Time Killer

Time is the silent killer toward the relationship... Make me feel scare of losing some relationships which i go on now..... I mis back my secondary school frens, National Services frens, tuition frens, working frens and others....

Quite a long time, I lost contact wit them.... since each others busy wit their own life oso..... Time cannot turn back in fact. Nor matter how hard u try to appreciate the special moment in ur life, time til wil passed slowly.... only memory in our mind is unchangeable.... we always can re-call back the sweet memory which we had previously....

So I mus grab the time well dun let any regret in my coll life.... :)

Careless

I admit is my careless lead myself to suffer jus now.... I wil not repeat it again..... Coz really painful ler.... :(

Somemore, I really look down toward my opponent.... She play the trick quite well n all is out of my expected... for wat she was to "rampas" wat the thing i hav.... Honestly, she makes my life more miserable.... without her, I most probably live in the happy life if compare to now..... :(

2day noon class really suffer ler.... the lecturer like reading the handout onli without lecturing the class.... Some more, one of my coursemate jus know he failed the business english subject..... Err..., quite dangerous for me oso ler.... since I simply do the exam paper for tat sub since all is grammar questions onli.... But i dunno my result yet... need go n check wit coordinator.....

I jus passed up my assign 2day..... so for individual assign n group assign each til hav 1 to go.... Feel lazy to do ler..... Next week til hav replacement class.... Hate replacement class la....

Last Minute

I so proud of me.... Haha coz can complete 1assign within 2days lo... but a bit rush coz need sit in front of pc long time ler.... Eyes oso feel tired edi... I jus like the moment when i print out the assign so nice o... Feel like relief a bit coz completed tat assign edi ma....

Remember I posted the small turtle post last time.... My mum really correct... now I dun even mis tat small turtle again.... :o Luckily, I nvr buy them back if not sure they wil die in coming time....

2day I sent my car to repair.... My car dunno wat go problem lo den my uncle fixed for me free..... But later on, my car air-cond spoil ler.... Den I go other workshop to repair lo.... Tat guy cond me.... said wat compressor spoil la... Repair air-cond onli oso need 400+++ ler.... damn expensive ler.... Den my mum scold me.... said me dunno how to take care my car..... Haiz.....

But my car recover from sick edi lo.... 2moro I can go coll like normal edi... so happy.... :)

End of Sem

Tis week is considered as the last week for tis sem which is year 2 sem 1 for me.... Feel a bit bu she de wit some of my close frens since they taking different course ma.... But tis week definitely is busy for me since I til hav 3more assign to go.... but the time for me is too less edi since I hav many thing need to settle.... Haiz....

I wan a long break.... but I onli can get once I finished my exam on last of nov lo.... I mus jia you n jia you to finish my assign as fast as I can since I always do a bit den feel lazy or sleepy.... Haiz....

Good new... I jus quit my job successfully n I feel relief a bit since my 2 presentation oso pass edi ma...... :)

Sweet Day

2day I manage to go to coll wit help of my frens... Thanks to them.... I owe them lo....

Yesterday wat i imagine for 2day totally happened in the opposite way lo.... I planned wan to give up edi yesterday but I dream about I going to coll ler.... So I change my mind n wan go coll lo....

2day when presentation I feel so good at the beginning coz when I greet to all my classmate, they response me back ler.... so sweet feel like got ppl support lo.... But in the half way of presentation, I saw my lecturer posed the cute n silly face ler.... since he really a fat guy....

After that, I take ktm go to klg lo.... I seldom take public transport after I finished form five studies.... Feel like weird weird tat kind of feeling lo... den got 1fat guy so weird... when waiting ktm he sit beside me.... After go into train... he sit beside me again.... Got so many seats he dun wan sit... Haiz....

