Sensitive

This song very nice o... which suited to my mood now....

My Grandmother....

All the pictures below is taken around 5years before... when celebrating my grandfather 70's birthday...

My grandfather n grandmother... n grandchildren is beside...

Closer view of them... tat time both of them r very healthy...

The wholesome family... but not all attend the celebration... is around 80% of my family member on my mum's side...

Fate

Should I believe in fate??? This few days I have been go n back from hospital to visit my grandmother... she til sick... yesterday when I visit her... she like nearly die... the way she speak like very "xin ku" den we go to ask the "hell god" in Port Klg.. the "hell god" said my grandmother "time" is arrive... she mus go... "he" jus can help her to relief her pain... n ask us to give the "fu" to my grandmother drink... n yet 2day my grandmother looked much better than yesterday n changes to normal room edi... but til need the machine to help her breath...

I feel disappointed of the hospital n the doctor... 2day when my grandmother changes to normal room n my aunt accidently find 1hole on my grandmother backside... n she asked the doctor... den only the doctor explain... the doctor said because my grandmother fall down b4 cny n break the fat n tissue inside her skin... tat y got 1 visible hole on her backside... wtf... the doctor should let us know earlier... not til we discover the tat hole... this hole if didnt take care well... can lead my grandmother die...

But the doctor said can bring back my grandmother on 2moro edi since they cannot do anything in further edi... wtf... the doctor like no responsible at all... if cannot cure o didnt hav enough machines can asked us to swift the patient o other suggestion ma... whr got doctor asked the patient wait to die... so siao... so dun go the hospital in Bayu Perdana, Klg... thr so sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Time" coming???

This morning my grandmother was sent to the hospital by ambulans since we cannot move her from her bed... she feels whole body of her bones pain... she suffered tis since few days ago... but yesterday nite is the worst... she wholly cant sleep in that pain... n my grandfather was take care her whole nite... til tis morning den called my uncle to sent her to hospital...

Now my grandmother is in ICU room... we onli can visit her 1 by 1... doctor said both of her kidney was failed n being rotten n the "rotten" juice influence to her lung n cause infection... n both of her legs cant move temporary... I feel so worry about her although sometime I dislike her "lo so"... but now reach the last step... I feel scare to lost her... the feeling of losing someone we closed n c "them" lay on without any expression in their face... is so "xin tong"... wish her wil recover soon...

I jus back from visited my grandmother... jus now the doctor said he so affraid my grandmother cannot live until 9p.m... but she managed to go through... now she feel better that this morning... but she til need to be observed... the doctor said :" Price is not the matter to worry about, jus to ensure she is safe..." but right now... my grandmother's condition is not ok... whole of her body was "bengkak" n her skin looked "yellow"... actually is the bad sign... but hope she really can "win" this "war"...

The front door of the ICU...

The corridor of the ICU...

The other side of the hospital is the maternity department... the new-born baby... of coz he is a boy... as the card was written...

Chap Goh Mei - Part 3

All the pictures below is taken at Tanjung Harapan, Port Klang.... with my cousins....

We acted like try to climb up the wall....

Inside the ship...

Wah!!! Wat tis 2 guys doing???

Haha... we punishing someone... rudely....

Look... thr is the "mentor"...

Which guys is better???

Chap Goh Mei - Part 2

This is the video of the process of "lauching" the "Kong Ming Teng"...



Actually look like easy but need some skills... first need tie the wet paper under the lantern n light the fire n hold the lantern n wait for the fire to produce some gas to make the lantern "light" n fly to the sky...

Chap Goh Mei - Part 1

Yesterday is Chap Goh Mei I went to Tanjung Harapan, Port Klang... so crowded thr n quite hot... many ppl burn the "Kong Ming Teng"... n sell for quite expensive o... if large 1 need RM35 - Rm45 while small 1 is RM20 lo...

This pictures got the shallow of ppl rite??? Haha... is not ghost la... is got ppl moving in front of me while I took tis pic...

The sea view... we drink tea at here after 12a.m.... n chit chat... the nite scene quite peace thr...

