Cheong Sam~ ~

CNY is near the corner... as we can c alot of CheongSam slowly appear in d market... actually I wish to hav 1 pc of tis... til finding coz adult 1 mus choose the size which really suit to u... if not wil look quite aunt or ugly... ==

But for kids... they r so flexible... they can fit any type n any size of it... C how it is work on Meh Meh... ( she is quite fat recently )...

Traditional type...

Modern Type...

She looked good in both type but I prefer modern type... wil not look so aunt... I think is better than male 1... coz really look so 'kolot'... so guys better dun wear CheongSam... later scare ppl away frm u... :P

Mini World...

Frens which r know me well... sure know I like to D.I.Y thing... mayb tis wil b boring hobby for some ppl... :P Tis D.I.Y mini room... I duno wat is the actual name is tis thing... == so I jus called tis mini world... actually is mine 1st attempt to do tis...

I bought tis at Gurney Plaza, Penang around RM35 plus at InQBox shop... I forgot to snap photo of the box... actually they hav many designs 1 like mini living hall, mini sushi shop and more... but I choose mini sewing room coz my mom is a tailor so thinking wan to give her as birthday present ma...

The process of making tis actually quite test ur patient n ur skill... both of the requirement I oso dun hav... :( luckily my hubby help me abit lo... coz when purhcase tis... it comes like many pieces of wood, wires, cloth, papers, glue, paint n more... the manual cannot tell all d thing to you... so hav to refer to d manual n think how to fix d think frm nthg to something...

Here is the final result...

I used around few days to completed tis... coz I cannot complete in one shot since I m so impatient of doing tis... left I lazy go to frame tis thing... Haha...

Free Nando's Voucher

Tat day, when I was working in Tesco Klang.. My fren was selling F&N soft drinks was giving out the free Nando's voucher ( 1/4 chicken wit 2 sidelines ) by no terms n conditions required... to get tis vouhcer u need to purchase 3 bottles of the soft drinks den u can get liao...

Like me a GREEDY person, I definitely wil purchase without doubt... n 25Dec ( Christmas Day )... I redeem those voucher wit family in Sunway Pyramid... I quite disappointed wit the service thr... the stuffs like so racist... serve some ppl so nicely n ignore me so obviously... thinking wan to complaint to their manager but disagree by my family... :( co they wan keep low proflie dun wan lebih lebih... haizz...

Meh Meh... now she is pretty gal edi... 7years old liao... last time onli 2years old...

She tried to step the stuff who is annoying me...

Overall, the food is satisfaction n proven that there was "free lunch" in this world... Hee...

My Blog Alive!!!!

Now view back my previous posts n reliaze I abandon my blog for 5months plus... quite sad actually... coz previously I really dun hav time to update my blog... really mis back my coll life... which can msn everynite, update blog everyday... is my LIFE... but now I cant go back tis LIFE again... :(

All is d study fault... Coz I m pursuing ICSA course which I felt quite tension since 100% is exam n my english is so poor... so I need to put extra effort than others ppl...

Now is my study break... quite bored actually... weekdays onli catch TVB drama n weekends working as promoter... n recently quite lots of public holidays fall on fri... n I mis d precious time celebrate wit my hubby... eg like Chirstmas... although I m not Christian but I like tis day coz like quite romantic day... if can at Western Countries like UK den lagi best coz got snow ma... can play snow flight, make snowman... bla bla bla...

Jusco's Bear....

This is a Jusco's Bear... which wil b launch monthly from July to Dec within tis year... I jus bought myself July Bear... it is onli cost Rm5.90 n the size n the material is ok... worth to buy it I wil said tis...

The background of the pic is my hubby's new house... hehe... purposely taking the pic in tis background... the bear is looks cool rite... ^-^....

My first epilator....

In the preview post, I was mentioned the epilator which is the "god" for girls... n I jus bought tis last few days ago... After searching whole PJ .... finally I found out Aeon in BR is the best model n the best price...

