anymore... I am the other person who change myself coz other ppl changing themselves oso... so I force to change... if I m remain static den I wil lose u completely... I knew tat wil happen to me... :(

Money is important???

Izit money is so important to us? Almost every week I oso work part time in weekends... I nvr give up my weekends without earn money... at least rm160 I wil earn in the weekends... but 28 march I couldnt work cost me lost around rm720.... since 1day is rm120.... suddenly all figure pop-out of my mind... in btw money n studies... which side shud I choose... shud I skip my class n chase for money... or shud me focus on my studies more important???

Actually I almost cheated by money... since my supervisor called me twice for the attractive project... I really wan to say I can fulfill the whole project... but at last I think that class is more important... although I not really like to it... but I mus attend if not I wil completely lost... fuhh... like tis I lost rm720 - 3weekends blank... til 11 of april onli got new project...

Sometimes I felt that y I so stupid... previously I having my sweet time for 2years when I studying for my first diploma course... now onli start to chase for money... izit too late for me??? I think is yes... but I really like to b promoter... coz is more fun than become an officer in future... n easy earn money oso especially for gals... but mus sacrified of our legs lo... since hav to stand for whole day ma... :)

Puzzle finally reveal...

Last two days is my 22nd birthday... when I getting older I dislike to celebrate birthday again... scare the fact that I become older.... haha... actually I jus wan celebrate wit my bf... others I dun hav such mood celebrate wit them.... but my bf promise when he back he will celebrate back wit me again... hehe... I m waiting...

The week b4 my birthday my bf told me that he wil post my present to me... today onli I received... late 2days... but I til very surprise n happy when receive...

Get the parcel from postman at noon....
When I tear off the parcel inside is my present... in box size...

Yea tis is my 22nd birthday present from him...

When I tear off the whapper... is a lover's mp3.... 2Gb....

Is a half heart shape mp3 player.... wit touch pad...

Honestly, it is my first mp3... previously I didnt own any mp3 player coz I think I dun need it... but now since everyday I oso travel by train to coll... den my bf think I shud hav tis... n he bought a pair of heart shape mp3... he owns a half... I own a half... when he back den we can combine together... haha... tis is a concept of lover's mp3... n 1more feature... it can b become a necklace oso...

Philosophy...

I jus received the email from one of my fren n that email was written few of the philosophy.... den I jus picked two of them which I think quite meaningful...

1)When u keep saying u r busy, den u r nvr free.... When u keep saying u hav no time, den u wil never hav time.... When u keep saying that u wil do it 2moro, den ur 2moro wil nvr come...

2)We make them cry who care for us... We cry for those who nvr care for us... n we care for those who wil nvr cry for us... this is the truth of life, its strange but it is true...

Recently I really busy... the endless of busy... now I jus realise that study is not easy as last time I in the sux coll.... previously I can revision on last minutes n most of the time in class stil can enjoy some "honeymoon" time... but now... is so big different.... I hav to give up blogging soon as I guess... coz no time for blogging... but I wil try my best to post as much as I can... if really cant, den I may give up in one of the day coming...

Recall back... I did cry a lot for the unnecessary thing before... y I so emotional... am I too sensitive... I no ideas of it... ppl learn from the time passing... from depedent changes to independent... from childish changes to mature... now I feel I m independent enough but not mature enough...

--又少了--

刚刚知道。。。以后跟老公相处的时间会少了。。。他找到了一份PART TIME。。。在他放学过后他就会去那上班。。。我听了。。。傻了一会儿。。。他问我会替他高兴吗?我说我觉得我们相处的时间又少了。。。两个不同地方的人，想谈一场浪漫的恋爱的确又点辛苦。。。

第一，我们需要互相配合对方的时间SKYPE。。。第二，我们要对对方很有信心，相信对方不会对你出轨。。。第三，我们需要没收自己的感觉。。。因为当你很需要他的陪伴时，他不会在你的身边。。。当你很伤心时，他不会出现在你的身边安慰你。。。当你受到委屈时，他不能听你诉苦。。。很多很多事情。。。你需要一个人面对。。。一个人伤心。。。一个人在深夜时掉泪。。。一个人得生活。。。

虽然，还有三个月他就会回来，大约还有十一个礼拜吧。。。当我有一种不祥的预感。。。有事会发生。。。我不希望我的预感是真的。。。真的很害怕。。。

--女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方‏--

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

--为什么--

很想知道为什么老公一个机会也不给我。。。我只想他给我一个能跟他好好沟通的机会。。。己经有三天我们没有好好的谈了。。。刚刚我们只谈了一会儿。。。他约束了我的话题。。。我只想知道他的一点一滴。。。可是他却不喜欢我太过介意他的私生活。。。我真的很在意他。。。

也许，男生真的不喜欢，女生过问太多。。。但是，我的好奇心特别强。。。我很想很清楚的知道每一间事情的发生过程。。。我很想知道他今天过得好不好。。。可是，他好像嫌我烦。。。嫌我罗嗦。。。我真的不懂如何是好。。。

老公，很想告诉你。。。我今天发现我给人骗了钱。。。买了货不对的东西。。。我很伤心。。。觉得自己很笨。。。你可以安慰我一下吗?真的希望你可以现在给我安慰的话。。。可是是不可能的。。。你在忙着。。。:(

ATM Incident....

