CNY atmosphere is around d corner....

Hmm today quite weird o... although is weekday but shopping mall are start c d crowd... ppl buying new year clothes n new year stuffs... but today is end of month o... mayb is d promotion on d cash debate... coz every tuesday Carrefour wil b given 10% cashg debate for Maybank credit card user....

As usual wil c the CNY stuff like mandarin oranges n plants... but tis year d lucky bamboo plant like quite special o... n the limau tree oso all comes wit green... all stuffs make u feel like CNY is so so near edi... emmm around one more month lo... but tis year CNY I dun feel wan to celebrate o... coz mayb I wil b working on CNY... since my bf not around n now I m trying to focus on money more... gain more money for myself... n spent time wit working wil b definately faster that spend time sitting at home n do nthg...

In ship form bamboo was display like a ship.... but d price oso so "special" lo.... :P

Those bamboo r display very nicely n did attract u to bring them home....

Some even decorate wit new year lattern...

Haha... I m trying d "Chong sam"... but quite big for me since S size finish edi o... so sad... :(

C Meh Meh oso wearing "Chong Sam" o... n she looked pretty n cute...

"Stone Rice"....

Recently, I went to Kim Gary Restaurant n ordered d "Stone Rice"... which including lots of sushi's lover foods such as Unagi, Octopus, Sotong, "Mata Kerbau", and of coz rice wit stone bowl lo... it comes wit package which include soup n drink as well... jus RM16.90++... it is so valueable n yummy... tis weekends I went thr for twice edi... although I wil feel "xin tong" d expensive price but willing paid for it since today is my last day for d Huggies Ultra project n other frens oso ends their project as well... :)

But today before go to work den my fren called me n said that nowadays Jusco outlet need to put d hair net on d bun on d hair... it wil look like a bit weird n kolot of coz... but if we dint do it den we cannot get d promoter pass n cannot go in n work... so at the end after four of us discussing den decide we force to buy d ugly hair net n put it on our hair... yuckss... I cannot imagine that if my relatives or frens c tis... it is so ugly... but after few hours den we get to use edi... coz everyone in d supermarket oso wear d same thing like us... some even got big ribbon wit d hair net... :P it really terrible... luckily our 1 jus 1small hair net n not so visible... haha... so kolot ler dunno y Jusco suddenly implement tis law ler... all promoters oso put d hair net unwillingly... :(

Lavendar in Aeon Bt...

Lavendar is a bread shop which their bread r fresh every time when u purchased it... but d price wil b slightly expensive that Bee's of coz... but d softness n freshness of d bread n egg tart worth for d price u paid for.... My favorite bread is their hk style egg tart.... :)

Actually their kitchen r transparent view... so u can c through the process of d bread being made... n d side cafe did a nice place for couple to pak tou.... since it was decorate in d very romantic environment... n d price of d food n beverage is acceptable... n I willing paid for it... haha but not always la... if not all my hard earn salary wil become 0 lo...

D environment of d side cafe in Lavendat was decorate wit romantic feel... which each table was light by small candle n whole cafe is orange light... so romantic if go wit couple... hehe...

C tis is one of d cake display on d rack... it looks so cute...

Tis is a love shape coffee which offered by my fren... I dunno he wil drink it fast or jus take enough pics den onli drink... haha coz it look really nice...

Convo in Seri Pacific Hotel....

Last Sat I went to my diploma convo in Seri Pacific Hotel, KL... actually I m forcing to go to d convo since d convo is so expensive which cost RM370 while 1guest is RM130.... so I didnt bring my family go wit me... I jus went wit gang of coursemates... they r forcing to go oso... since d chancellor sounds like treathen us... said if we didnt go for d convo... our scholarship wil b void... haiz...

The convo is going quite fast n we jus given free photosession for group photo... n d individual photo we need to pay as least RM45 per photo ler... doesnt make sense n really expensive if compared wit other ppl convo... tis coll really terrible n cheat student a lot... including convo... I so hate them... unethical at all... luckily I graduate edi if not sure need to suffer a lot... I mean in monetary term...