According to the forum, Braun's epilator is the best among others... but the price really killing me... The cheapest 1 is RM149 with no smart light no others functions.... no massager roller all tat... not a good choice for first triar...
I chosen the model 5270 pink... which come wit smart light, massager rollers, trimmer and shaver head, opti attrachment and pouch... cost me RM299.... ~~ really sweat...

Looks like quite scary... when u operate the epilator the sound really scary.... sound like the machine cutting grass...

The opti attrachment... is the best assistant when u going to do the underarm n bikini line epilation...

The shaver n trimmer head...

The user manual is brief n clear... it really help me a lot... but the epilation process is so scary for the first time user... my hand is shaking n cold when I did the epilation... but after tat I m satisfy wit the result... although the process is a little bit painful but it is worth to do so... coz after epilation, my skin become more smooth n no hairy legs and arms anymore... =)

Epilator ???

I m feel shy to tis... now I onli know the product which can remove unwanted hair easily -- Epilator.. it is totally different from shaver... Shaver jus can remove hair from the skin surface while epilator is remove hair root from our skin... the result jus like u pluck it manually... of coz epilator is faster n less pain if compared wit the traditiional way of remove unwanted hair such as legs, underarm and others...

Today, I went to shopping mall n search for tis product... the price was killing me... refer to the beauty forum the epliator in brand Braun is less less pain if compared wit others... but the price is so expensive le... around 200 -400 ++ ... the more expensive the less painless u wil suffer o.... so which one u wil choose???

I'm prefering the expensive 1 coz I scared of pain... but the epilator was a bit out of my budget... :( tis month n last month like over spend a bit...

Tis is a basic and simple one.... cost RM100+++ not sure the actual price...

Tis one is look cute in pink colour n is more gentle one... price is above RM200+++

National Eye Hospital

Last few months, my eyes was suffered the seriously itchiness... Before tis, I had went to pharmacy bought some eye drop but tis symptom til persist n become more worse... So I went to the National Eye Hospital or known as Tun Hussein Onn Eye Specialist... Before that, I though it was a government hospital but after I went to the counter to pay for my bill n drug it cost me RM150 ++. For me it is expensive... 3weeks later, I went for second appointment... tis time cost me Rm180 ++... walau le... it really killing me... n the eye drops which doctor recommend jus control my itchy n cant cure wholly...

My eyes is depend on eye drops daily... n it is troublesome since every 3hours need to put the eye drops once n I cant wear contact lens anymore... :(

The outlook of the hospital...

The interior was looks great and pro... but the doctor's skill is "so so"...

Haiz... I need to wear spec everyday everytime as advice by doctor???? No way...

Next month, I m planning to go to UM hospital... coz the National Eyes hospital was taken off my confidence n trust to them... from registration to medicine... all they wanted is money and money and money again.... :(

3K Swim Pool....

Yesterday, me n hubby bring MehMeh together go to 3K swim pool located at usj... the facility in thr doesnt impressed meat all.... the pool is deep enough but is quite small... whereby the kid's pool is so small... if compared wit the Shah Alam Aquatic Pool... thr is better n huge...

However, since we r thr so we jus go in n have fun of it...

I looked ugly wearing the swim cap... :(

Since thr is required to wear the cap for long hair swimmer.... hate tis...

After swimming sesssion, we went for our snack... donuts... we ordered the durian queen... coz is my favourite too... n Meh Meh n hubby prefer chocolate 1....

Sorry... some photos hav been delete from tis post... coz my hubby complaining I m using his pic... :(

Princess n Prince....

Princess n Prince finally met up....

Sorry for delay updating this post which should be post on last two weeks ago... hehe... tat day 06/06/09 2.30pm I went to KLIA to pick up my hubby.... tis was my first time drove alone to thr... wit the help of google map of coz... around 45 minutes journey from my home... finally I reached thr...
I was wait my hubby in the international departure hall... thr were huge of crowds awaiting for their frens or family too... it's like fans waiting for their idol that kind... fuh... around 1hour plus... my hubby finally settle all d laggage thing n we finally meet... hehe...