Today, as usual I went to ATM machine n plan to withdraw 1k.... like normal I press n confirm the amount I would like to withdraw den follow by the machine return d my ATM card to me... n wait for a while for the cash withdraw n follow by receipt... but after I took my ATM card... the machine like hang... it written "Transaction in the process. Please wait..." for few minutes... den suddenly the ATM machine's screen turn into black...

In my heart thinking tis time 'cham' lo... dunno my money got stuck into machine or my transaction is being cancel... so I went to the ATM beside me n check for d balance... I m shocked my balance really less edi... but I not yet receive my money... so I run to the customer service nearby coz I m inside Jusco... den ask for help... they said is nthg do wit Jusco... they asked me to cal customer helpline of Maybank... den I cal up n their stuff was so sux... nvr talk in nice manner n act like so slow... said bank cannot do anything mus wait until 3hours den onli can recover my balance if they confirmed I didnt take d money...

Wtf..... 3hours is so long for me man... den suddenly the ATM machine screen recover like normal... den I push in my ATM card again... tis time lagi teruk... my card stuck in the hole... cant in cant out... I cal helpline oso useless... they said they wont send technicial for me... asked me try to pull out if cant den jus try to push in... if the machine 'swallow' my card oso wil b alright... of coz I try to pull out my card but cant do it by my finger... so I asked the customer service counter's stuff in Jusco to help me... they use fingerclip to help me pull out the card luckily...

Now jus left the balance prob... although I wan to recover my cash now but I cant do anything... impossible I wait in front of the ATM machine... no point oso... since d machine like down edi... so I went back home... n feel worry coz is 1k ler... not 100... so I cal d Maybank helpline again... tis time is another stuff serve me... he more pro that jus now the previous sux stuff... he ask for my account verification... n said that bank recover my balance to ori 1 edi mean add back d 1k which I plan to withdraw jus now... n ask me go to check my account now... he wil normally tis kind of case the balance wil b recover like normal within few minutes.... NOT 3hours... den I went out to ATM machine n check again... thanks god... I get back my balance...

Although I get a new lesson for my life refer to tis case but it's really make me so panic n scare by tat time... so helpless n dunno wat to do... but now I know wat to do if next time I encounter tis type of prob agian... :)

--情敌--

无意中我发现了，人生中我可能需要面对的情敌。。。有可能。。。我不望我的直觉是真的。。因为我不想被情敌打败。。。不想失去我爱的人。。。昨天老公说有个女子为了他所说的一句话，而去改变了自己。。。情人节前夕，给了他莫名其妙的东西-香水样本。。。凭我的直觉。。。。我想有暗恋他的人了。。。我的第一个情敌即将诞生了。。。

突然我觉得自己被威胁了。。。很怕会失去老公。。。因为一路以来有了老公的陪伴。。。习惯了有他的陪伴。。。有他的可爱有帅气的笑脸。。。有他耐心的聆听我的心声。。。除了他，谁我都不要。。。他是我的终站和目标。。。:)

Too many savings???

Today, I went to bank update my Fixed Deposit (FD) n realise that the interest rate was dropped dramatically... from 3.7% per year to 3.0% onli... tis showed that too many ppl savings... n less ppl wan to borrow money from bank... so that the interest rates wil b drop... before this, I wan felt wthat FD interest rates was so low... n try to divert my money into other investment... but now since the economic downturn... investment is not the best time... so better to keep n save it...

Dunno y... M'sian hard to feel the recession of d economic... many of my relatives til progress their travel plan... 1year go few countries travel... n my mum start to join their trip in tis year.... since globally everyone was trying to spend less save more... but M'sian til so naive... spent without control... spent wit ignore of recession... mayb the level of awareness was low in M'sia... but I think is time for us to save more spend less... I know tat tis way wont help economic... the method which can help economic is spend more... so that economic can grow like usual... but everyone was start to keep their money in bank n u r spend unlimited... sounds u like a bit stupid rite... mayb different ppl got different thinking... for me I wil choose to save more spend less...