Group pic before wearing d glown...

Hehe... c d background look so nice rite... tis is a place which invidual pic going on...

Group pic in d hall while waiting for rehersal...

Name tag which we going to hold when go to d stage take d fake "cert"...

D lunch buffer was so cheap n d food taste was so terrible...

Actually got lot of pics which I wil upload in my facebook... all pics r taken wit my new camera o... hehe... d quality of pics not bad o... after convo I rush back to my workplace n felt tis convo jus like a dream... which mean nthg to me at all... mayb too sux edi gua...

Long Distance Relationship...

Sometimes I really lost my direction in the long distance relationship... I mean in btw my bf n me... he in UK but I in m'sia... totally two different edi... Different environment wil make d ppl changing faster... I m doubting is it tis is my bf??? or the other person.... suddenly I feel so strange of him... his behaviour... his gang of new frens... previously he not tat kind of person who fren orientated... but now... frens is his first place... n I no place at all... something that I dun allow he do... he did it... n when tell him wat I think... den we start to argue... at the end of the day... I jus force to accept it wit d injure heart... my heart was broken... but he til insist to do wat he think is right... I really felt that he doesnt stand on my side n think about me...

I felt so sad when think wat he is doing in UK... but I really felt myself cant lose him... so dilemma right now ler... sometime I felt that myself broken tis relationship coz agree to let him go uk... if I nvr let him go den nthg wil b happen I guess... but now is the truth... no more "if"... time cannot turned back... I felt I not a happy person in tislong distance relationship...

New Camera...

Haha today jus bought a new camera... eventually I tot wan to buy casio ex-z9 but after walk around... I m considering either panasonic lumix or canon... finally I choose Canon which got pink colour 1... now til charging d battery... as usual need charge for 8hours... so cant play around wit d camera yet...

Actually I nvr survey very detail about tis camera jus c the price is ok n the spec is ok n the colour is pink... den jus take it... hope I wont choose the wrong brand... haha... The meaning of camera in my dictionary is capture those sweet n happy moments wit family, frens, n of coz wit my hubby... I til waiting for his back next year... really hope tis camera wil b use on tat time when he back... yesterday is his brithday but felt so sad cant celebrate wit him since every year I oso wil celebrate wit him... when he back den I onli ganti back 3 celebration to him... haha y is 3 not 1??? 1 is his birthday, 1 is valentine, 1 is our five years anniversary... but til hav around 6months to go.... counting down everyday... hehe...

My new pink camera... hehe... the pink look so soft... I like it very much... :)

The 2.7' LCD screen... hehe...

Majolica Majorca....

Recently Watson was retailing the Majolica Majorca cosmetic which selling like a hot cake in Japan n Taiwan... but jus selected Watson onli... today I went to Pyramid n saw d selling counter n bought d mascara... the packaging n design was look so great... unfortunately the tester was dry edi... so I couldnt test d mascara... but I bought it... coz I trust d magazine reviews... After that, I try to apply it on my eyelash but it seem like nothing... no fibre at all... because fibre can make d eyelash grow longer temporary... haiz... I wasted the unnecessary money again... before that I tried fibrewig which popular in Japan but the result oso same... Emm... So far... Maybelle is the best n affordable mascara in d market n most of my frens oso used that...

The packaging of d mascara which cost RM45++

The design on d mascara look so nice... but d result jus so so onli...

My First E-card

Tis is my first e-card... of coz I not tat expert until can create tis nice e-card... tis e-card is my bf sent to me 1... can considered that the first e-card I hav reveal it after received... it is so sweet... hehe... but in btw e-card n real greeting card... I felt that real greeting card more meaningful... since it can keep n touch n see it... means like more solid... but e-card like more abstract... so I prefer the real greeting card more...

I still remember when I studies in primary skool last time... it is a trend to give ur frens a cny cards... but sometime we jus compared wit other frens the amount of cards we received n didnt realise the meaning of sending those cards oso... it sounds like competition more that greeting ppl...