Actually I hav more funny funny pictures but taken by my cousin camera... so waiting him send to me soon... once I received I wil post it in my blog... The funny funny pictures which I meant is whr me n 2of my cousins were post the funny funny pose such as pose in Mentor Garden whr jus capture the behind of us n hand pointed to the sky... n more... At that time, we ignore how the other ppl looking at us.. we jus enjoy the photo session... haha...

Sunshine

Tis is a pic I taken from my car after I back from coll... Is a very sunny day... I love evening driving car... I feeling so good... like very peace lo... I like to be simple n peace...

Sometimes, the simple thing will brings the biggest happiness to ppl... for examples, when I thinking wan eat my favorite food n I ate it... I wil feel happy o when the time I do my handmade bear o doll... I wil feel happy oso... happy can be come from simple source like tis... jus we need find the right channel to enjoy our happy moment... :)

"Beast" gathering

Cut the Valentine words replace the "Beast" word wil more suit to my post :P

I jus attend the "beast" gathering... mayb other ppl wil think I not respect to my dad's side relatives... but seriously they did like to show off in front of me... they showed of their new Mercedes... new PDA... branded shoes... cheap abalone ( RM80 ) all tat... wtf... jus now invited my mum n me go the the "cheap" restaurant located in Bukit Tinggi... n later on when I arrived said change to Teluk Gong... common sense Teluk Gong famous with those seafoods thing... but wat they order!!! they order wat herb chicken... cheap fish... n vegetable... not even order crab, lala all tat... for food fine I dun wan discuss further...

Move on gathering topic... they keep on show off they hav... n how "big" is their business... all tat kind of shit... in order words... jus they talk... me n my mum no chance to talk... so I jus eat my part n ignore wat they discussing... so shit dinner wit them... the feeling like wan to kill me on tat time... damn fake...

At the end of the dinner, they asked me go shabu-shabu steamboat o... I said not nice... den they said in Giant, Puchong thr very nice o... need booking wat la... coz I jus went to The Summit ate last time... to make the perfect conclusion of 2day dinner... I jus said "YES!!!" unwillingly... haiz... dun hope to c them again ler... :(

No electric

Yesterday nite really suffer for me ler... I think around 2a.m. like tat my house no electric lo... suddenly all dark dark lo... coz normally I wil open some light when sleep ma... den feel a bit scare n go wake up my mum lo... n take the emergency light to use lo...

The weather is so hot.... I cant sleep on my mattress so I go living room sleep on floor but many mosquitoes o... den go back to room sleep on mattress n "kipas" myself wit paper... while trying to force myself sleep as fast as possible lo... I think around 4something den suddenly feel like so cold... haha... electric recover edi lo... I finally can sleep tight edi...

I think ppl can live in no water coz water can go n buy in 7-11 ma... but cannot no electric lo... since electric plays a big part of our lives edi... yesterday when no electric... I thinking wan write blog... but cant operate my pc since no electric if using laptop is different case.. wan sms frens... but too late edi... den jus "sha sha" lay on bed... haiz...

Crystal

Haha... yesterday I went out wit my mum n go to buy crystal lo... I went to HOJB in Aeon, Bukit Tinggi buy lo... they having promotion now ma... again I spend money again... haiz... sometime I tend to lose control of myself... tis week I edi spend around two hundreds as student I shouldn't act like tat... haiz... :(

I choose the Rose Quartz (pink crystal) which is stone of love and compassion that brings peacefulness n clam to relationship while the Amethyst (purple crystal) is to enhance psychic abilities and spiritual awareness. It oso being wisdom, balance and patient. Since thr got over left crystals from both of the bracelets I bought so the consultant decide me to make it as necklace lo... looks like twin mickey mouse...

I did trust the crystal wil bring special energy to the ppl who wear it... although many ppl though that crystal jus the stone which cost expensive n didn't have those special energy...

No Valentine. No Romance.

Tis wedding couple is handmade by me last year... the special is the head is made by candy stocking...

