Kindergarten

This is Meh Meh's kindergarten uniform lo but looked tire a bit coz after went to kindergarten ma... she is cute n good in memory thing once u told her she wil remember well... but she oso quite stubborn sometimes cannot forced her do something when she not in mood lo...

Kitty Love

Last time I did mentioned before behind of my house got kitty stay ma den quite noisy when they small... without notice now they grow bigger a bit lo... n having date with other cat as well... the black cat is stay my house 1... then the mix colour cat is his/her date partner lo... they looked so innocent when I take their pictures coz I put flash ma... but anyway they r very cute o...

Frog

Yesterday nite before I went to sleep I go to the toilet n when want lock the door... I feel like got something make the door like cant close completely... den I jus c 1 black thing dunno is wat... I am feel shocked n scared on that time... so I quickly go back my room n take camera stand far far n zoom in n take some shots...

This is a shot when I didnt open light...

After open light... n c yer... so ugly n disgusting like frog but no sound 1 ler...

Den I zoom in again n can c it's eyes is brighting... yer... so I dun dare to step in toilet... that time is around 2.00a.m. so I jus persuade myself to tahan n try to sleep without go toilet lo... Besides that, I dunno tis thing is alive o die coz I did close the door before I knowing it is thr...

After half an hour, I cant tahan edi... cannot sleep... den curi-curi go n c tat thing til in toilet o not lo... it til here lo... c it head is turn to another side edi... tat time I jus go in toilet silent n slowly... of coz nvr close the door... n run to my room after finished lo...

2day morning... my mum step on that thing o... near the door step oso... den she flush tat thing into toilet bowl lo...

盛夏的果实

This is a very very nice song which I like when I form 1... quite a long time ago but 2day I suddenly think back of this song den I just download from youtube n post in my blog...

The meaning of this song is the gals feel sad when she leave the guy away

也许放弃才能靠近你 Maybe should give up to get closer with u
不要见你你才会把我记起 Dun c u, u will remember me
时间累积这盛夏的果实 Time gather the harvest fruit together
回忆里的寂寞的香气 Memory all full with perfume
我要试着离开你 I want to try to leave u
不要再想你 Dun wan to think u again
虽然这并不是我本意 Although this is not what I meant

你曾说过会永远爱我 U said before u will love me forever
也许承诺不过因为没把握 Maybe promise because u dun hav confident
别用沉默去掩饰什么 Dun use silent to cover anything
当结果是那么赤裸裸 When the consequences is so bare
以为你会说什么才会离开我 Tot u will said smthg before leaving me
你只是转过头不看我 But u only turn ur head not looking me

不要刻意说你还爱我 Dun need purposely said u still love me
当看尽潮起潮落 When looked up n looked down
只要你记得我 As long as u still remember me

Haha... I like to translate can improve my language ma... but this song is really touching ppl jus the mv not so nice coz is quite old edi ma...

Simple Day

2day morning I wake up by bird's voice... like sleep in the natural environment... n as usual I skip my breakfast just drink a cup of milo n continue to do my bear bear... when noon time my area like cloudy a bit like wan going to rain soon... n my mum asked me to paint the gate in front of my house since I had been promised her but still dun implement... I spent 4hours just for 1 side onli... mayb 2moro need to continue again... after front gate den need to paint the back gate...

Nite time I go Carrefour with mum buy some grocery things... many Chinese are rushing to buy some goods to prepare the CNY coming... so quite crowded since the place to push the trolley is so limited...anyway, be careful of the price tag in hypermarket... last time I used to buy grocery in Giant... but they con ppl so usual... now I nvr go thr edi...

On the other hand, I m worry about my salary which not pay by my cousin... I need to pay my bro soon since I borrowed from him... actually yesterday I did sms her... she reply n said will give me on 2day... but as usual she breaks her promise again n again... she so "mo lai"... I hate her!!! I plan to go n find her 2moro n get the salary from her... n if she really make me very beh tahan I sure will fight with her...

