Speechless...

Recently I felt myself like speechless in my blog... if compared wit last time... now I really seldom updating my blog... suddenly felt my life is so bored n less funny thing to share around wit others... since now my mood so "grey"... so when read my blog... I definitely wil make ur guys felt so down so negative... I hope I dun hav those negative influence lo...

Sometimes I really felt lazy o no mood to talk wit ppl oso when I was very tired or jus wake up... I think my social skill hav decreased by time... sometimes I felt that the more I talk... the more I felt myself very fake... especially when making new frens... I hate to being fake... but it is reality... I force to be fake... since majority of them oso acted very fake... n utilization happened everyday when I m working as part time promoter... they wan me to fetch them... wtf... I not their driver oso... first time c him/her den wan me fetch liao... if very close edi den different case la... so now I wont tell the first meet fren how I went to work... if they really keep on asking den my answer wil b I no transport n I walk to work... I think is the answer can cut down the chance they utilize me... I hate being utilize by others so that I wont utilize ppl... I wont depend on them... it is better to become independent when lost the person u can depend....