But right now... lesser n lesser ppl using greeting card edi... I still practise that... but I jus bought it n send to my bf onli... others than that I dun care lo... since now the greeting cards quite expensive if we want to get the creative n nice design such as cards from Memory Lane is my first choice... although expensive a bit but I think is worth for it...

Christmas @ Pyramid....

Today went back to the college n paid for convo thing n filled up some useless form in order to get my cert in 2weeks time after convo... hope they keep their promise... after that I hang out wit my fren... we siao po whole day in Sunway Pyramid shoppping n shopping around 7hours at thr... so siao rite... basically we went to Waston n Guardian n few of the comestic shop n test for d comestic thing for so long... haha... actually I knew tis girl when I worked n she jus worked wit me jus 4days den when hang out we like old fren... a lot of topic we can chat... hehe... mayb we got a lot of similarity so we can b so fren lo... hehe...

Taking pic in the new wing main enterance...

Taking pic wit the clown... haha... so lucky he willing to take wit us....

Wit snowman... hehe...

Actually behind is the mini-size fortune wheel... for small kids onli... hehe

My favorite snack food - Tako... of coz tis 1 is fake 1 (sample onli)

Tako in d pizza form... look so nice nvr try b4 o...

Actually I almost bought tis camera back today... but after cal n ask my mum... den force to cancel my plan... she dun allow me buy coz she said camera cannot b used as often as hp... she suggest me buy hp wit higher megapixels camera... but I really wan d real camera ler... haiz...

When Enemy Become Fren.... Fren Become Enemy...

Actually I really not sure who wil b my fren forever n who wil b my enemy forever... for me no such word forever in my dictionary... I dint trust thing wil b last forever... for me family is forever tat all... coz whatever how bad or how good am me... my family wil always stand on my side n support me... :)

But fren wil different... it is the uncertainty on fren... recently I found tat the ppl who last time I treat them as enemy... now is my fren back... I til wonder how it thing could b happen... no reason... n without notice by me as well... it happen very naturally... but I m glad tat now my enemy list is null... but soon wil b new member in my list.... :(

The science of LOVE....

Haha jus wan to share wit ur guys I jus get the science of LOVE theory from one of my fren... after I heard them I felt it very true and same as wat happened on me... along the way of relationship wit my hubby chen... haha...

Stage 1 - First few weeks of the beginning of the relationship, both of gal and boy are in love because their sex hormon is increasing... as a result, they dun mind or care anything including their weaknesses... and commonly we called tis stage as love is blind... since they cannot c other ppl around them... in their eyes jus can c their lover onli...

Stage 2 - After few months... they start their first fight because the hormon is decreasing by time and they start can see each other weaknesses... such as last time saw very handsome / pretty now no more... haha... it quite true...

Stage 3 - When the hormon completely out den u wil feel whether u r really belong together or u wil start doubting. This is the most dangerous stage in the relationship... coz this stage whr the gal/ boy might flirt with others... the onli thing that they wont separate because they feel responsible to each other and they wil feel very wasted to break up...

Stage 4 - Is the crucial part whr tis wil determine whether u might b break o not... here, the communication level play a big part in it... if u really understand each other, den u might stay together... however, if u cant trust and another person felt u r very annoying and cannot even communicate wit u and starting avoiding u.... den means the end of the relationship...

Conclusion, first few weeks usually very fun n sweet 1 go dating la... everyday chatting til very late night cant wait to see each other la... everyday missing each other la... talking sweet and buying gifts... but when the chemistry is gone den u have to depend on ur logic because tat feel is no longer exist n simply because of ur hormon is no more surging... every couple is the same... tis is biology so u can c y parents or older couple they jus like normal fren onli... coz simply they dun hav the chemistry bond anymore... so if u feel like suddenly like a person... tis is because of ur hormon... mayb it is smart to wait for the hormon go away first and let the logic to decide...

Haha... I so love tis science of love... coz it really true n happened on me as well... guess wat... now I jus passing my stage 4... haha... so now my relationship wit my bf is very stable edi... from my experience communication is very important... if lack of communication tat relationship most probably cannot b maintain anymore... thanks my fren Joshua for providing me those info which he read from Reader Digest... haha... :)

My Convo...