最长的电影

我们的开始
是段长的电影
放映的是你
我变的很留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
用刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会像这样狼狈

爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成体
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你要我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同样失去什么
而春恋原来会带来脆落
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害
都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是幸福的

能握着手就是感动的
我愿意
一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们
紧靠的小星球

Meh Meh n Bear Bear....

Meh meh like to sit beside me when I doing my bear bear... She likes bear bear oso o... so I wil do the pink colour bear for her... Meh meh is so cute coz she hav a very big black eyes n fair fair lo... she likes Jay Chou oso o... Haha mostly influence by me... I told her I wan Jay Chou be my husband... she said she oso wan o... Haha... Anyway, my bear bear til got a lot thing need to be improve... so far... I jus done 2 bears but not so perfect lo... now on the way doing third 1 coz practice will make perfect ma... jus must patient when do this kind of thing if too panic o rushing will make the doll worse... luckily I can asked my mum if I dunno how to sew certain part... she definitely give me many advices o... since she is tailor oso ma... :)

Meh meh is holding my first bear bear.... both of them r so cute...

She is kissing the bear o...

Meh meh sure feel very happy when c her pictures on my blog... :)

Cant Sleep

Guess wat... I cannot sleep ler... dunno is afternoon I nap too long edi o wat... now should is the best time for everyone to sleep... but me... haiz... I like to be worry... n like to think many many thing when I cant sleep...

Now I m thinking my weakness... I like got some problems in pronoun some words especially in Malay... mostly of the words I cannot pronoun correctly... n in English oso... I know practice will make perfect lo... last time I cant even converse in English... now I can converse in broken english lo.. til not very good... dunno next time when go work in outside how to communicate with others... n one more thing... sometimes when I panic o nervous the sentences I speak out will not be in order... so others ppl cant understand wat I trying to say... Related to tis... long time I didnt attend the English Course which I joined last time... around 1year didnt go edi... dunno til wan continue o not... I got lot of time to spend off jus the transport got a bit problem lo... since hard hard to find parking ma... If asked mum fetch, she busy ler... Recently, she got a lot of uniforms need to be sew o... n no time to cook.. n I so useless... I cannot cook for her... since I tried last time n the food I cooked is 80% well cooked onli 20% til raw... so far I jus can cook maggi onli... ^-^.... Ok lo... gtg sleep edi... Nitez.......................................

Jay Chou

Jay Chou will be coming for his world consert in 23 Feb 2008... initially I wan to go 1 but after that no ppl wan go with me... now the cheapest Rm98 have been sold out... so sad cannot go n enjoy the live consent... now I viewing Jay Chou consert in HK... he so so man o... very cool... n cute when speak... n when he plays piano... haha... can kill ppl ler... so so man... I like majority of his songs... coz some songs really touching... I sure many ppl oso like him... my bro oso is a super fan of him o... :P

Dream

Recently my dream like funny funny coz I dream of I m either running o driving car try to escaping something... forgot wan escape wat lo... but having dream while sleep is a fun oso lo as less can feel I m sleeping ma... sometimes if dun hav dream when wake up, feel like nvr sleep ler... like sien sien a bit lo... as long as not a horrible nightmare den enough lo... sometimes I dream my dad oso... but everytime dream about him... sure the end is the same... he wil die twice... means now he died edi ma... but in my dream he til alive... n come back to my family... but after that, he wil die again... I cannot get it y he wil die twice in my dream... if got chance need to ask him lo... through "ppl" lo...

