Biggest Decision

I had made the biggest decision in my life....I dunno my decision is correct o not... but I jus feel more time I doubt of tis decision more suffer are me n my bf.... He going to uk next year.... thing almost confirm edi... jus is my stubborn make me dun wan to let go tis love.... if I nvr let it go... both of us sure wil suffer lot in coming time.... tis is the first time I feel sad... although we til can b frens but 3 n half years relationship ends.... I feel hard to accept now.... really hard.... Nothing much I can do... I jus can wish him good luck in his studies....