Jay Chou

Jay Chou will be coming for his world consert in 23 Feb 2008... initially I wan to go 1 but after that no ppl wan go with me... now the cheapest Rm98 have been sold out... so sad cannot go n enjoy the live consent... now I viewing Jay Chou consert in HK... he so so man o... very cool... n cute when speak... n when he plays piano... haha... can kill ppl ler... so so man... I like majority of his songs... coz some songs really touching... I sure many ppl oso like him... my bro oso is a super fan of him o... :P

Dream

Recently my dream like funny funny coz I dream of I m either running o driving car try to escaping something... forgot wan escape wat lo... but having dream while sleep is a fun oso lo as less can feel I m sleeping ma... sometimes if dun hav dream when wake up, feel like nvr sleep ler... like sien sien a bit lo... as long as not a horrible nightmare den enough lo... sometimes I dream my dad oso... but everytime dream about him... sure the end is the same... he wil die twice... means now he died edi ma... but in my dream he til alive... n come back to my family... but after that, he wil die again... I cannot get it y he wil die twice in my dream... if got chance need to ask him lo... through "ppl" lo...

傻瓜

傻瓜真的单纯吗？

在这个MV 里面， 我最喜欢的一句是“傻瓜，我们都一样被爱情伤了又伤”
突然我觉得我自己很傻很傻。。。为何受伤了还不舍得投降。。。现在的我只想一个人静静地思考。。。

爱情有时候会让人喘不过气。。。当爱情还没降临的时候。。。 我是多么渴望有一个爱我的人在我的身边照顾我，疼爱我。。。 不过，经营长久的爱情。。。 很多时候都会很脆落。。。我不晓得我下一步应该往那里走。。。人生往往都会遇到这种难决择的时候。。。我还是在原地站着。。。不知往那里走。。。

开始懂了。。。

我的心酸溜溜
差点喘不过气
是我想太多了
还是天开玩笑

我不是以前的我
突然觉得很陌生
失去方向的小鸟
我不想在发呆了

有谁能够明白我
天使恶魔都跑了
只剩下空壳的我
突然觉得很想哭

不管我多么的痛
没有人会懂或理
我只是单独作战
慢慢的直到最后

Suicide Methods

1)Bleeding - Cutting Wrist ( 1% can succeed )

2)Carbon Monoxide Poisoning - Easy to available from car air-cond

3)Drowning - Need suffer before die

4)Jump from high building - Fast but result terrible

This 4 r simple methods to get suicide... for me I prefer apply the second 1 which is Carbon Monoxide Poisoning coz it less pain but need lot time to cause die...

All this jus for referred I doesn't meant I wan go n suicide...

Youth Entrepreneur Convention

2day I went to PWTC to participant in the Youth Entrepreneur Convention 2008... As I mentioned b4, tis was my first time to join this kind of event... quite a lot of teenagers n some working adults r in this event... I go wit my fren n we quite late arrive thr... n all the tables r full... the organizer not even arrange the proper amount of tables for us... we paid money to join tis event... this is the way they treated us... somemore the buffet we having in lunch time... the food quite lousy... n the amount the prepared not enough... I cannot having some desserts after I ate finish my meal... onli some early bird can enjoy their ice-cream n fruit dessert...

For speakers.... I prefer the Mr.Ganesh... he is humble himself when give his speech n share wit us about how he begin his ventures.... n others such as Timothy, Kenny Sia, Kenny Goh is good speakers oso... jus Mr. Raj n Millionaires sister r sux speaker... Mr. Raj not even speech in his willingness... he jus go through his speech wit "Bla,Bla,Bla" wtf... the worst part is the Millionaires sister jus show some stupid pictures of the expensive material they had... is such a kind of show off... not to sharing their ventures wit us...

Average... the early part of the convention is going quite well... after the lunch... the event like going to bore... n dry... I feel that the money I pay to go this convention is not worth the value I learned since not much can learn from this event...

B4 the convention start.... the stage so "peaceful"....

Joel is presenting some welcome speech...

Around 500 ppl is attending the convention...

Timothy is receiving his souvenir from Joel n Minister....

When the Minister giving his speech... many reporter is rushing to take the best shot from it....

Same thing happened again....

Excuse

Tis video is so similar to my bf n my feeling right now...

I think we lie to each others... I try my best to be treat u good n love u more... but sometimes I really treat u so bad... I so selfish... nvr care what u feel... I feel myself like so bad like utilize u more than I love u... our love passion is passed... I always comforting myself which I still love u... but majority of dates... we ended up with argue o no feelings... U r correct... I used many excuses to u when I didnt like to do particular things... Actually, sometimes I blur oso... I try to be work with u... but confusing of my decision... n make u disappointed many times... I definitely not a good girl fren for u... I know u oso feel tension o unhappy when with me... but u jus keep those unhappy thing in ur heart... for that... I will feel more guilty... I always think back u should not come on tat day n make we restart our relationship again... perhaps u jus dump me like tat... both of us will feel better on it...

Recover

Yesterday really hard for me to sleep... actually wat I can do is jus lay on bed n thinking if I really get heart disease n wat changes wil be on my life... I sure suffer a lot of eating medicine everyday since I cannot eat medicine in the tablet form... I need make them into powder 1 den mix wit hot water n eat with milo... not a plain water... coz obviously medicine is bitter if eat wit plain water sure wil vomit.. for some very bitter medicine... I wil vomit oso... so better cannot get to sick... but 2day when wake up... feel like normal edi... so happy... :) but scare last nite scenario wil occurs again... if occurs again... I really need to medical check-up...

2day I went to sign up to attend the youth entrepreneur convention which will held in tis sat in pwtc... haha... hope can meet Joel... n take picture wit him... :P n get to know how others entrepreneur doing so successful in their career with young ages... tis is the first seminar I wil go... hopefully will not get "sia sui" in front of ppl... :P

Heart Disease

I suspect I having the heart disease... coz now I feeling my heart (left hand side) like press by force... pain til hard to breath... the chance for me to get heart disease is quite high... coz my grandfather n my father oso having heart disease... n they dead oso bcoz of tis disease... although now is very high tech edi... but once u get the heart disease half of ur life is gone... coz everyday need eat a lot of medicine to maintain it... n need to get medical check-up monthly... so I really hope I not the one who get this disease...

I m checking the symptoms of heart disease... some like quite similar to wat I suffer now... the more I read the information about heart disease the more I get worry... Haiz... I better go sleep faster n hope wil get better asap...

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Sweet need to eat, bitter oso need to eat... cannot jus choose the sweet 1 left the bitter 1... coz at the end u oso need face the bitter 1... bitter 1 really make ppl upset but make me learn from experiences o mistakes which can help me become more mature by time... jus some of them I really cannot take it... too bitter edi... dunno wat to do... blur...