Tired

I feel really tired 2day since I doing 2ppl job wit my own. The most worst part is my car suddenly spoil when i went to repair shop it close edi since 2day is Sun they close quite early..... 2moro most probably i cant go for class edi but i hav presentation in tat class..... better go to present coz it consists 15 marks in exam... but i really feel lost..... coz i really cant go presentation edi... feel very depress y recently the items i used keep on spoil 1 by 1. Ppl i closer keep on disappointed me 1 by 1. I feel the dark side of world right now.... but no ppl know.... so funny...

Small Turtle

Jus now i went to Carrefour nearby my house n c the pet department got sold turtle o.... is very small 1 very cute 1 whole green colour..... But i forgot to take pic to put in my blog o :( .... it really very cute but later i asked my mum permission, she dun allow me buy ler.... Coz she said wil b very smelly n need a lot of care.... She said i always wan something but later on wil leave it away.....
But i feel a bit scare to touch the turtle lo.... scare it wil bite me ma.... but really very cute lo.... can company me always ma... Haha.... I wil try persuasive my mum again til i get it....

Spyware

Sad to be said my thumb drive kena spyware yesterday coz i put my thumb drive in my coll's laptop to presentation ma. After that, i go home i forgot to scan the thumb drive 1. Den whole my pc n thumb drive got a spyware which make my internet browser mozila cant use at all. So scary ler since i rushing few assignment to pass up next week ma.

Yesterday really a turf day for me, i try many spyware remover way til midnight til i give up. Den 2day morning, with my bf help, trying for few spyware remover again..... Finally, got 1 can remove my spyware in my pc. I so happy right now coz i can continue to do my assign again.....

Next time i really dun dare to put any thumb drive to the stranger's laptop or pc.... Coz it so risky.....

I jus sent the e-mail.... I hav resign my part time job as merchandiser.... now i waiting them to cal me n ask me in detail lo....

Trust

2day really a sad day for me.... Ppl around me i tot can b trust who know all is useless.... Totally make me disappointed some more wat lousy part time job la like forcing me taking risk every time when i go alone... tat stupid job sound easy but when implement need to care about other aspects like self-security, time, petrol (since the petrol cant b claim) n others.... I feel so regret to accept tis job... coz i always like need to beg someone to company me go.... for wat i need to abuse myself to tis level.... so, i decided to quit tis stupid job.... now jus thinking wat reason i going to give my boss... headache since boss is my relative if any wrong step i walk, sure i wil die in my reputation....

Risk

2day i did the most risky thing which is i did something..... is unethical thing lo.... I forced to do tat coz i need it..... haiz.... hopefully dun catch by someone lo...

2day revision class is quite bored n lecturer talk shit onli.... 2moro got presentation ler... i nvr prepare coz dunno wat should i present... Mayb i wil lost my words in between when i presenting 2moro.... hope my group members will back up me gua...

Now i feel my hair so itchy ler since i nvr wash hair for two days edi coz cannot wash ma need at least three days time ma.... 2moro nite can wash edi lo... so happy..... :)

Study break is nearer n nearer but i dun wan ler coz feel lazy to revision to sit for exam...... I like the beginning of new sem but hate the end of the sem coz need face exam ma.... who create the exam system 1 so stupid... i hate it.....

Work Alert

I jus received my boss e-mail ask me to go Harvey Norman at Pavilion n Sunway Pyramid II within tis week.... Haiz feel lazy to work ler since i til hav few assign dun completed yet..... But i feel really money right now since my financial status is toward negative right now... Tis month i had been spend a lot... Dunno y now like to b spend money.... Haiz.... My mum oso scold me edi said if me continue like tat she wil control my financial....

So tis part time job wil help me to survive right now....I need to be stingy start from now.... cannot buy many things like last time edi n eat cheap food.... n more la....

Hard to Handle

2day is my second time to wear contact lens.... It really make my eyes feel uncomfortable first time of wearing since it makes my eyes a bit dry so i buy the eyes drop to make it moisturize.... I apply one drop of eyes drop, it really worked.... but after few hours same thing happen again... I feel my eyes like see thing blur blur.... mayb second time i dun allow to wear so long time gua... mus let my eyes habit a bit 1.... But it really feels good when wearing contact lens coz can c thing clear without wearing spec o.....