Emm... a bit strange for me when c him for first time.... but tis feeling slowly disappear when time passed by... hehe... tat day we went to shopping mall n pasar malam.... eat the food which he was missed for long time...

He bought me mini can of coke... actually it is very common in uk... but quite rare in m'sia...

He oso bought tis... popcorn popper... I can DIY popcorn on myself lo... :)

The next day morning... we view the sun rise together when driving heading to his house....

KLCC Aquaria...

Yesterday I jus went to KLCC Aquaria... emm stupid signboard on the road... make my hubby caught in jam... the 45minutes journey become double time of it... :( Kl really jam like shit... coz the traffic light was turn from green to red so fast...

The entrance fee is quite cheap for student is around RM20... if oversea student is RM25... but inside actually is quite small.... the aquaria is great but the fish jus few types onli... :( is the place to hang out but no for second time....

Me n hubby

The aquaria behind was look great but the colour is a bit dark... since inside cannot take pics wit flash light...

Nightmare finally over...

Yuhoo.... last friday I jus finished my nightmare --- ICSA exam... is my first time taking this type of prof exam n I took 4 papers in one shot... coz wan to finish afap... but is not easy n tension for few months... I hav to satisfy a lots... cut all of my entertainment like blogging, msn, facebook... except for skype... coz I need to chat wit my bf every nite b4 I go to sleep... :)

Now I back to my life... start enjoying my entertainment n go movies wit my bf... he jus back on sat... hehe... 8 months without him... now he is back.... when picked up him at airport... I feeling a bit of strange at first.... after that chit chat wit him... den my feeling is back lo... haha... time really can steal ur feeling 1... it is truth but time can also can recall back ur feeling if both parties wan to do that...

I break my record....

Today, initially I jus plan buy a pair of heel to attend my cousin wedding dinner in May... den the promotion really trap me... I jus need one pair but I bought two n more pairs... since the promotion said second pair is 50% but they wil choose the lowest price 1 for 50% discounts... as usual girl wil buy two pairs... coz in our mind is cheap ma... den like tat I bought two pairs at first...

Tis pair of heel I plan to wear when attend d dinner wit my white dinner dress... :)

Is around 2 or 3 inches high gua... nvr wear so high 1... is time to learn... coz when c girl wear heel really so attractive o...

Tis 1 is the second pair which get 50% discounts... not so like is jus ok for me onli....

After that, I saw got Thai fair around... den go hav a look... den buy again 3 pairs of shoes coz the price is quite cheap n the material of shoes quite soft...

Tis is a imitate product of Cros... jus around 30bucks... but if u r the Cros fans u wil notice tis is imitate product... if ori 1 tis pair is cause RM130 like tat....

I like tis design coz the cloth like the blanket I used to be use when I m small... hehe...

Normal black cover shoe plan to transform it into full black n wear for my part time work...

It is really hectic coz one pair of shoe jus can last 3months.... or max. 6months onli... all d shoes no quality nowadays... guys not girl like to buy new shoes is te shoes cannot last for long... for instance, my working shoe which I hav to wear every weekends.... min. 2 pairs per year.... so pokai liao jus work working shoe.... :(

All together is 5 pairs lo.... Unbelievable I did it in a day

Coming soon.... bring OSIM u-Squeeze home... since now they hav promotion on display set... place order edi... wil coming on tis thurs... cant wait for it... :) but every month need pay around 67bucks for it... but is useful to my family since I can share wit my mum... hehe...

Alone in the dark....

Alone in the dark jus like tis cat...

I didnt meant me alone in the dark... jus feel pity of tis cat which quite similar wit my neighbor... last sunday... her daughter run away from house... tis girl edi 22years old jus like me... the reason she dun wan back to home is she said tat house is not human stay 1.... so rude rite... n the funny n childish thing is... she not follow her bf o guy... she follow is the old unmarried aunt... who is her colleague... nor matter how her parents go n adivce her go back home... tat stubborn girl til insist... n go report police tat her mom try to poison her wit food... wtf... like tat excuse her mom oso can... whr is her heart... she always claim tat she is above age of majority edi... we cannot force her.... 22years old means can forget ur family... no such thing rite...