214 Valentine day obviously is the day which every couple waiting for... but far far away from me... jus now I listened to radio... the topic discussed is "Who u want to be with u celebrate this romantic Valentine Day?" the best answer chosen by the Dj is written from 1guy... he said he would like to celebrate with the girl who is the first he confessed with but now seen no chance to celebrate with her edi... coz she celebrating with her current bf right now... very touch o...

2day I went to coll... they oso organize some activities to celebrate Valentine but majority is Indian joined onli coz my coll majority student is Indian ma... they jus selling some love shape cake expensive... no selling roses... feel like quite cheap lo... but 1Utama shopping mall 2day like got activities to celebrate Valentine o...

Besides that, 2day is oso CNY 8th day after 12 o'clock... normally Hokkien ppl wil "pai pai" but my mum nvr "pai pai" since my dad passed away... CNY almost finished edi... but tis year not a happy year for me since many thing hav changed edi... this year oso cannot go port klg n throw the mandarin orange edi on last day of CNY... coz last time the P.Tioman incident makes me feel scare to go sit on old ferry in the nite time...

New Generation

Cute o not??? This is a pic when I go Aeon, Bukit Raja with meh meh 2day lo... I wan buy dustbin ma den ask her take lo... den when go near the dept. sell the pillow 1... she takes n pose like tat lo... quite funny o...

She got potential to be model???

Closer view of her... she oso laughing when pose like tis...

After that, when we go car park n take car... c 1 bicycle lock on the tiang ma... n I asked her kick the bicycle... the way she kicked so violent ler... I forget to take down the pic... coz laughing on tat time ma... she oso kicked the dustbin beside the bicycle... so vandalism o... but I asked her enjoy o not... guess what she said.... she said fun o... :)

Depress

I feel quite depress when going to coll coz is like the time which I not be myself... I wil suddenly like change to other ppl... like anti-social... but I dun wan to be like tat... jus the environment force me to be like tat...

More than half of my course mates r not true frens... they jus can b talk crap... n utilize ppl as well... so I hate being inside the class... but now all the class is full-day means from morning til evening... so really make me beh tahan... if I skipped class quite frequent... my mum wil question me...

I til need to continue 2 n half months class in order to finish my diploma... I dunno whether I can suffer o not... I feel jealous of my frens... they all can go coll so happy n have many true frens... but me ler... in opposite of them... I feel regret y I not choosing to go UTAR... thr hav lots of my secondary school frens... anyway, time cannot return back as I wished... I jus need to clear what I facing now n find the way to solve it... right now I think I need ppl support more than try to finding "true" frens in my coll...

Scary Doll

This is the most scary doll so far I have... but I didnt feel happy... in opposite... I feel scare... the doll is I asked my fren buy for me from Phuket lo... cost RM35 quite expensive... when touch the doll body like real ppl body coz quite soft lo... n this doll looks like got spirit ler... I let my mum c... she asked me throwed o... scare the doll will bring any bad luck for me lo... but I dun throw la... if the doll wan cruise me... jus let "her" cruise la... coz I trust the doll... now I jus keep "her" in 1box n use the paper cover "her" eyes... to prevent the doll got spirit ma...

This doll is around 15cm gua...

The closer view of this doll... look like quite real rite

TGV Ghost

This is a video clip captured from the guard room CCTV in Aeon, Bukit Tinggi... the place is the emergency exit btw the TGV cinema n Green Box... quite horrible ler... coz can c the head is moving o... yer............

Genting - Casino

Haha... Yesterday evening I went to Genting with my relatives... n curi-curi go casino with my mum n other relatives lo... so so excited n happy ler... they checked my ic ler... but I not reached my birthday yet so cannot counted as 21years old ma den I borrow ic from my cousin's wife lo... she is 1year older than me onli... den I showed the guard... guess wat... they nvr c the pictures on ic... they jus c the date of birth onli... so I pass lo... haha... but if wan "rasuah' to that guard need pay RM50 o... so expensive ler...