My diploma convocation wil b held in tis 20dec... but I not going... coz I wil b working on tat day somemore the cost of participation for d convo is too expensive edi... n no ppl wil accompany me going if I wanted to go oso since my bf is at uk now... but anyways I wil b going for my bf convo in year2010... I hope tat time we til r couple... hehe...

I felt relief edi since my diploma course which taken 3years to complete due to the stupid management n exam thing finally the "nightmare" ends... but after tis diploma... I wil b continue my study in somewhr... actually I like the time being student... coz working is not smthg fun... working smthg is so bored coz u wil repeat the same thing again n again n hav to face lots of tensions...

Play time wit Huggies Ultra...

Tis whole dec I wil b working under the project of Huggies Ultra... actually tis was my first time of selling diapers without parenting experiences... hmm... basically I jus need to explain the key benefits of Huggies Ultra if comapred with other competitors... since Huggies Ultra is at the premium level in the diapers market so it's not easy to persuavive customers to buy d diapers... besides that I oso need to show the simple experiment to the customers so that they can actually felt n c the diaper is breathable n of coz value for money...

Actually when consumers purchased Huggies Ultra den they wil entitled for d lucky draw... n the prizes wil b the bedroom set or sample of Huggies Ultra... the prizes quite attractive n awaiting for the winner to grab back...

But today the supermarket is less crowd if compared wit weekends... sometimes half hour onli few ppl passed by... as ur guys know Huggies is under KImberly Clark company... they required sales target per day... if didnt make any sales in the day... mayb they wil b change other promoter edi ler... so I mus b aggressive in pushing sales... luckily today got sales when nearly closing time...

The block display that showed the bedroom set which waiting for the winner to grab them home...

The clinically experiment proven by the 3 Major University in U.S....

Before the experiment...

After pump the thing... den the bloop come out...

Saw Nissan - Fair Lady car when on the way driving home... it's so cool... I hope I'm d owner in future time...

说好的幸福呢???

最近我很喜欢听周杰伦的这一首歌-说好的幸福呢? 有时我觉得做人真的会有矛盾的时候。以前的我总是把事情想的很简单，很天真。也把人看得很简单。幸福真的可以永久吗?幸福真的需要自己去争取吗?我一直再等待不会降临的幸福，一直等待别人眼中不会降临的幸福。也许，双鱼座的我真的很爱去幻想自己渴望的幸福。。。。

瞬间觉得幸福离我好远好远。。。也许我是得不到幸福的人。。。。

Speechless...

Recently I felt myself like speechless in my blog... if compared wit last time... now I really seldom updating my blog... suddenly felt my life is so bored n less funny thing to share around wit others... since now my mood so "grey"... so when read my blog... I definitely wil make ur guys felt so down so negative... I hope I dun hav those negative influence lo...

Sometimes I really felt lazy o no mood to talk wit ppl oso when I was very tired or jus wake up... I think my social skill hav decreased by time... sometimes I felt that the more I talk... the more I felt myself very fake... especially when making new frens... I hate to being fake... but it is reality... I force to be fake... since majority of them oso acted very fake... n utilization happened everyday when I m working as part time promoter... they wan me to fetch them... wtf... I not their driver oso... first time c him/her den wan me fetch liao... if very close edi den different case la... so now I wont tell the first meet fren how I went to work... if they really keep on asking den my answer wil b I no transport n I walk to work... I think is the answer can cut down the chance they utilize me... I hate being utilize by others so that I wont utilize ppl... I wont depend on them... it is better to become independent when lost the person u can depend....

Wat can I do....

Today is the worst day in my life... I'm quite shock when log in to my facebook n saw those pics... my bf wit other gals pics when go clubbing in uk... I really really cannot accept those pics... I did trust him before he went to uk... but now every week I oso got suprise wit those pics... every week u know... everytime I told myself to b trust him... but when saw those pics... I really felt my heart broken... I need to trust him with those pics??? I think I cannot do tis at tis moment...