The big prob is that old unmarried aunt like got physiologic prob... in work place no 1 dare to fren wit her jus the girl... now her mom always wash face wit her tears... wish her daugther wil change her mind in 1day soon... coz family is our buddy forever... whatever we did... family to the station which always wil encourage us n forgive us... when we feel tire... family or home is the best place for us to rest b4 continue the next long journey...

50 bucks....

Tat day in the early morning.... Meh Meh suddenly bring RM50 comes my house... of coz I shocked of tis... I asked her y bring tis... she said I told her b4... if she got RM50 den I wil bring her go to Sunway Lagoon.... den I hav a big laugh... I did said tis b4... but dunno she is so serious of tis... I asked her return the real Rm50 to her parents... n draw the fake Rm50 for me is enough edi... n c wat she did... is really cute...

50 bucks wit left hand side is my bf n right hand side is me.... yea tis is me... :)

Again... Meh Meh like to draw the happy family pic... Tis time she wrote her chinese name as well... can c kids really can learn thing fast....

Stop!!!!!

Recently I m sleepless... I m too stress on my studies.... left around 8weeks exam wil b coming... nor matter how late or how I make myself tire... I til sleepless... it is really terrible... tis hav been continues few days edi.... :(

What the use of cucumber???

I heard ppl said cucumber can relief eyes tired long times ago... but den havent give myself a try... when I m trying, the result is so so onli... not impress me at all... but tis young kid have a fun of tis cucumber mask...

Who is her???

Closer a bit... can guess is who???

Is Meh Meh la...

Happy Family...

Tis is draw by Meh Meh.... chen n me n Meh Meh in d centre...

Sometimes I really wish Meh Meh is my baby den I dun need to pregnant for 9months n give birth... dun need so xin ku... but tis jus for my imagination... wont happen in real life...

Recently... very busy everyday revision n revision... like kinda prepare wan to go for war... I nvr experience such bad n stress time like tis b4... it really stress n sometime I m wondering y I chosen the course so difficult to study 1 torture me... watever life is goes on... jus hope d war wil come faster n end faster... :(

Changes...

Ppl really wil change by time... by other reasons... I hate ppl changing especially in their attitude... obviously last time is the best coz we cannot go back to tat time tat type of ppl u recognized b4... jus a part of our memory n oso as a guideline for us to compare now n previous... quite sad but true...

What I m believing in last time... now all gone n I wake up from tat dream n force myself to drive back to the reality... hard to accept but hav to accept... is it tis is a true of life??? is it the better way to accept is close one of our eye n cheat urself tat nthg happen... all is til good... sometime I really dun wan to accept tis stupid assumption.... life is not perfect y I shud agree tat life is perfect?? I know I cant solve tis dilemma... I know tat I really cant... no idea who m I now... if I accept the assumption... I not myself anymore... I am the other person who change myself coz other ppl changing themselves oso... so I force to change... if I m remain static den I wil lose u completely... I knew tat wil happen to me... :(

Money is important???

Izit money is so important to us? Almost every week I oso work part time in weekends... I nvr give up my weekends without earn money... at least rm160 I wil earn in the weekends... but 28 march I couldnt work cost me lost around rm720.... since 1day is rm120.... suddenly all figure pop-out of my mind... in btw money n studies... which side shud I choose... shud I skip my class n chase for money... or shud me focus on my studies more important???

Actually I almost cheated by money... since my supervisor called me twice for the attractive project... I really wan to say I can fulfill the whole project... but at last I think that class is more important... although I not really like to it... but I mus attend if not I wil completely lost... fuhh... like tis I lost rm720 - 3weekends blank... til 11 of april onli got new project...