Another thing is about tat bitch again.... I oso feel bored edi always mentioned her in my blog... Tis is the last time i mentioned about her... I think.... She so likes to utilize meh.... Up to her lo... Nothing i can do edi... I jus can try to not utilize by her den enough la....

Rain

Tis few days raining day very cold all the thing wet wet...... N make me flu a bit......

2day early morning, my neighbour tell me tat my car tyre spoil edi.... Wtf... always spoil o.... den i went to tyre shop charge new 1 lo.... so more "potong" by the boss coz he knew i in emergency need to charge... Haiz wat to do.... Jus gave him extra RM10 lo

After tat, I go n do my hair lo.... cut n make it straight lo..... Many hours spend at here ler..... so boring ..... n pain....

2moro hav class again.... feel no mood to go.....

Finally I Be Myself

Before ( Curly Hair - Looks like aunt..... )

After ( Rebonding )

Very pain o when doing rebonding..... but I tahan lo coz wan pretty lo... :)

New Spec

Tis is a free trial contact lens.... 2day i jus learn how to put in n pull out lo... is neither easy nor difficult.....

Tis is my new spec o... cost me two hundreds something o..... so maroon colour....

Busy

Wah tis few days really busy ler doing assign all the time..... Initially, 2day I got presentation in finance class but later on lecturer busy wit other stuff so proposed the presentation to next weeks lo tat good ler. Assign due date oso proposed edi ler....

But exam wil be fall on middle of nov lo.... I hate exam.... But i like the time after finish exam really happy o feel like merdeka feel lo...

Slap

2day i really feel wan slap tat bitch ler. Wat she wan actually? I really dunno. I jus know she like wan to play something back on me which i dunno. Jus now when she suggest has the group discussion about the group assign, she acts like leader n talk shit. Wtf. Some more she can forgot the due date wan to scare us. Wat la.... When discussing tat time, I feel wan to slap her ler. But no la, I jus shout a bit at her.

Assign is time eater

I spend my Hari Raya holidays with doing my assign. Wtf.... I been doing assign whole day but onli manage to write a bit onli. Coz i get confused most the time n refer to book n so on.... Doing assign really consume many times for me.... mayb i wan the best for my assign so i keep on think n think den start do gua....

Currently, my life is like robot. Since i cant online so frequent, so most of the time i doing assign n watch tv onli.... 2moro can go to coll lo coz hav class ma. But tis is not a happy thing for me.... when i think on wan go to coll.... my feeling is more toward the negative side.... coz need faced for that "bitch" obviously...

Tis fri, i hav presentation for finance assign in group.... One of my group mate cant go to present coz he had a-level exam so mayb i need to replace his place present.... But actually i dunno wat i would like to present ler.... no point....

Pray God

2day early morning, I go pray the "Nine God" at Teluk Pulai, Klang. So many ppl although it rains a bit. Many of them go wit whole family members, me oso. After burn some papers, I c many ppl "qiu qian"... den i go n try lo.... but i dunno the rule of "qiu qian" ler... dunno cun o not ler. Tis is a paper sheet which showed my "qiu qian" result... I onli can understand a bit since thr is no interpreter inside the temple. Haha... If anyone know wat the meaning of tis paper, let me know lo....

Being Strong

Currently, i m watching the drama "One Litre of Tears" n feel tat Aya is very strong n try very hard to live longer n happy.... She dun easy to give up everything although she knew she mayb lost the ability to doing certain thing but she til trying very hard to do it....

In opposite, i m the healthy ppl but always easy to give up o upset when i faced small problems.... I so sux.... I should b strong when facing any problem not to choose to escape. But obviously, i wil choose to escape the problem....

Haiz... Aya can b so strong even when she die.... I oso need to learn from her.... Not 100% but at lrast 50% den wil b enough for me....