I really felt hopeless... M I too naive for tis relationship or I really is a idiot... I really try my hard to b trust u... but when saw those pics I really cannot b trust u anymore... I not able to force myself to trust u again... I really regret to let u go uk study... right now regret oso useless... since u been thr edi n wont back again... It is nearly to the end our 4years plus relationship... I really felt "bu she de"... but wat can I do anymore... I guess no anymore...

Pimple far far away from me....

Today coz too bored at home den looked back my pics in the past... n realize that my pimple gone long long time ago after get the consultation from the skin care doctor... emmm... it takes around 6months to heal my pimple n scar all tat... I felt satisfied wit the result now... since each month jus need to spend around Rm200 den can prevent pimple growing in my face... :)

This is the pic before get treatment... c so terrible rite....

This is now... :) c clearly hav lot of improvement rite...

So ppl who hav pimple skin dun give up... u stil hav chance to take ur pimple away as long as u dun give up... recap back last time I did used lots of method to remove d pimple from my face but it's stil failed... although lots of money had been spent but no result coming out... I think get the skin care doctor for consultation better much that we try n error on new product and so on...

It is btw trust or betray...

In between trust or betray tis two words which u wil choose at first??? For common situation, most of the ppl wil choose trust... but how long wil the trust lasting??? Wil it last forever if ignorance is taking place together??? Nobody wil know perhaps...

Now my situation is I moving opposite the flow of the river... which needs to spend more enegry that usual n time as well... I dunno it wil works at the last or not... although most of the ppl told me that it is impossible but I til insist wat I'm doing now... bcoz I m trusting him....

Think future... if trust doesnt exist anymore den betray wil b taking place... the opposite of trust is betray... of coz I dun hope betray tis thing wil happen in my life... I hate being betray by others... so that I dislike as betrayer... betray didnt bring any benefit whereas it brings harmful onli... once u become betrayer... ur image wil gone...

Really hope myself r in the right road... time cannot return back so that ppl cannot return to the past... once u missed out the opportunity den no chance anymore... soli guys, tis post was quite blur actually... I oso dunno wat I'm trying to write... I jus try to express out my feeling in indirect way...

P1 Wimax roadshow...

Now dun need pay any upfront n can take the modem home n go online wit wimax...

This few days I was working under reseller for P1 wimax roadshow in Klang... before that I tot the job jus around few promoters oso... who knows there are 16 promoters including 2reseller inside... Unexpected I was the ppl who got power to guard n lead the team... this was actually putting the test for my leadership skills.... it is very hard if dealing wit the troublesome team members... they r very agressive n each others was fight for their commission... n I m the person who wil arrange for the on-site demo for them... since some of the areas in Klang may not in coverage... so it is better to do the on-site demo b4 asking the customers to sign up...

This roadshow is smthg like pc fair... very busy until sometime whole day jus eat 1meal onli... but beside work I oso having fun wit gang of new frens... but majority of them r from kl... so after tis roadshow mayb we wont c each others again...

First day in the roadshow....

Yy n me...

Wat tis guy try to do??? He actually try to pose to steal the flyers.... he dare to do tis since tat time all shop r close edi...

Left few of us onli since other team members were going for on-site demo n we r waiting for they back in the very silent mall... since is late nite edi... all shops r close...

Boring day...

Today I felt so relief since exam finish edi n easy to do as well so dun need worry wil failed again lo... before tis I'm so no mood to do revision... revision a while den rest again read magazine or newspapers... besides that, I oso watch cartoon wit Meh Meh in tv9 1 - 4.30pm got 1 cartoon very funny 1 the title of the cartoon is catdog... they r stick together most of the time n do the funny stupid thing... so quite nice to watch... although is in malay language...

C I've did to Meh Meh's hand... coz I too bored edi den stretch on her hand...

Left 1 is my bf... central 1 is Meh Meh... right 1 is me lo... cute ler...

Ask her to pose so that I can take pic but now c back tis pic her mouth like weird weird a bit o...