Den first I jus go around n c how they play lo... inside the casino is like wat we watch in tv show ler... all ppl crowded n some shouted for picture! pictures! lo.... den I choose 1 easy card to play lo... they called "Banker and Player" which Banker is red colour n Player is yellow colour... but minimum need RM50 o... so I jus shared wit my mum... she jus allowed me bet Rm25 o... so hav to "tumpang" other ppl lo... haha... but I wins lo... I jus bet on yellow win lo... jus play around 5 o 6 round den wins Rm160 lo... but hav to divide wit mum lo... so I get RM80 lo... I jus in thr around 1 o 2 hours onli... but inside thr really very cun lo... got LCD screen show the previous result for us to refer n free drinks (no taste 1)... jus the disadvantages is no much chair to sit... so leg pain pain lo... jus quite excited lo... since I first time go in casino ma... haha... :D

Steamboat - Boston

Tis is a steamboat n grilled restaurant located in Aeon, Bukit Tinggi which I went last few days... the special in tis restaurant is they prepare separate place for each ppl to steam their foods... n 4types of soups can be choose like tom yam ( my favorite ), chicken, herb, n hot n spicy.... the price is affordable oso lo... the services not bad oso...

The dining table wit 2 separate place to steam the foods n can control the heat by the button beside the table... is a digital control...

The sos beside the bowl is very nice o... spicy n sour...

Haha... tis is wat I steamed in my pot... the noodle inside is not Udon o... initially I oso guess is Udon but when eat is something like fishball noddle o... very special o n good taste...

Happy CNY

Wah around 1 week I didnt update my blog edi coz sometimes r quite busy lo... so I jus summary the few days of CNY... first day as usual go to visit my relatives house n they play card lo... luckily I nvr lose o win although I got play... but my mum n bro lose few hundreds lo... my uncle win Rm1500 o... quite a big amount ler... since jus play around 5 o 6 hours lo... the next day we went to grandparents house n other relatives house to collect ang pow lo... now my mum side I had been collect around RM200 like tat lo... my father side dunno got come o not... but some relatives really annoying o... they jus giv Rm4 n Rm2... n guess wat they r bro n sis... so sux... they not poor oso... but stingy... some ppl really annoying 1... so hate them...

Tis year CNY like quite bore lo... coz we didnt go to other place to visit.... some relatives they go to Ipoh lo some go Malacca lo... but tis few days the weather quite hot o... so seldom out at noon jus out at night lo... My ang pow money I finished edi o... so sad... now wan buy something I like oso cannot... y recently I spend so much money I oso dunno... haiz... failed in manage my money...

Different degree of view

Use different degree to view certain problem wil tat be better??? Haha.. I learn tis from the HK drama ( Heart of Greed ) very nice drama is about the problems which raise within a big family lo... some theory they used to said inside the drama quite apply able in our real life lo... sometimes when faced certain problems we can considered to view in the different degree n find the solution but some really cant lo... especially girls problems lo... once girl n girl fight o argue... they cannot close back like last time edi... coz inside thier heart got 1needle edi hard to pull out... so girl n girl fight the relationship considered broke...

Now I feeling my dad's side relatives like clowns who performs in circus... during CNY tat time some of them wil come n acting acting in front of me... some ppl on my mum's side oso wil act tis lo... so now I feel the CNY is like acting competition c who is the best of actor/actress... wat can do... life til need to go...

2day I heard my fren said got 1foreign student from my coll die yesterday coz fall from 12floor of the building... they said mayb the girl careless o... but I think she like commit suicide lo... feel like so scary when heard tis... she sure pecah-pecah when fall on the ground... but hope she wil tou tai soon... n the spirit no more in thr... if not sure got next ppl wil die...

End of Jan

After CNY I wil be very busy coz everyweek need submit 1summary assign n twice a week need to do the survey report n presentation as well... Haiz... during CNY maybe need spend sometime do 1summary coz need passed up in Valentine o... so sux... Valentine should be the romantic day but feel like weird weird got class n busy like shit...

CNY is around the corner edi but feel so sien coz always busy preparing CNY but jus few days onli... now cannot feel the cheer n happiness of new year... the more mature u r, the less happiness u wil get coz more things to worry about...

Time flying without notice now is the 1st of feb... sometimes I hope I can finished my diploma faster but sometimes feel lost after finished coz dunno whr to go... either continue o work??? 50-50 lo... depends on the mood after graduate from diploma...