End of Jan

After CNY I wil be very busy coz everyweek need submit 1summary assign n twice a week need to do the survey report n presentation as well... Haiz... during CNY maybe need spend sometime do 1summary coz need passed up in Valentine o... so sux... Valentine should be the romantic day but feel like weird weird got class n busy like shit...

CNY is around the corner edi but feel so sien coz always busy preparing CNY but jus few days onli... now cannot feel the cheer n happiness of new year... the more mature u r, the less happiness u wil get coz more things to worry about...

Time flying without notice now is the 1st of feb... sometimes I hope I can finished my diploma faster but sometimes feel lost after finished coz dunno whr to go... either continue o work??? 50-50 lo... depends on the mood after graduate from diploma...

Kindergarten

This is Meh Meh's kindergarten uniform lo but looked tire a bit coz after went to kindergarten ma... she is cute n good in memory thing once u told her she wil remember well... but she oso quite stubborn sometimes cannot forced her do something when she not in mood lo...

Kitty Love

Last time I did mentioned before behind of my house got kitty stay ma den quite noisy when they small... without notice now they grow bigger a bit lo... n having date with other cat as well... the black cat is stay my house 1... then the mix colour cat is his/her date partner lo... they looked so innocent when I take their pictures coz I put flash ma... but anyway they r very cute o...

Frog

Yesterday nite before I went to sleep I go to the toilet n when want lock the door... I feel like got something make the door like cant close completely... den I jus c 1 black thing dunno is wat... I am feel shocked n scared on that time... so I quickly go back my room n take camera stand far far n zoom in n take some shots...

This is a shot when I didnt open light...

After open light... n c yer... so ugly n disgusting like frog but no sound 1 ler...

Den I zoom in again n can c it's eyes is brighting... yer... so I dun dare to step in toilet... that time is around 2.00a.m. so I jus persuade myself to tahan n try to sleep without go toilet lo... Besides that, I dunno tis thing is alive o die coz I did close the door before I knowing it is thr...

After half an hour, I cant tahan edi... cannot sleep... den curi-curi go n c tat thing til in toilet o not lo... it til here lo... c it head is turn to another side edi... tat time I jus go in toilet silent n slowly... of coz nvr close the door... n run to my room after finished lo...

2day morning... my mum step on that thing o... near the door step oso... den she flush tat thing into toilet bowl lo...

盛夏的果实

This is a very very nice song which I like when I form 1... quite a long time ago but 2day I suddenly think back of this song den I just download from youtube n post in my blog...

The meaning of this song is the gals feel sad when she leave the guy away

也许放弃才能靠近你 Maybe should give up to get closer with u
不要见你你才会把我记起 Dun c u, u will remember me
时间累积这盛夏的果实 Time gather the harvest fruit together
回忆里的寂寞的香气 Memory all full with perfume
我要试着离开你 I want to try to leave u
不要再想你 Dun wan to think u again
虽然这并不是我本意 Although this is not what I meant

你曾说过会永远爱我 U said before u will love me forever
也许承诺不过因为没把握 Maybe promise because u dun hav confident
别用沉默去掩饰什么 Dun use silent to cover anything
当结果是那么赤裸裸 When the consequences is so bare
以为你会说什么才会离开我 Tot u will said smthg before leaving me
你只是转过头不看我 But u only turn ur head not looking me

不要刻意说你还爱我 Dun need purposely said u still love me
当看尽潮起潮落 When looked up n looked down
只要你记得我 As long as u still remember me

Haha... I like to translate can improve my language ma... but this song is really touching ppl jus the mv not so nice coz is quite old edi ma...

Simple Day

2day morning I wake up by bird's voice... like sleep in the natural environment... n as usual I skip my breakfast just drink a cup of milo n continue to do my bear bear... when noon time my area like cloudy a bit like wan going to rain soon... n my mum asked me to paint the gate in front of my house since I had been promised her but still dun implement... I spent 4hours just for 1 side onli... mayb 2moro need to continue again... after front gate den need to paint the back gate...

Nite time I go Carrefour with mum buy some grocery things... many Chinese are rushing to buy some goods to prepare the CNY coming... so quite crowded since the place to push the trolley is so limited...anyway, be careful of the price tag in hypermarket... last time I used to buy grocery in Giant... but they con ppl so usual... now I nvr go thr edi...

On the other hand, I m worry about my salary which not pay by my cousin... I need to pay my bro soon since I borrowed from him... actually yesterday I did sms her... she reply n said will give me on 2day... but as usual she breaks her promise again n again... she so "mo lai"... I hate her!!! I plan to go n find her 2moro n get the salary from her... n if she really make me very beh tahan I sure will fight with her...

最长的电影

我们的开始
是段长的电影
放映的是你
我变的很留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
用刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会像这样狼狈

爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成体
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你要我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同样失去什么
而春恋原来会带来脆落
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害
都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是幸福的

能握着手就是感动的
我愿意
一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们
紧靠的小星球

Meh Meh n Bear Bear....

Meh meh like to sit beside me when I doing my bear bear... She likes bear bear oso o... so I wil do the pink colour bear for her... Meh meh is so cute coz she hav a very big black eyes n fair fair lo... she likes Jay Chou oso o... Haha mostly influence by me... I told her I wan Jay Chou be my husband... she said she oso wan o... Haha... Anyway, my bear bear til got a lot thing need to be improve... so far... I jus done 2 bears but not so perfect lo... now on the way doing third 1 coz practice will make perfect ma... jus must patient when do this kind of thing if too panic o rushing will make the doll worse... luckily I can asked my mum if I dunno how to sew certain part... she definitely give me many advices o... since she is tailor oso ma... :)

Meh meh is holding my first bear bear.... both of them r so cute...

She is kissing the bear o...

Meh meh sure feel very happy when c her pictures on my blog... :)

Cant Sleep

Guess wat... I cannot sleep ler... dunno is afternoon I nap too long edi o wat... now should is the best time for everyone to sleep... but me... haiz... I like to be worry... n like to think many many thing when I cant sleep...

Now I m thinking my weakness... I like got some problems in pronoun some words especially in Malay... mostly of the words I cannot pronoun correctly... n in English oso... I know practice will make perfect lo... last time I cant even converse in English... now I can converse in broken english lo.. til not very good... dunno next time when go work in outside how to communicate with others... n one more thing... sometimes when I panic o nervous the sentences I speak out will not be in order... so others ppl cant understand wat I trying to say... Related to tis... long time I didnt attend the English Course which I joined last time... around 1year didnt go edi... dunno til wan continue o not... I got lot of time to spend off jus the transport got a bit problem lo... since hard hard to find parking ma... If asked mum fetch, she busy ler... Recently, she got a lot of uniforms need to be sew o... n no time to cook.. n I so useless... I cannot cook for her... since I tried last time n the food I cooked is 80% well cooked onli 20% til raw... so far I jus can cook maggi onli... ^-^.... Ok lo... gtg sleep edi... Nitez.......................................