傻瓜

傻瓜真的单纯吗？

在这个MV 里面， 我最喜欢的一句是“傻瓜，我们都一样被爱情伤了又伤”
突然我觉得我自己很傻很傻。。。为何受伤了还不舍得投降。。。现在的我只想一个人静静地思考。。。

爱情有时候会让人喘不过气。。。当爱情还没降临的时候。。。 我是多么渴望有一个爱我的人在我的身边照顾我，疼爱我。。。 不过，经营长久的爱情。。。 很多时候都会很脆落。。。我不晓得我下一步应该往那里走。。。人生往往都会遇到这种难决择的时候。。。我还是在原地站着。。。不知往那里走。。。

开始懂了。。。

我的心酸溜溜
差点喘不过气
是我想太多了
还是天开玩笑

我不是以前的我
突然觉得很陌生
失去方向的小鸟
我不想在发呆了

有谁能够明白我
天使恶魔都跑了
只剩下空壳的我
突然觉得很想哭

不管我多么的痛
没有人会懂或理
我只是单独作战
慢慢的直到最后

Suicide Methods

1)Bleeding - Cutting Wrist ( 1% can succeed )

2)Carbon Monoxide Poisoning - Easy to available from car air-cond

3)Drowning - Need suffer before die

4)Jump from high building - Fast but result terrible

This 4 r simple methods to get suicide... for me I prefer apply the second 1 which is Carbon Monoxide Poisoning coz it less pain but need lot time to cause die...

All this jus for referred I doesn't meant I wan go n suicide...

Youth Entrepreneur Convention

2day I went to PWTC to participant in the Youth Entrepreneur Convention 2008... As I mentioned b4, tis was my first time to join this kind of event... quite a lot of teenagers n some working adults r in this event... I go wit my fren n we quite late arrive thr... n all the tables r full... the organizer not even arrange the proper amount of tables for us... we paid money to join tis event... this is the way they treated us... somemore the buffet we having in lunch time... the food quite lousy... n the amount the prepared not enough... I cannot having some desserts after I ate finish my meal... onli some early bird can enjoy their ice-cream n fruit dessert...

For speakers.... I prefer the Mr.Ganesh... he is humble himself when give his speech n share wit us about how he begin his ventures.... n others such as Timothy, Kenny Sia, Kenny Goh is good speakers oso... jus Mr. Raj n Millionaires sister r sux speaker... Mr. Raj not even speech in his willingness... he jus go through his speech wit "Bla,Bla,Bla" wtf... the worst part is the Millionaires sister jus show some stupid pictures of the expensive material they had... is such a kind of show off... not to sharing their ventures wit us...

Average... the early part of the convention is going quite well... after the lunch... the event like going to bore... n dry... I feel that the money I pay to go this convention is not worth the value I learned since not much can learn from this event...

B4 the convention start.... the stage so "peaceful"....

Joel is presenting some welcome speech...

Around 500 ppl is attending the convention...

Timothy is receiving his souvenir from Joel n Minister....

When the Minister giving his speech... many reporter is rushing to take the best shot from it....

Same thing happened again....

Excuse

Tis video is so similar to my bf n my feeling right now...

I think we lie to each others... I try my best to be treat u good n love u more... but sometimes I really treat u so bad... I so selfish... nvr care what u feel... I feel myself like so bad like utilize u more than I love u... our love passion is passed... I always comforting myself which I still love u... but majority of dates... we ended up with argue o no feelings... U r correct... I used many excuses to u when I didnt like to do particular things... Actually, sometimes I blur oso... I try to be work with u... but confusing of my decision... n make u disappointed many times... I definitely not a good girl fren for u... I know u oso feel tension o unhappy when with me... but u jus keep those unhappy thing in ur heart... for that... I will feel more guilty... I always think back u should not come on tat day n make we restart our relationship again... perhaps u jus dump me like tat... both of us will feel better on it...

Recover

Yesterday really hard for me to sleep... actually wat I can do is jus lay on bed n thinking if I really get heart disease n wat changes wil be on my life... I sure suffer a lot of eating medicine everyday since I cannot eat medicine in the tablet form... I need make them into powder 1 den mix wit hot water n eat with milo... not a plain water... coz obviously medicine is bitter if eat wit plain water sure wil vomit.. for some very bitter medicine... I wil vomit oso... so better cannot get to sick... but 2day when wake up... feel like normal edi... so happy... :) but scare last nite scenario wil occurs again... if occurs again... I really need to medical check-up...