Sometimes I felt that y I so stupid... previously I having my sweet time for 2years when I studying for my first diploma course... now onli start to chase for money... izit too late for me??? I think is yes... but I really like to b promoter... coz is more fun than become an officer in future... n easy earn money oso especially for gals... but mus sacrified of our legs lo... since hav to stand for whole day ma... :)

Puzzle finally reveal...

Last two days is my 22nd birthday... when I getting older I dislike to celebrate birthday again... scare the fact that I become older.... haha... actually I jus wan celebrate wit my bf... others I dun hav such mood celebrate wit them.... but my bf promise when he back he will celebrate back wit me again... hehe... I m waiting...

The week b4 my birthday my bf told me that he wil post my present to me... today onli I received... late 2days... but I til very surprise n happy when receive...

Get the parcel from postman at noon....
When I tear off the parcel inside is my present... in box size...

Yea tis is my 22nd birthday present from him...

When I tear off the whapper... is a lover's mp3.... 2Gb....

Is a half heart shape mp3 player.... wit touch pad...

Honestly, it is my first mp3... previously I didnt own any mp3 player coz I think I dun need it... but now since everyday I oso travel by train to coll... den my bf think I shud hav tis... n he bought a pair of heart shape mp3... he owns a half... I own a half... when he back den we can combine together... haha... tis is a concept of lover's mp3... n 1more feature... it can b become a necklace oso...

Philosophy...

I jus received the email from one of my fren n that email was written few of the philosophy.... den I jus picked two of them which I think quite meaningful...

1)When u keep saying u r busy, den u r nvr free.... When u keep saying u hav no time, den u wil never hav time.... When u keep saying that u wil do it 2moro, den ur 2moro wil nvr come...

2)We make them cry who care for us... We cry for those who nvr care for us... n we care for those who wil nvr cry for us... this is the truth of life, its strange but it is true...

Recently I really busy... the endless of busy... now I jus realise that study is not easy as last time I in the sux coll.... previously I can revision on last minutes n most of the time in class stil can enjoy some "honeymoon" time... but now... is so big different.... I hav to give up blogging soon as I guess... coz no time for blogging... but I wil try my best to post as much as I can... if really cant, den I may give up in one of the day coming...

Recall back... I did cry a lot for the unnecessary thing before... y I so emotional... am I too sensitive... I no ideas of it... ppl learn from the time passing... from depedent changes to independent... from childish changes to mature... now I feel I m independent enough but not mature enough...

--又少了--

刚刚知道。。。以后跟老公相处的时间会少了。。。他找到了一份PART TIME。。。在他放学过后他就会去那上班。。。我听了。。。傻了一会儿。。。他问我会替他高兴吗?我说我觉得我们相处的时间又少了。。。两个不同地方的人，想谈一场浪漫的恋爱的确又点辛苦。。。

第一，我们需要互相配合对方的时间SKYPE。。。第二，我们要对对方很有信心，相信对方不会对你出轨。。。第三，我们需要没收自己的感觉。。。因为当你很需要他的陪伴时，他不会在你的身边。。。当你很伤心时，他不会出现在你的身边安慰你。。。当你受到委屈时，他不能听你诉苦。。。很多很多事情。。。你需要一个人面对。。。一个人伤心。。。一个人在深夜时掉泪。。。一个人得生活。。。

虽然，还有三个月他就会回来，大约还有十一个礼拜吧。。。当我有一种不祥的预感。。。有事会发生。。。我不希望我的预感是真的。。。真的很害怕。。。

--女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方‏--

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

--为什么--

很想知道为什么老公一个机会也不给我。。。我只想他给我一个能跟他好好沟通的机会。。。己经有三天我们没有好好的谈了。。。刚刚我们只谈了一会儿。。。他约束了我的话题。。。我只想知道他的一点一滴。。。可是他却不喜欢我太过介意他的私生活。。。我真的很在意他。。。

也许，男生真的不喜欢，女生过问太多。。。但是，我的好奇心特别强。。。我很想很清楚的知道每一间事情的发生过程。。。我很想知道他今天过得好不好。。。可是，他好像嫌我烦。。。嫌我罗嗦。。。我真的不懂如何是好。。。

老公，很想告诉你。。。我今天发现我给人骗了钱。。。买了货不对的东西。。。我很伤心。。。觉得自己很笨。。。你可以安慰我一下吗?真的希望你可以现在给我安慰的话。。。可是是不可能的。。。你在忙着。。。:(

ATM Incident....