Life is not perfect as i think...... tis phrase always in my mind....

Jus wan to be alone

2day, I really out of my mood. I quite quiet 2day, seldom chit chat wit my frens.... Jus wan to be alone. The main reason is i c someone who annoyed me everytime. I really feel wan slap tat person ler. I beh tahan edi. It is the person who i met so menyampah.... so fake.... expression la the way talk oso fake....

2moro is the wat god celebration. When tat god came sure wil rain for 9days 1. I wil go n pray on next mon lo den can get protect by god. Haha...

2moro oso my bro wil back from malacca coz he went the study ma. But me wil suffer lo.... mayb cant online so frequent edi... so bad since i addicted write blog edi.....

Doubt of Myself

Sometimes i really dunno wat i wan. I always like to think many things which some is possible to happen n some is impossible to happen. I know tis kind of my attitude wil make ppl around me feel very suffer. Jus for a simple decision, i oso need think for many times b4 i make decision. Izit ppl who is Pisces in their horoscope wil like to dream n thinking a simple thing to the complicate.

Recently, many pictures o thing keep on playing in my mind. Ofcoz, those things r more toward the negative things. I tried not to think those thing but i onli can control for a while. After a while, those things wil come back again in my mind. The main thing in my mind, is the prediction of Tarot Card which i mentioned in my last post. I really need to choose either believe the prediction o jus forgot it. If i til dun choose between tis 2possiblities, i wil suffer day by day. No one can help me. Onli myself can make a huge decision in my life.....

The Mystery of Tarot Card

Do u heard b4 the Tarot Card? If not mistaken, the Tarot Card is used to predict something which wil happen in future. I bought the Tarot Card since form 4 but i seldom play it. Yesterday nite, i jus take it out n play it.

Since i was the beginner, so i jus play the simple mode which mean only got 4cards - 1card( past time ), 2cards ( present time ) and 1cards ( future time). After i revealed all of the cards n read the explanation from the book. I was so shocked since wat the problems i facing now n the card explanation is so similar. I feel very sad n hard to accept wat the Tarot cards indicated. But all the criteria the cards mentioned is very close to the situation which i facing now.

I was thinking n thinking for so many times...... Either i need follow wat the cards said or let in happen in the nature way......

I really blank n confusing ..... which steps should i move now???

Homemade Food really delicious???

Homemade Foods Restaurant like very popular nowadays. The food tasted like my mum cooked 1 but charged more expensive. I didnt like to eat homemade food since my mum always cooked these for me to eat oso. But i saw many ppl like to wat thr so i give myself a chance to try at thr lo.... n the result is same as i expected.


The "Big Light" is so special n i sit beside it n eat o..... Environment like simple but got a home feel lo....

The decorate inside the restaurant..... All are the cup which printed the green flower n we can saw them in any kopitiam.....

Tis is the Nasi Lemak, oso ordered in Uncle's Lim Restaurant.... Tis 1 looked ok n taste oso ok.... Not bad la....
The worst 1 is a dish called uncle' lim curry laksa looked like so delicious but when tasted it..... :( Not nice.

Busy Friday.....

Haha... Tis is a Porsche in Dataran Prima, Kelana Jaya. When i went to my cousin office to discuss n take something for tat....


Jus now i passed by Sushi King n saw got membership cards promotion o..... So i jus paid RM15 n get the free calender for year 2008.... n member card.....

N the free couple cup oso.... so nice .... jus like the cup we used to when dine-in in Sushi King.... :)

Tis is a machine called "jahit tepi" in bm i dunno wat in english.... Is a small version 1.... I helped my mum to sew the malay clothes using tis machines since Hari Raya is nearer.....


A zoom view of the machine.... I expert in using tis machines ler..... Coz i learn tis since secondary school..... :p

Guess Wat????

Haha... :) 2day i feel happy coz i went sunway pyramid II shopping n saw got "One Litre of Tears" drama set ler... I bought it....