2day I went to sign up to attend the youth entrepreneur convention which will held in tis sat in pwtc... haha... hope can meet Joel... n take picture wit him... :P n get to know how others entrepreneur doing so successful in their career with young ages... tis is the first seminar I wil go... hopefully will not get "sia sui" in front of ppl... :P

Heart Disease

I suspect I having the heart disease... coz now I feeling my heart (left hand side) like press by force... pain til hard to breath... the chance for me to get heart disease is quite high... coz my grandfather n my father oso having heart disease... n they dead oso bcoz of tis disease... although now is very high tech edi... but once u get the heart disease half of ur life is gone... coz everyday need eat a lot of medicine to maintain it... n need to get medical check-up monthly... so I really hope I not the one who get this disease...

I m checking the symptoms of heart disease... some like quite similar to wat I suffer now... the more I read the information about heart disease the more I get worry... Haiz... I better go sleep faster n hope wil get better asap...

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Sweet need to eat, bitter oso need to eat... cannot jus choose the sweet 1 left the bitter 1... coz at the end u oso need face the bitter 1... bitter 1 really make ppl upset but make me learn from experiences o mistakes which can help me become more mature by time... jus some of them I really cannot take it... too bitter edi... dunno wat to do... blur...

Y turst???

I too easily to trust ppl edi... now I feel like so naive... I being cheat by my cousin I oso dunno ler... 2day I planned to go her office take my salary... but she dun answer my call... after that she called me back... said long time didnt go back her mum house edi... said busy la wat la... after class, I went back home... I told my mum... my mum said my cousin jus back her mum house yesterday.... wtf... my cousin cheat me ler... wan tipu my salary... Rm100++ onli ma... onli wan act like tat... now I like ah long need go her office take 2moro... mus mus take... n after that... I dun wan c her tu lan face again... feel so sad tipu by her... she so good acting... not a good person to trust edi... she been black listed in my list edi... cousin o... I trust outsider better than tis useless cousin...

Recently... I having class in coll n knew tat many good lecturer hav been resign... n now leaving the standard biasa 1 lecture me... like 2day... wat leadership class... feel like sleeping class... the thing the lecturer explain totally cannot attract me... jus like normal ppl talk talk talk non stop... haiz... hav to patient oso coz tis sem is last sem ma... now is middle of jan edi... til left 3months like tat onli my coll life wil b end soon... so hav to appreciate...

Toastmaster

I jus know toastmaster wil b available in Klg... is something which can improve the public speaking skills n presentation skills... dunno wan to join o not.... coz my english not so good oso... izit if I join can improve my english level n meet some klg community frens... I til wondering... but sounds like interesting to me...

Business Opportunity

Now I m looking for business opportunity but I think nowadays many ppl like to be entrepreneur n they very creative oso... Last time when I went to genting got 1shop selling the birthday bear bear which available in 365days.... u jus find which day r u birthday bear... the bear bear leg n shirt got print ur birthday date... 1 bear selling price is Rm12.90... tis attract me to buy 1... but unfortunately I cant find my birthday bear... but so far I nvr c go 1shop selling the equipments or tools used by left handle ppl... last time like mid valley hav but now dunno lo... normally those things wil b double o triple prices of the normal items which right handle ppl used..

But I onli can start my business on 2009... coz tis year is not good for me oso... but start up 1new business is not easy... n need a lot if effort to put in...

Future???

Tis April wil end my study in coll after tat need do 1project in 3 o 4 months time den graduate lo... after that dunno wan continue study o working... if go study dunno wat study wat course ler... now til no any idea... jus feel when grow older most things need to think deep... coz if choose any wrong step... thr is no way to return...

Think back passed... when study in secondary skool I always hope can faster finish my form 5 study coz tat time I hate wake up early in the morning, hate nails cannot keep long, hate the rules n regulations in skool... now in coll... of coz more freedom... but always is more freedom more worst..

CNY is quite near o... tat time need gather wit all the relatives n talk talk shit... n gamble... every year is the same... haiz...