Today, as usual I went to ATM machine n plan to withdraw 1k.... like normal I press n confirm the amount I would like to withdraw den follow by the machine return d my ATM card to me... n wait for a while for the cash withdraw n follow by receipt... but after I took my ATM card... the machine like hang... it written "Transaction in the process. Please wait..." for few minutes... den suddenly the ATM machine's screen turn into black...

In my heart thinking tis time 'cham' lo... dunno my money got stuck into machine or my transaction is being cancel... so I went to the ATM beside me n check for d balance... I m shocked my balance really less edi... but I not yet receive my money... so I run to the customer service nearby coz I m inside Jusco... den ask for help... they said is nthg do wit Jusco... they asked me to cal customer helpline of Maybank... den I cal up n their stuff was so sux... nvr talk in nice manner n act like so slow... said bank cannot do anything mus wait until 3hours den onli can recover my balance if they confirmed I didnt take d money...

Wtf..... 3hours is so long for me man... den suddenly the ATM machine screen recover like normal... den I push in my ATM card again... tis time lagi teruk... my card stuck in the hole... cant in cant out... I cal helpline oso useless... they said they wont send technicial for me... asked me try to pull out if cant den jus try to push in... if the machine 'swallow' my card oso wil b alright... of coz I try to pull out my card but cant do it by my finger... so I asked the customer service counter's stuff in Jusco to help me... they use fingerclip to help me pull out the card luckily...

Now jus left the balance prob... although I wan to recover my cash now but I cant do anything... impossible I wait in front of the ATM machine... no point oso... since d machine like down edi... so I went back home... n feel worry coz is 1k ler... not 100... so I cal d Maybank helpline again... tis time is another stuff serve me... he more pro that jus now the previous sux stuff... he ask for my account verification... n said that bank recover my balance to ori 1 edi mean add back d 1k which I plan to withdraw jus now... n ask me go to check my account now... he wil normally tis kind of case the balance wil b recover like normal within few minutes.... NOT 3hours... den I went out to ATM machine n check again... thanks god... I get back my balance...

Although I get a new lesson for my life refer to tis case but it's really make me so panic n scare by tat time... so helpless n dunno wat to do... but now I know wat to do if next time I encounter tis type of prob agian... :)

--情敌--

无意中我发现了，人生中我可能需要面对的情敌。。。有可能。。。我不望我的直觉是真的。。因为我不想被情敌打败。。。不想失去我爱的人。。。昨天老公说有个女子为了他所说的一句话，而去改变了自己。。。情人节前夕，给了他莫名其妙的东西-香水样本。。。凭我的直觉。。。。我想有暗恋他的人了。。。我的第一个情敌即将诞生了。。。

突然我觉得自己被威胁了。。。很怕会失去老公。。。因为一路以来有了老公的陪伴。。。习惯了有他的陪伴。。。有他的可爱有帅气的笑脸。。。有他耐心的聆听我的心声。。。除了他，谁我都不要。。。他是我的终站和目标。。。:)

Too many savings???

Today, I went to bank update my Fixed Deposit (FD) n realise that the interest rate was dropped dramatically... from 3.7% per year to 3.0% onli... tis showed that too many ppl savings... n less ppl wan to borrow money from bank... so that the interest rates wil b drop... before this, I wan felt wthat FD interest rates was so low... n try to divert my money into other investment... but now since the economic downturn... investment is not the best time... so better to keep n save it...