C is RM39.90 lo with 8 VCD. I try to find DVD version but dun hav ler.... But the cover i didnt like so much ler... The design not so nice....

Tis is a top of the pyramid II so nice the design....

The part of view of Pyramid II.... Tis side is more yellow side.... Got blue side n village side oso.....

My hubby - chen.... wit me....

Silent Treatment

I jus read the CLEO magazine... Got one article is about the silent treatment which mean how to control ur emotional o to be ms.calm with the silent way.... I try it n it works on me.... :0

Be silent n calm down when certain unhappy thing happen is the smart way to handle our emotion. Frustrated is not the good way to solve the problem. If let some time passed den think back the problem n settle is a good way..... than frustrated.....

I really learn a lot from the CLEO magazine ler.... since they got a lot articles about the socialization....

Life being Skip.....

I always skip my breakfast coz i feel tat taking breakfast like wasting me a lot of time.... Since morning normally dun hav mood to eat thing......

But 2day i skip my lunch wit my other fren..... very funny thing happened tis noon is me n 3of my frens went to the kopitiam order drinks edi but dunno wat 2eat so stunned thr.... so coincident the drink me n my fren order sold out edi den we jus dun drink n dun eat lo.... coz no mood to eat ler.... dunno y..... weird weird feeling.... somemore.... i skipped the class 2day...... Tis subject's class i had been skipped for so many times dunno how to sit in the exam in nov soon.....

Skip is the good way to escape certain thing but cant last for the long term......

One Litre of Tears

Tis is a very nice movie theme song..... I like it very much.....

My Secret Room....

Haha... Tis dog is the biggest 1 in my bed..... Is my bf gave me 1 called "Da Chen" o..... But long time edi now look a bit dirty ler...... Coz long time i nvr hug it edi.....

Tis is a "Xiao Chen" is my bf gave oso. Initially tis dog look more cute 1..... but had been hug by me long time den become like tis look lo..... coz i hug tis dog sleep very nite..... very comfortable ler..... but oso dirty edi coz i nvr wash..... since tis dog got my smell edi..... :) watever i go i wil bring tis dog o.....

Tis is the smallest 1 in my bed.... is not gave by my bf..... is other fren gave 1..... i nvr hug tis dog.... jus bring it go national service wit me last time coz easy to bring ma......

View from the front of my bed..... right hand side of my bed is my collection of D.I.Y dolls..... I wil post those pic in next time....

Guess wat??? Haha.... Tis is a OSIM eyes massager..... I used it every nite to massage my eyes very comfortable..... Is used my own money to buy when i worked in pc fair last year.....

Many white color stand look scary but built wit magnet when u on the power, they wil function like a real hand massaging ur eyes..... Try it.....

Life Is Not Perfect.....

Yesterday really make me cant sleep well coz my house behind came a new buddy, meow meow.... The cat keep on meow meow for whole nite..... Of coz the cat nvr sleep i oso nvr sleep..... The cat like finding it mummy...

Tis morning i quite lazy to wake up n thinking wan go coll o not? Coz i dun wan go tat stupid class since tat lecturer lazy to teach n like to talk non-sense.... But finally, i went to college coz wan settle the parking payment n go spend some times thr since at house i do nothing oso. Feel bored at house.... Tis wed got 1mid-term exam for accounting..... But i really feel lazy to revision ler....

When i arrived coll, my fren told me tat class cancel.... I feel so disappointed to my coll management ler..... Always cancel class but dun inform us.....

Aiyo...., now the meow meow stil meow ler..... later when no rain i mus halau it... if not i really cant sleep for 2nite oso ler... :p

My Favorite......

Tis is my bf bought from Indonesia cost RM8..... Is weird weird type of doll but tis type of doll is my favorite..... I hav been start collect tis type of doll since tis year......

I dunno whr to hang tis doll to make me bring wat ever i go..... Finally i hang on my PSP..... Sweet... I like it very much.... :)