Last Sem in coll

2day so happy... finally can browse through my own blog lo... haha... 2day is my first day went to the coll for the last sem study in my diploma course... the time table is arranged quite well since two days is full day class can save my transport expenses ma since I from klg drive car to puchong ma... luckily the toll no increase jus the toll nearby my house increase... so 2day I used long way a bit go the federal highway lo... no habit o... jam jam lo... prefer highway but hate paid toll...

2day my 1class is taught by new lecturer ler... she likes blur blur a bit but is quite kind lo... she lecture the business math subject... smthg like add math in secondary skool lo... but I almost forgot edi... since is 3years edi didnt touch add math need to refer back the reference book lo... but I like math coz challenging ma... can spend time solve tough Q n feel happy after can solve the hard Q...

But 2moro class like a bit tension lo especially noon class is lecturer by 2 lecturers who strict lo... need many presentations... I feel no confident when present... scared to present oso... is my weakness class la...

Tis few days keep on raining o... good... now I like raining coz my skin wil not become more black ma... since I back from perak trip... my family members said me black edi... nor wonder how hard I put the whitening lotion the result like not much different o... I m tat kind who very easy to get sunburn become black n hard to go to fairer skin... haiz...

Virus Again

I cannot browser through my blog recently ler... when I clicked on my blog... it wil link to other web site ler... so annoying ler... now I jus updated my blog using the different to sign in my account o... so suffer... wat happened to my blog o... kena virus??? o my pc itself kena virus??? How I going to solve tis problem ler... So fan la... :(

Genting Trip

Yesterday I went to Genting from kl sentral but when arrived thr like raining ler n many fog...

Like tis lo... so so cold lo... tis tree quite nice den I take the photo lo...

As a result, cant go outdoor play o... den go to buffet lo... in coffee terrace lo.... if didnt go buffet... can go outdoor n indoor theme park ler... so malang lo...

When I went in is lunch time ma so many ppl lo... 1ppl around rm4o++ lo....

There got few sections of foods like japanese, asian, western... all tat lo... but few choice of foods in those sections some not nice lo... of coz hav dessert all tat lo...

Major food is chicken lo... but like too full ler... so I onli eat light light 1 lo...

Inside the toilet... haha... many of u so curious y I snap in toilet... looked carefully in the mirror inside the pic... got how many illusionary??? Funny ler.....

These dolls cute o not??? Haha... I like the girl lo... quite nice ler... the head can turned 1 but expensive o....

If wan get the doll need put 2 medal o.... 1medal is Rm4... 2 medal is Rm8 o.... sorry I cannot bring u go home.... :P

Klang Community

Haha... I jus find 1 community which is joined up wit a lot a lot of klg ppl dicussing the thing happened in klg ler... so happy ler... although klg is a small place but a lot of fun thing happened oso ma... when I read 1forum about the highway in klg... the called tat highway which is the narrowest n shortest in the world o... I didnt realize tat disadv of tat highway oso... but same wit puchong oso... which means when ppl wan go to meru.. they sure need pay toll to go though... actually hav other way oso but very very very jam lo... gov smart ma all short cut is considered as highway... den left over all long cut is jam jam... all shit...

Anyway... klg community is the good new for me 2day lo... :)

When You're Gone

Sometimes... ppl tends to take care the ppl who besides them... they always looked far n ignore the ppl near them... but when the ppl who r the nearest r gone... they tend to start to appreciate the 1they lost... it was the very sad thing to say... but always happend btw in our life...

Price Increase

OMG... Jus now I went out n guess wat... the toll nearby my house thr hav been increased their price RM0.40 ler... so now the price is RM1.40... means last year I use Rm3.00 can passed by 3times... now 2times edi costs me Rm2.80 ler... so expensive ler... siao... but dunno petrol got increase o not... I dun go pump petrol yet... somemore dunno Federal Highway got adjust their prices o not... if really expensive I wil considered take bus go coll next week gua... depends on the timetable lo... all the things going to increase their price... how sux is tis gov... jus create the inflation... to support their infant industry... proton... sux...