Changes...

Ppl really wil change by time... by other reasons... I hate ppl changing especially in their attitude... obviously last time is the best coz we cannot go back to tat time tat type of ppl u recognized b4... jus a part of our memory n oso as a guideline for us to compare now n previous... quite sad but true...

What I m believing in last time... now all gone n I wake up from tat dream n force myself to drive back to the reality... hard to accept but hav to accept... is it tis is a true of life??? is it the better way to accept is close one of our eye n cheat urself tat nthg happen... all is til good... sometime I really dun wan to accept tis stupid assumption.... life is not perfect y I shud agree tat life is perfect?? I know I cant solve tis dilemma... I know tat I really cant... no idea who m I now... if I accept the assumption... I not myself anymore... I am the other person who change myself coz other ppl changing themselves oso... so I force to change... if I m remain static den I wil lose u completely... I knew tat wil happen to me... :(

Money is important???

Izit money is so important to us? Almost every week I oso work part time in weekends... I nvr give up my weekends without earn money... at least rm160 I wil earn in the weekends... but 28 march I couldnt work cost me lost around rm720.... since 1day is rm120.... suddenly all figure pop-out of my mind... in btw money n studies... which side shud I choose... shud I skip my class n chase for money... or shud me focus on my studies more important???

Actually I almost cheated by money... since my supervisor called me twice for the attractive project... I really wan to say I can fulfill the whole project... but at last I think that class is more important... although I not really like to it... but I mus attend if not I wil completely lost... fuhh... like tis I lost rm720 - 3weekends blank... til 11 of april onli got new project...

Sometimes I felt that y I so stupid... previously I having my sweet time for 2years when I studying for my first diploma course... now onli start to chase for money... izit too late for me??? I think is yes... but I really like to b promoter... coz is more fun than become an officer in future... n easy earn money oso especially for gals... but mus sacrified of our legs lo... since hav to stand for whole day ma... :)

Puzzle finally reveal...

Last two days is my 22nd birthday... when I getting older I dislike to celebrate birthday again... scare the fact that I become older.... haha... actually I jus wan celebrate wit my bf... others I dun hav such mood celebrate wit them.... but my bf promise when he back he will celebrate back wit me again... hehe... I m waiting...

The week b4 my birthday my bf told me that he wil post my present to me... today onli I received... late 2days... but I til very surprise n happy when receive...

Get the parcel from postman at noon....
When I tear off the parcel inside is my present... in box size...

Yea tis is my 22nd birthday present from him...

When I tear off the whapper... is a lover's mp3.... 2Gb....

Is a half heart shape mp3 player.... wit touch pad...

Honestly, it is my first mp3... previously I didnt own any mp3 player coz I think I dun need it... but now since everyday I oso travel by train to coll... den my bf think I shud hav tis... n he bought a pair of heart shape mp3... he owns a half... I own a half... when he back den we can combine together... haha... tis is a concept of lover's mp3... n 1more feature... it can b become a necklace oso...

Philosophy...

I jus received the email from one of my fren n that email was written few of the philosophy.... den I jus picked two of them which I think quite meaningful...

1)When u keep saying u r busy, den u r nvr free.... When u keep saying u hav no time, den u wil never hav time.... When u keep saying that u wil do it 2moro, den ur 2moro wil nvr come...

2)We make them cry who care for us... We cry for those who nvr care for us... n we care for those who wil nvr cry for us... this is the truth of life, its strange but it is true...

Recently I really busy... the endless of busy... now I jus realise that study is not easy as last time I in the sux coll.... previously I can revision on last minutes n most of the time in class stil can enjoy some "honeymoon" time... but now... is so big different.... I hav to give up blogging soon as I guess... coz no time for blogging... but I wil try my best to post as much as I can... if really cant, den I may give up in one of the day coming...

Recall back... I did cry a lot for the unnecessary thing before... y I so emotional... am I too sensitive... I no ideas of it... ppl learn from the time passing... from depedent changes to independent... from childish changes to mature... now I feel I m independent enough but not mature enough...

--又少了--

刚刚知道。。。以后跟老公相处的时间会少了。。。他找到了一份PART TIME。。。在他放学过后他就会去那上班。。。我听了。。。傻了一会儿。。。他问我会替他高兴吗?我说我觉得我们相处的时间又少了。。。两个不同地方的人，想谈一场浪漫的恋爱的确又点辛苦。。。

第一，我们需要互相配合对方的时间SKYPE。。。第二，我们要对对方很有信心，相信对方不会对你出轨。。。第三，我们需要没收自己的感觉。。。因为当你很需要他的陪伴时，他不会在你的身边。。。当你很伤心时，他不会出现在你的身边安慰你。。。当你受到委屈时，他不能听你诉苦。。。很多很多事情。。。你需要一个人面对。。。一个人伤心。。。一个人在深夜时掉泪。。。一个人得生活。。。

虽然，还有三个月他就会回来，大约还有十一个礼拜吧。。。当我有一种不祥的预感。。。有事会发生。。。我不希望我的预感是真的。。。真的很害怕。。。

--女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方‏--

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

--为什么--

很想知道为什么老公一个机会也不给我。。。我只想他给我一个能跟他好好沟通的机会。。。己经有三天我们没有好好的谈了。。。刚刚我们只谈了一会儿。。。他约束了我的话题。。。我只想知道他的一点一滴。。。可是他却不喜欢我太过介意他的私生活。。。我真的很在意他。。。

也许，男生真的不喜欢，女生过问太多。。。但是，我的好奇心特别强。。。我很想很清楚的知道每一间事情的发生过程。。。我很想知道他今天过得好不好。。。可是，他好像嫌我烦。。。嫌我罗嗦。。。我真的不懂如何是好。。。

老公，很想告诉你。。。我今天发现我给人骗了钱。。。买了货不对的东西。。。我很伤心。。。觉得自己很笨。。。你可以安慰我一下吗?真的希望你可以现在给我安慰的话。。。可是是不可能的。。。你在忙着。。。:(