Dunno y... M'sian hard to feel the recession of d economic... many of my relatives til progress their travel plan... 1year go few countries travel... n my mum start to join their trip in tis year.... since globally everyone was trying to spend less save more... but M'sian til so naive... spent without control... spent wit ignore of recession... mayb the level of awareness was low in M'sia... but I think is time for us to save more spend less... I know tat tis way wont help economic... the method which can help economic is spend more... so that economic can grow like usual... but everyone was start to keep their money in bank n u r spend unlimited... sounds u like a bit stupid rite... mayb different ppl got different thinking... for me I wil choose to save more spend less...

--原来岁月不留人--

今天晚上，我像以往那样和妈妈去商场逛逛。。。我们去了书局买了一些文具。。。然后，当我准备离开时，我的妈妈问我认识那个男生吗?我望了一下。。。他是个年轻的。。。长像还不错。。。不过，我好像不认识他哦。。。他一直对我微笑。。。我心里想他应该对别人微笑吧。。。我忽略他。。。从他的身旁擦身而过。。。他突然顶住我。。。我真的吓了一跳。。。他开口说话了。。。他说:"你还记得我吗?"。我回答:"你是谁?我们认识吗?"。

他说他是某某人。。。我记起了。。。他是我以前老板粮的儿子。。。以前我刚中五毕业时的第一份工。。。我还记得以前他胖胖的。。。声带还没有发育。。。现在他的确变了很多。。。我依然没什么变。。。他突然问我我已经有几年没在那边做工了。。。我想了想有四年那么久了。。。岁月真的不留人。。。突然我觉得自己老了。。。=/

--虚惊一场--

今天我像平时一样，上网等待权醒来，跟我讲话。。。英国七点过去了，我以为权应该累了，所以让他多睡一会儿。。。我望着时间在发呆。。。不知为什么我不想做其他的事，可能是生病的原故吧。。。我傻傻的希望权快点醒来。。。时间滴答滴答的走。。。英国八点了。。。我再次看权上网了没有。。。他还是没醒。。。

我开始担心他了。。。想起昨天他说过的话。。。他说:"他怕出去，他怕被小孩子丢雪粒。。。"可是，昨天他真的出去了，跟他的朋友去买东西。。。我觉得好像有点不对劲。。。我开始打他的手提。。他没接。。我又打了几次，他没接。。。我慌了。。以为权出事了。。。

过了好长的半个钟。。。他回复了。。。幸好他没事。。。担心他会出事。。原来担心一个人可以那么的紧张。。原来他在我的心目中的地位又提高了。。

Happy Valentine'09....

This year Valentine I alone again... my hubby is at overseas, United Kingdom... not onli tis year next year I wil b alone again... need to wait until 2010 den onli can celebrate wit him... really long time din celebrate for tis festival... I til remember first time celebrate valentine wit my hubby in year 2005... the feeling was so sweet... n den following year 2006... year 2007... n last time mis the celebration again... jus 3times celebrate wit him...

He gave me two suprises for this year valentine... initially I tot is flowers but is not... is a pacel... n photos...

This is a pacel I received few days ago...
When I opened n c.... is smthg like tis...

I was no idea wat was it... until I tear off d plastic... is a hot water bottle... hehe... M'sia no winter time tis hot water bottle is use for other purpose... he so caring... thanks chen...

And today he tagged me in his facebook wit this two photos...

"Lian, I love u"... he written in mandarin on d ice ground...

The next photo... he lay on d ice ground beside my name... I really hope I can beside him by d time...

But I cant smile again... I been haunted by sick for six days edi... fever, flu, cough, sore throat... all I kena... initially tot can recover by today.... but fever again now... tis time I nvr go visit doctor... I jus eat panadol n "tembak" some chinese medicine... hope they really worked... actually I hate medicine from clinic... so bitter... since I need to make them into powder b4 I swallow... so it's a challenge for me...

My valentine time day wil b end like tis... sick n alone... =( but thanks for d technology... I can skype wit my hubby... celebrate valentine wit him... although we r separate by distances now... he wil b back soon... waiting for tat day o... =)