Tis pic I was asked her try to pose wit her big alluring eyes... :P

C how big Meh Meh eyes can b go... very very big rite... haha...

New look of PSP....

Before I own PSP I m so wanted to get it... but after I got it I feel like sien sien a bit lo... less play d games oso since I nvr buy the cd for install d games since most of the time my bf wil download new games for me... but now he not here den I ma no games to play lo... now after one n half year... d charger spoil edi ler... so force to buy new charger ap 1 lo since ori 1 quite expensive ma...

Change new pouch as well... c the different the top 1 n bottom 1.... obviously top 1 very dirty :P since I nvr wash...

New strip oso... since they in 1set come wit pouch...

C all brand new pouch n my PSP is charging... =) since few days no battery cannot play music when I'm driving coz my car radio spoil edi but lazy go n repair...

My car went to "hospital"....

Yesterday I jus sent my car for repair... the foreman looked like very busy n unprofessional at all... but I forced to send my car to thr n repair since the foreman is my uncle's fren so the charge wil b lower at the market price...

Actually I oso dunno wat happen to my car... coz the timing wil goes very low if I put the gear at D but when I put the gear at N normal back... den the foreman oso dunno wat happen to my car n said need my car need to "stay" thr for few days coz need to wait when he free onli checked for me... now I mis my car ler... n worry my spongebob n patrick wil b missing... hmm... I shud take them home together wit me yesterday now so regret edi...

C except my car stil hav other cars r waiting thr... n other car owner - uncle oso waiting thr oso...

Me n Meh Meh again.... coz too bored waiting thr so we jus play wit camera... :P

Tis pic is Meh Meh using my hp capture 1... she is smart??? Haha...

Emo Emo Emo...

I emo again during my work yesterday... again I fight wit the ppl in the workplace... tis time the ppl I fight wit is the security... wtf rite... they r too racist edi... they asked me to cut my lovely finger nails which I have been keep for 2months n just do my manicure recently... of coz I dun wan la... coz I didnt do any sampling in the place... I jus stand thr onli ma... but they insist wan me to cut of if not they wont let me in... At the end, I'm lose... I force to force myself to cut the finger nails unwillingly... n I too emo edi n cry a bit... den the another security guard try to console n argue wit his collegue at well... he using too long time to fight for my right... it's too late edi when other guards said can let me in wit my long finger nails... sighh... I so so so "bu she de" my finger nails... ppl who know me sure know I like my nails very much... I have to cut my nails wit the scissor doesnt make sense rite...

After that, I go into the outlet n starting emo... my collegues were so shocked n try to asked me what happened... but I too emo edi n cant tell them wat happened... den my team leader said ask me go inside n have a short break if necessary... so I went inside n break a while... after that I managed to calm down myself den I onli went out n continue my work... during lunch time I told my collagues what's had been happened n they said security is memang racist... to avoid boycott by the outlet... I have to obey to them... haiz... although I really dun feel like it but force to accept it...

Today I think back the yesterday event felt that sometime I really very emo until almost spoil my career... but luckily tis time my team leader was so good give me time to claim down myself and make sure I'm ok before he goes... haha... thanks Kim... u r such a nice team leader... :) next time I wil try to control my emo... cannot emo again la... if not sure ppl around me wil feel me so "scary"...

Blankness....

I was mentally blankness right now when take out all the notes and prepare to do my second time revision for business math which I was failed in my last sem... If the lecturer is normal den I wont failed and need to force myself to do the second time revision on the same thing... since I forgot all the thing after exam edi... ==' luckily my spm foundation is quite ok so did help me right now... actually I really dun plan to do the revision since my mood is not thr oso... emmm another 11days den the exam wil be take place... nope should deducte out weekends... is around 7days exam wil be come... sighh... hope I wil pass for the exam... since I confirm I cant score A anymore...

I listed out the chapters which I need to go through in order to cover all the exam areas....

C my form 5 add math book and my coll study manual... 2 in 1... since the coll study manual no in detail enough...